In my initial impression, traditional literature and network literature are two opposing extremes. I always feel that traditional literature is heavy, connotation is rich and supportive, and network literature is frivolous and vulgar, shallow and tasteless. It is like a bright appearance, inside the vulgar woman, and the real orchid heart always have a world of difference. This subjective bias has not been changed in my heart until now.
In the text of a favorite from a long time, but do not like too close to the so-called "net article", leisure time is mostly alone to write and draw, stop at a person's self-indulgence. Although the pen does not fall, but it is difficult to make great progress, and the price of stubbornness is too arrogant, and then pride, subconsciously pull themselves and the famous to the same front, in the side of the self-spiritual fulfillment at the same time, but also in the bumbling in the unrecognized.
"Literati" thinking is always very strange, on the one hand, want to make a name for themselves, with a representative of the work of the sky, and on the other hand, even their own are not satisfied with the old work complacent, fantasizing about getting a certain Bole's favor. I admit that I have had this kind of heart, and it is this kind of psychology that makes me eager to put my work out there for more people to see.
However, the online world is chaotic, thousands of stations, each with its own specialties, but also smoke and clouds. Where is suitable for their own side of the habitat, it is not good to jump to conclusions. This is like the face of the recruitment site hundreds of job requirements, carefully selected, compared to three, and finally decided to work belonging to the general, suitable for their own, they do not necessarily like, and their own aspirations, others do not necessarily see you.
In this environment, the starting point, Banyan Tree in turn lost, my first station chose a good mood original. The good mood for the article editorial review of the rigorous attitude, as well as the main traditional literature of the general direction, as if it is tailor-made for me in general. The first time I saw this, I was so impressed with the way it made me feel, and I was so happy that I was able to see it.
And just like the good mood is my first love in general, the final embrace incense into the bosom is not Irena. In the good mood for a short stay, in the hometown of Bingcheng deep snow under the introduction, into the Jiangnan, this rainy world.
People are sometimes very strange. When you gradually accept and begin to get used to a thing, it is difficult to have too much interest in similar things. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get a good look at the world, but I'm sure you'll be able to get a good look at the world. Used to the mode of good mood, the first came to Jiangnan some uneasiness, some excitement. It's like moving to a new school, facing a new living environment and new classmates, always have to have a face and adapt to the process.
So in my private mind, it is always inevitable that the two sites will be weighed again and again to compare the same article at the same time, which site is faster to review the article, which site's editor to write a comment more satisfactory to me, to follow the comment click, many details, and so on and so forth. In the end, of course, Jiangnan to the trend of the situation to stand out, won me more attention.
I have to say, Jiangnan in many details, do indeed very well, and more importantly, is the sense of belonging. This is a good mood does not have, in a good mood, there may be a few particularly close relationship with friends, but always stop at the niche of the exchange, will not let people can be proud to shout out "I am a good mood people". And Jiangnan, do not need to be too much in-depth understanding of how to feel the strong atmosphere of home, so that people have no reason to feel at ease, feel comfortable, and thus trust, until the dependence.
Of course, now talking about these, some of the flavor of self-promotion, but it is indeed the initial impression of the Jiangnan rain and smoke to me.
Science students always have a ridiculously keen observation and summarization ability. One of the major benefits of the Jiangnan society is the transparency of management, through the writers group, through the forum, you can always see all aspects of the operation of the society. Not like other sites are always draped in a layer of mystery at all times. I'm afraid that the "joy of participation" is something that many administrators are most happy to share, but least willing to do so.
I don't like to criticize and point fingers, but I like to study and ponder blindly, and examine the management model's flaws and highlights with a critical eye. I'm not sure if I've ever been in a position where I've been able to get a good deal on a product, but I'm sure that I've been able to get a good deal on a product that I've been able to get a good deal on a service. It is one of my good habits to learn from others' strengths. So that period of time, as the society's head of the autumn Wu Piusu not less have suffered from my disturbance.
