Whenever it's summer, I always think of Rabindranath Tagore's "The Splendor of Summer Flowers".
One day, I was in the office on the 15th floor, and through the heavy glass, I could smell the fragrance of roses under the sunny sky outside the window, fragrant and delicate. This is naturally an exaggeration, but I always feel that should be the case, must be the case, the air should be filled with good-smelling flowers, in each girl around the diffusion, and then dense and dazzling.
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Saturday, May 6, 2017, sunny
I slept all day at home, confused, the more sleepy. The day before I opened a Tencent member, stayed up late to watch "Fox's Summer", and then springing to life:
Most of the barriers between people come from mistrust. But where there is a little bit of trust, there will not be so many misunderstandings, and will not hurt the people who love themselves around.
The matter of trust, in addition to their own sense of security, insight into the world of philosophical thinking wisdom is also capital. You have to believe in their own vision, follow the judgment of the heart, do not be confused by the illusion of the eyes. What you see with your eyes is not necessarily the truth, and what comes out of other people's mouths is not necessarily the truth. The only thing you have to do is to be firm in your beliefs, never waver, the premise is right, what is right, what is wrong, to have their own thinking and judgment.
When I saw this again after a month, I had only one thought: how could I be so bored.
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? Sunday, May 7, 2017, sunny
Outdoor first batch of leader training, location - Olsen Park.
I was brainless enough to wear a dress and bring a notebook and a signing pen.
Later, they all laughed at me, go out and remember to bring your brain.
For the first time, I felt that the weekend could be so fun.
The sun was shining and the breeze was not dry. I saw another self, running and jumping, and I also saw the people around me smelled of sunshine, warm and charming.
That day, it was as if I had reacquainted myself with the new and colorful side of the world, as if I had opened the door to the unknown, and countless stars blossomed and dazzled in the vast sky, spreading out into the gesture that I liked.
In my diary that day, I wrote:
Like sunshine like flowers and fire like the spring breeze
Even though there are many deceptions and lies in this world
but there is also more raw love
from the hearts of strangers
Kindness and compassion
and
unreserved trust
We can still meet passionate and compassionate people.
We still meet warm people
Just the right amount of warmth
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? Saturday, May 13, 2017, Sunny
I'm in the Emerald Isle.
When I was about to leave the Huixin Xijie Nankou subway station, Tongtong called and told me:
Skinny, you're going too?
I suddenly remembered
......
Anyway, I got on the bus to Emerald Isle. Fellow travelers were Goblin Bag, Dao Chang, Tong Tong, and an old countryman, Goblin Bag's coworkers also went, girls mostly.
The wind is very strong, on the dunes, wearing a white dress, the skirt of the young girl fluttering, very nice.
I lost a parasol, sky blue, 16 years in August, the new Tao Tao, have not been activated. I've never been able to use it. I've been comforted by the fact that I'm not going to have to pay for it.
Sandboarding is a fun game, which I've experienced on the dam in April, and it's extremely exciting, similar to the roller coasters in Happy Valley. The first time I slipped, I screamed the whole way down, and then later, did not make a sound. The first time I saw this, I was able to see a lot of people who had been in the same place for a long time, and I was able to see a lot of people who had been in the same place for a long time.
What I still remember is that the path to the dunes is full of acacia trees, and the whole forest is filled with the scent of acacia flowers, so I thought I was back in my childhood. It was the first time I smelled such good acacia flowers after I left the place where I lived when I was young, and the memories of my childhood rolled out like a tidal wave, and I had already forgotten the food that my mother had made with acacia flowers, but how could I forget the knickknacks that she had woven with the leaves of the acacia tree to make me happy.
Followed the Taoist priest and Tong Tong and the goblin bag, went far, far away.
Walking on the dunes felt like a scene from Ghostbusters, except I wasn't riding a camel.
In the afternoon, we set up camp on the beach, 10 meters from the sea, and had a barbecue.
