I assume you are an only child? Only children are more prone to this phenomenon of yours. I'm an only child too, and since I was a kid I've always played alone, at most with the kids in the hutongs. Sometimes I think I'm not autistic anymore. But in the future, we still have to go out into the society and come into contact with people, and we should still learn to communicate with people. Even if you think you're fine on your own, you still need to learn to get along with people! As for not caring about your friends, I'm going to go out on a limb and ask: do you really think of them as friends from the bottom of your heart? Do you just think of them as people who keep you company? People who are with you every day may not always be friends!