about ten years before you can calmly talk about it occasionally. Woke up crying in the middle of the night dreaming, crazy search on the Internet how to do mother and daughter in the afterlife, see the big woman dancing in the square, immediately burst into tears, simply can not control it, often sitting alone on the sofa silent tears, has been flowing ... Ten years later now in the long-distance bus while returning to the post while shedding tears in front of the whole car.