He is so good that I can't imagine who else I can fall in love with except him. He loves me too. He loves me so much that he almost spoiled me. I didn't know he was married at first, so I fell into his tenderness foolishly and defenseless. He didn't tell me the truth until he saw the photo of his daughter's birthday on his mobile phone.
His wife takes care of the children at home. He often travels to and from two cities for work, so even if he doesn't go home often, his wife won't be suspicious. He also used this convenience to convince me that he was single. The moment I know the truth, my world will collapse. I can't accept being cheated by the person I love most.
But at that time, I loved him very much. I tried to break up, but I couldn't do it at all I can't even live a good life without him. I cry when I think of him, and my heart hurts. He saved me, too. He always emphasized to me that I was his treasure. What he feels most sorry for me is that he can't give me a home. Besides, he can satisfy me with anything.
As I said, I can't live without him because of his doting on me. Before him, I had two boyfriends, and I felt that men were just like that. When they fall in love, they are still self-centered. I really don't know how to hurt someone like him.
It may be because he is eight years older than me, or it may be because he has a daughter at home. It's hard to think so, but I can't think of any other reason. I am not a particularly beautiful girl, and I will be angry and unreasonable, but as long as it is not too much, he really depends on me.
He only quarreled with me once because I asked him if he could get a divorce. He said I was naive and didn't understand the complexity of reorganizing my family at all. He said I didn't understand until I had a baby. How difficult is it to raise a child? I asked, how do you know until you try? He lost his temper and said that I thought everything was too simple.
Now, sometimes I miss the days when I thought he was single, and sometimes I imagine the day when he really divorced and married me. I'm really ready to accept his daughter. For him, I can even not have my own children. Why does he want to maintain a loveless family?
Isn't this a kind of harm to children? I want to always have his love. I'm fed up with the days when I don't know when I will lose contact. Every time he left me, my heart began to panic and fear. Those nights when he can't accompany me, I always find it difficult to sleep and feel very painful.