And I was very surprised that, as a manager, Qiuwu Piusu showed rare patience and kindness. I have to believe that there is a "personal charm" so to speak, even if she is the same for everyone, even if she has to face every day, there are dozens of people do not have a hundred, although you just need to deal with her many people in the ordinary one, but she is able to make you feel in the words of the immobility: in her eyes, you are the unique! The first is to make sure that you can trust her unconditionally.
I'm not so bad, always more "awake", I think more awake. But in the sobriety of the fall than anyone else completely.
What kind of addiction is it? It is when you have free time every day, feel nothing to do when, will always naturally think of her, concerned about her every move, if there is a day or even a moment not to see her, will feel the heart is very unsure, when she is a dynamic is not in their own control, will feel at a loss.
I admit I am addicted to Gangnam.
And for a long time, I have been away from the Jiangnan outside, my friend, wind and snow and autumn Wu Wu fluttering more than once to persuade me into the Jiangnan as an editor, were rejected by me. Perhaps it is the reason for the laziness of the nature, or perhaps not accustomed to the posture of the teacher to read the articles of others, in short, during that time, I won a nickname in Jiangnan, called "the first Jiangnan dive", the dive is diving dive, and the creek of the "first lazy Jiangnan". The first time I saw the movie, I saw the movie, I saw the movie, I saw the movie, I saw the movie, I saw the movie.
Even so, I have my own way of focusing on and supporting Jiangnan. The same novel "rain and smoke Jiangnan" counts as a small gift, the same topic of the essay to carry out so that I see more is the sincerity of the Autumn Wulufu flotsam. Originally, I just put forward a suggestion as a bystander, but did not expect her to let me take full responsibility. After the publication of "Jiangnan", the impulse of the moment but in exchange for the overwhelming trust of the management of Jiangnan, which I had never expected. The autumn Wu Piusu laughingly called me "outsider status to do the insider thing", I also thank you.
At that time is the summer of 2012, spent the last summer vacation during the university, can be back to the school of my complacency, but did not expect waiting for me, will be Jiangnan all the way ups and downs of the entanglement of love.
bis Clothes belt gradually broaden the end do not regret, for I consume people emaciated.
I and Qiwu Piusu about three chapters, into the conditions of Jiangnan to take care of the association is that I do not hang any position. The first time I saw this, I was able to get a good deal of money from the company, and I was able to get a lot of money from the company.
This is the first time I've ever seen a person with a high school diploma, and I've never seen a person with a high school diploma.
At the time, Jiangnan's popularity was unparalleled.
At that time, Jiangnan's popularity was unparalleled. Whether it was the amount of fine articles published or the amount of popularity of the association, it far exceeded that of its peers by far too much, and there was a lot of turbulence on the road. The turmoil itself has nothing to do with the outside world, but from the internal management of the association. The world is full of talented people, in the premise of the development of the society is flourishing, the internal game is getting more and more intense. Talented people abound, qualified to serve as president of not a few, especially in the case of the kid let go of the society, who has never really served anyone, so during that time, the light hung on the "president" title, there are as many as 9. Especially after I joined as a person with an uncomfortable status, the relationship was even more delicate. (I don't carry the name of president, but I do carry the power of president.)
The "man of letters" is very difficult to understand. He won't be able to confront you head-on, but he's not willing to admit defeat. Both want to keep their own modest gentleman fair lady of the beautiful image, but also do not want their opponents too happy spring, so on the surface of the smile, the interior but each has its own Qiankun.
This relationship is very wonderful, if not stabbed, everything is fine, once the window is opened, it is doomed. So at that time, Jiangnan seems to be prosperous and bright, but actually stood on the top of the cliff.
And I know, in order to break this deadlock, Jiangnan really bring prosperity, first of all, to establish prestige, followed by the realization of the reshuffle of the lineup of Jiangnan. So during that time, the former "Jiangnan first dive" also finally stopped diving, by the commentary column "small Hou have something to say" as a start, the fourth anniversary of the celebration of the association, the ultra-popularity of the activities posting human name quiz and general knowledge test, but also Jiangnan led to the "test wind" and "love letter wind". "
The first time I've ever seen the world, I've seen the world, I've seen the world, I've seen the world.
