Mom is like a gardener in the garden, diligently nurturing me as a young flower; mom is like a ship, taking me to the waves of the sea "adventure"; mom is like an enlightened bird, leading me to soar in the blue sky. But no matter what my mom is like, I think she will always be my best mom.
Sometimes, my mom is upset for me; sometimes, she is scared for me; sometimes, she is sad and disappointed for me; and sometimes, she is annoyed for me. I know that my mom has paid too much because of me ---- and I have not returned her once. So in order to let my mother can be proud of me, in order to let my mother feel happy for me, I also used to rack my brains to do things that make my mother happy, for example: when the exam test double hundred; can help her to do what she can do chores; rely on their own self-consciousness to study in exchange for the hope of getting into the ideal school ...... result "Kung Fu is not a success", nearly more than a decade of observation I realized that the most can make my mother happy ---- only I consciously study.
Growing up I have been a girl who is about to end her elementary school life. Have long understood many things of the world on earth, have long understood how to fulfill in the heart of the mother's wish. Whenever I have gathered the courage to try to complete, but always find many, many excuses for themselves; always think they do not have the ability to do a good job. I ended up giving up on my mom's heart's desire for the time being, and instead went on to accomplish other small, trivial things. But most importantly: I can't give my mom any pleasure right now.
Lately I often feel guilty ---- that I can't fulfill my mother's wish for her; I often feel afraid ----- that if I don't study consciously, my academic performance will fall down; and I often feel how ridiculous ----- that I am again so perfunctory and tired of Chinese literature.
But now I finally understand, a person just rely on a little bit of skill, is not able to achieve great things. Can only take advantage of now and then work hard, in order to exchange the truth of the future good and happy life. So in the future I ---- have to rely on my own hard work to study, to get into the ideal school, and to be a person of achievement to society.
The most important thing is still ---- that I make my mom happy! No longer let my mom worry about me, but let my mom feel how proud her daughter is!