Starting from the beginning again

The waves of memory are still pounding me, so much so that I am once again wandering around, bitterly guarding that sea of the heart, has been drowning me ...... I do not know why I just can not withstand the wind and rain, until I heard the song "Starting Over", woke me up from my slumber, so that I go to the face of the big world of the real themselves, so that I know that life! How big is the stage, how big is my dream, let me know how much this stage will carry my wonderful!

The beginning of the school year, with the fear of knowing the results of their final exams, the moment the heart gradually become cooler, gradually sank down, staring at their own creation of the "historical record", physical 18 points, 48 points of chemistry, biology, 32 points. This is a science student ah, once so confident choice of science, and now ...... I stupid, I do not know with is to cry or to laugh? The pain surrounded me, I became silent and speechless, stupidly thinking about it all, I can not help, finally can not help tears blurred eyes, I am so useless it! I thought my life is how free in this moment highlights the depression, once the determination, the original has long been a bubble, leaving me just that sad memories, although the score is not the only standard to measure the students, but the score is also the only standard to measure the students ah!

I collapsed, really broken, in this golden period I lost myself, since the second year of high school, all my classmates say that I have changed, become lethargic, let the years in my track of growth carved road scars, confused at this moment I surrounded me, so that I lose the power to struggle. I used to be at least in earnest to pay, now ......

I do not know if I can catch up, but now I have no choice, I only have to work hard to pay, to do so that their hearts have no regrets, this time I will be, must really go to break the so-called that I have created! "historical record". Classmates' exhortations, are again to give me vigilance ah, I have what reason not to work hard ah, I want to do back to my own, I believe that I am still bright.

Looking at the senior brothers and sisters in the light of the night, not only inside have sketched out a beautiful . Picture - under the clear sky, I strolled in the university campus, enjoying the life brought me a little bit. ...... Maybe I entered the fantasy state again, but I firmly believe that this time the fantasy hetero ang will be screened on me in that near future! Because the past is not equal to the future. I will work hard, try to wrestle their own wonderful, to fill the blank in this part of life!

Inside the blood became surging, thinking at this moment soared up, I fell here will have to climb up here ...... I can not go with the waves of the sinking for my beloved loved ones and then bitter and difficult to be strong only for those who are looking forward to the eyes of the heart if the dream in the world and the world there is a true love to look at the success or failure of the life of the heroic is only to start from scratch again. ......

Life has my wonderful, I will certainly mount the bright stage!

Afterword: do back to themselves, with their own sweat to prove!

Be yourself, use your own wisdom to prove!

Here I would like to thank all the students who helped me, thank you for waking me up from the confusion; thank you for encouraging me to rise up in the fall!

At the same time, I also wish the senior brothers and sisters in this last day broadcast wonderful!

Shandong Province, Zaozhuang City, Shanting District, the new eighteen high school sophomore class 9: Zhang Xin