And on the other hand, in the autumn of Wu Wu fluttering vigorously to introduce new people under the premise of the dare to appoint new people, the emergence of a large number of super-high level of authors to join the editors, easy to water, where the end of the world, Cuize, the boat people, Chen Ge, purple ink and green letter, the water strangers Ge Ge Ge, small two, etc., are gradually active in the front and back of the scene in the Jiangnan. early in November, the absolute core of the Jiangnan wood Zi flower fragrance and the spring rain of the sunshine out system, Cuze and the initiative of the Jiangnan and the rain of the sun. The first thing you need to do is to take the initiative to take over the baton, and through a series of personnel changes and adjustments, establish a new lineup of Jiangnan with the main body of the Autumn Wuliangwu, disappeared Ruomo and me.
At that time, it was the happiest time for Jiangnan. There is no dispute about fame and fortune, no vanity, we gather together, occasionally in the group whining, occasionally together in the word count writing articles, occasionally gags, occasionally ...... that is a pure can not be pure happiness, around all the good friends are, complacent, full of confidence in the future of Jiangnan.
And Shengshi day long, destined not all the way to the straight road.
This is the first time I've ever seen a game like this, and I've never seen a game like this before.
Originally, victory and defeat were easy, and the change of rankings was normal. But for Jiangnan, who is accustomed to the king's posture, it is like a bolt from the blue. The time is progressing, the concept is changing, and we pay too much attention to the internal small fight and ignore the outside world, the opponent is steadily improving, and we are stuck in the old ways.
The cost of failure is painful, and painful. The sharpening is priceless. The good thing is, Jiangnan did not sink, did not stumble, but became exceptionally united, showing a superb cohesion and vitality. During that period of time, Cui Ze and Qiwu fluttering became the two benchmarks of Jiangnan, the soy sauce party is in the wind and water, the water system army is vast, all the way to create countless myths and write countless legends.
The second quarter, Jiangnan, won. Win beautiful, win wonderful! However, this battle for the rankings also brought a huge backlash to Jiangnan. At the end of the second quarter, the Autumn Woo fluttering heart exhausted, chose to quit, and before that, A Wu, disappeared Ruomo, water strangers Gege, etc., also one by one faded out of sight.
In July, I took the rest of the people in Jiangnan to embark on another journey. The boat in the people and the purple ink green letter perseverance to carry the banner, the new simple hobby, Jane Xi, Hanyan hope morning and so on are also full of energy. More where the end of the world, bamboo leaves and other firm as one, never give up. The first thing I'd like to say is that I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do this, but I'm sure I'm going to be able to do it, and I'm sure I'm going to be able to do it.
However, the old generation of members continue to leave, the new author of the green and yellow, coupled with their own life and work on some of the trivial things too much, but also have no time to spare more energy to take into account the community, even if it is the iron I gradually feel tired. early September on the editor's meeting, I put forward the idea of retiring, in spite of everyone's unexpected and retained, in the third quarter of the first see Jiangnan dust, and finally in the early October officially withdrew from the Jiangnan. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm going to be able to do it," he said.
Looking back on this journey in Jiangnan, it is really too extraordinary. I'm not sure if I've ever had a good time, but I'm sure that I've had a good time, and I'm sure that I've had a good time. And through the influence of some people and some things that Jiangnan met, as well as the creative concept, I am afraid that deep to a lifetime. Too many bright and sincere smile, too many lovely people in Jiangnan, if you really want to describe one by one, I'm afraid that three days and three nights can not be said, however, if you really want to be grateful, I would choose two people.
Autumn Wu fluttering, a leader with a great bosom, the spiritual core of the Jiangnan society. Her existence in Jiangnan, has not been a simple ID, she used her tolerance and understanding to weave a piece of sky in Jiangnan, cohesion of a large number of writers. And her own extremely profound writing skills have also played a very good role in the creation of a model, set an absolute example. In public and private, she can make people admire and trust her. However, when you really enter her inner world, you still feel her vulnerability and perseverance as an ordinary woman.
Every time Jiangnan's most difficult time to support each other, each other's heart, leaning on each other for the bottom of the air. Who would have thought that as the helmsman of Jiangnan, one hand and one foot, the pressure carried, will be how huge. Sometimes, just need to have a person who can share the mood, can say heartfelt words. In her, I am such a person, and in my case, she is not?
