01
Don't know why, this year's rainy season came a little early, looking out the window pattering rain, Jiao Shuaiwei gently sighed, would not know what to do with him, had to stay home to continue to watch TV.
A rare weekend was spent in boredom. After dinner, the rain actually stopped, the mother with the line as usual to go to the square dance, home again only left himself. The first thing I'd like to say is that I don't know what to do, but I'd like to know what I'm doing.
Finally arrived at midnight, Jiao Shuaiwei but not the slightest sleepiness, in the dark, he always feel where not right, a time when the heart aches, as if by whom hard whacked the general.
This time, the cell phone dingtong rang, Jiao Shuaiwei hastily opened, it turned out to be a message. When he read that the sender was his ex-girlfriend Lu Zhiqing, he immediately got up in the spirit. But after reading that message, he went completely crazy and couldn't stop the tears from flowing, just like when he was a child and was robbed of his toys by someone else, he cried so heartbreakingly.
He had long guessed this day, he had long fantasized that if one day Lu Zhiqing had a new dependence, he himself also pretended to send his blessing as if nothing had happened. But at this moment, he truly couldn't do it.
02
"I'm going to get married, it's tomorrow, tell you, may you live well, don't hang around. I am sorry for you in this life, may I be your most beautiful bride in the next life. Goodbye, take care of yourself."
Jiao Shuaiwei looked at the message repeatedly, and every word of it hurt him to the core. That woman who once snuggled in his arms and said she would accompany him for the rest of his life, why did she just say she was leaving, and now that she was really getting married, and he had obviously forgotten about her, why was he still so sad at this moment?
Back when they were in college, the two met at an event. Jiao Shuaiwei kindly helped Lu Zhiqing with a small favor, and the two fell in love with each other over a glance. Since then, they have spent a lot of time together and have become a couple without words.
Two young people, a bicycle, a winding and deep path, a burst of joyful laughter, scene after scene in Jiao Shuaiwei's mind. Those once beautiful, seem to be never far away, those once happy, still vivid in the eyes.
After graduation, the two returned to their respective cities with their bags, and since then, the world is far away, and they rarely see each other again. However, it is not easy to find a couple in love, so they can only talk about their frustrations through their small cell phones.
The two people although embarked on a long-distance relationship, but their feelings did not fade. Jiao Shuaiwei, no matter how busy or tired he is, will send greetings and care to Lu Zhiqing, and how he longs for the day when he can find her without hesitation, and then propose to her with flowers. This beautiful and happy picture is only fixed in the fantasy after all.
03
Gradually, the two people had differences, and the pure and innocent feelings seemed to be tainted with the smell of the world. Jiao Shuaiwei asked his girlfriend if she was willing to come and live in my city. Lu Zhiqing hesitated, and she also asked her boyfriend if he was willing to come to his hometown for love, and Jiao Shuaiwei was equally silent.
With this unpleasant exchange, the two people will have a gap, gradually, the contradiction is more and more intensified, finally one day, the two people had a big fight, announced the breakup.
Returning back, the two people have been together through thick and thin for seven years, I did not expect is that seven years of feelings actually can not withstand the irony of reality. They all have to stay in their hometowns, with their parents, with their native land, and live well. Is it because of a mere 500 kilometers of road, it is easy to break this marriage?
After the breakup, Jiao Shuaiwei suppressed the sadness of his heart, fearing that his mother would be upset if she knew, after all, his mother had brought him up all these years by herself, and he couldn't let her worry about himself anymore. In order to anesthetize himself, he always worked hard and drowned all the pain in his heart in sweat.
But would that be enough to forget all this? It was nothing more than self-deception.
04
When Jiao Shuaiwei saw the message from Lu Zhiqing, he finally couldn't control it, and instantly burst into tears. 2 years, he was struggling to hold on to his life, but he didn't expect it to be futile, so how could he forget the girl who accompanied him on his promise to stay with him till death do us part?
The tears flow, and only tears can let you completely relax, and only tears can let you learn to forget.
After a long time, Jiao Shuaiwei picked up his cell phone and called, he wanted to send a blessing, so that he could say goodbye to this relationship for the last time. Unfortunately, Lu Zhiqing turned off the phone ......
The next day, the sky actually cleared.
Jiao Shuaiwei didn't sleep all night, he looked at the fiery red sunrise in the east, and seemed to see a bride clad in a white wedding dress, smiling at himself. How familiar that face was, how beautiful it was. It was only a pity that she was about to become someone else's bride. For the rest of her life, Lu Zhiqing could only become a memory of her youth.
At this point, Jiao Shuaiwei released, when the true love has gone away, the only blessing is the best remembrance of her.