Once again, I saw the sea, the sea of Jade Island is a little more blue than Beidaihe, and there are big clouds in the sky, I have not seen such a blue sky and blue sea, and white clouds for a long time.
The first time I wore a swimsuit in the hot springs, although it is at night, the atmosphere is much better than the day. Splashed the Taoist priest, I also choked and almost suffocated over.
At 12 o'clock at night, the wind on the beach is a bit strong, the tent was blown to the whistling, I vaguely heard in the distance, "Mom", that is a little girl's voice, crisp tinkling. But in the middle of the night at 12 o'clock, it was a little creepy. The goblin bag sleeps peacefully, I am restless and upset, afraid of pulling the tent at dawn I am floating on the sea.
At 4:40 in the morning, I was woken up by my bag.
Pulled the tent, to meet me is not the blue sea water, but the sky that a touch of morning sun, the sun has not yet risen, the tides beat the coast with a bang, wave after wave, I shot a small video:
The day is slightly bright, in the east connecting the distant sea level, the sun has not yet risen, the sea is flooded with warm yellow morning sunlight and slightly pitted sandy beach surrounded by a low voice murmuring ......
Later, in the beautiful morning sunshine, I fell asleep again, and at 8:10, the temperature in the tent was more than I could bear, so I changed my dress and went out to get some air.
After breakfast, I begged the Taoist priest to take pictures of me. The priest is a professional photographer, and the pictures he took were excellent in terms of angle and tone, and I really liked that style.
In everyone's eyes, I am a foodie, no matter what time of the day, and I can't get enough of it.
Lunch is a seafood buffet, I do not talk, I have been eating quietly, eat until the people around me are looking at me to eat before stopping.
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Saturday, May 20, 2017, sunny
and goblin bag in Fengtai Wanda crazy all day.
Goblin bag said she was my one-day little boyfriend, invited me to eat rice cake hot pot, went to the game hall to play games, and went to KTV to sing.
That day, 520 day.
I fell in love and then fell out of love.
I can't tell you what it feels like, but Guo Jingming wrote this in "Summer Solstice":
Jumping over the green spring, sad autumn and winter and the next year, more green summer
You appeared in front of me again, with a lowered eyebrow.
Turning around, you took away the rain from a whole city
Turning around again, you brought back the colored snow
The wheat was plucking
Thunder rumbled across the land
You splashed ink on the broken words in the corners of the walls
And so it was that you rendered a summer with no fall
And the next year came and came again
Without waiting for the broken cry of the summer solstice
And then the next year came again. The solstice that breaks the crowing
The solstice that never arrives
Summer is a season of restlessness, when all the restlessness rushes out of the chest anxiously wanting to be proclaimed together. Stepping on a sprinkled pine oil road, smelling the slightly toasted air, I have thought about what you look like, unlike Fu Xiaosi or Lu Zhi'ang, you are you, without a trace of the hero's aura, but glittering.
Sorry ah, I do not know your heart, and do not know how to accept this belated love. To be precise, I don't know my own heart and how to love.
Did not go home, stayed at Baggy's house for a night, and slept only 5 hours that day.
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Sunday, May 21, 2017, Sunny
The sun was just right, spring was busy, you were far away, and I was living business as usual.
The first pull, went to Dajue Temple, I do not know why every time there is an event I have to go out. I don't know why I go out every time there's an event. It's too lonely to be at home alone.
The story is very long, I don't know where to start.
The ending is very short, the whole three days I walked with a limp, the pain in the night can not turn over, can only grit my teeth and hold on, do not know who to say, do not know how to say.
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? May 28, 2017, Sunday, sunny
I embarked on the train to Shanghai again.
Shanghai has always been a vain dream in the writings of famous writers for me, and I yearn for the old alleyways, as well as the streets full of French sycamores and the neon flashing streetlights at night.
.......
As for what happened, leave a blank for you to fill in.
I fell in love with being alone, eating, shopping, seeing the sights, and never feeling lonely.