It's just that, in the end, she chose to rush back, and I chose to stand alone. The fear of loneliness is terrible, and the power of trust is infinite, whenever this time, I will always think of her to remember once hand in hand side by side of the happy, remember when pointing to the happiness of the mountains.
The second person I'd like to thank is Ruomo, who disappeared. I don't know if you have such a feeling, when you devote yourself to one thing, it's hard to have the energy to do another thing. And obviously, Jiangnan is such a place that occupies almost all of my spare time.
I can't recall how I met Ruomo when he disappeared, and I'm familiar with him, so I know him. But because of each other have too much *** with hobbies and gradually talk to each other. Compared to the autumn Wu fluttering sensual soft, disappeared Ruomo show more is the rationality of the publicity. I am very grateful to meet such a person in Jiangnan, let me in the heart of Jiangnan long road, give me writing power, give me inspiration, so that I have never abandoned the creation.
Perhaps sometimes it takes an external motivation to stick to a dream.
In Jiangnan, I've wavered, I've been confused, and I've never changed my enthusiasm for writing since Jiangnan and outside of Jiangnan. In October last year, after the exit of Jiangnan, the precipitation is more slowly find the state, quite a sense of ease.
At that time, I had thought, in Jiangnan, I am always just a passer-by, suddenly came, hurriedly went. I never thought that I would return again with a what attitude.
The third of the crowd looking for him a thousand degrees, suddenly looked back, that person is in the end of the lights.
Perhaps my life owes Jiangnan too much, or perhaps, Jiangnan destined and I will have an uninterrupted love entanglement, in short, when the spring wind blew open the cold ice, flowers slowly bloom on the branches, I came back.
I still remember when I first came to Jiangnan, just completed the metamorphosis of Jiangnan's prosperity at the beginning of the elephant, a prosperous and embroidered; I left Jiangnan, can be crowned as the king of Jiangnan under the complexity of the appearance, is bruised all over the body. This way to go, Jiangnan, go hard, Jiangnan people, keep hard. To now, when all the lead washed out of Jiangnan to face the posture of incomparably clear stand in front of me, steep heart mixed feelings, it is difficult to calm down for a long time.
As if for a moment, suddenly realized what is the real Jiangnan.
A lot of old authors often complained to me that why the people in Jiangnan now make him (her) feel very strange? The original play together, together with the people who joked and laughed where have gone? A moment actually do not know how to answer.
Jiangnan is not easy to go all the way. Perhaps for the vast majority of people, the reason why they can stay in Jiangnan such a place called "home", because here there are so one or two of their hearts care about people, and when that person quietly left, will find that this place and then nothing to love.
But is this really the case?
I always believe that everything as long as the real heart to realize, heart to heart, at any time, can always meet to let their own moved so one or two things, one or two people. The world is changing, nothing is eternal, people, always have to learn to adapt to the new environment, new things. For the text so, make friends so, Jiangnan so, life is not so?
We often stubbornly resist the changes around us, such as the Jiangnan team's turnover, the departure of familiar figures. Things are not the same scene, always make life a lot of feelings and **** song. Perhaps, for many people, memories of things are always extraordinarily gorgeous. But we tend to ignore the things in front of us, ignoring the beauty of what we can grasp now. Memories can be treasured, can be recalled, but - do not indulge. After all, no one can go back to the past to start over, but anyone can start from now, write a completely different ending.
Nowadays, Jiangnan, without the impetuous, but also missing a few points of youthful vigor, but as long as we believe in themselves, believe in the people around them, happiness is always not far away. At present, Jiangnan has slowly out of the confusion, the team tends to stabilize the basic, the management system is gradually standardized, all kinds of talent emerges frequently, the old and new authors into one, the initial results have been apparent, although the period of last year's heyday than compared to the phase is still far away, but this is already a brand new start, a brand new prologue.
Jiangnan, I am! At this moment, when said again this sentence, still can not avoid the heart stirring. Even though time passes, time change, I just want to say, this love will never change.