You are not in my sight but always in my memory

People's lives, there will always be one or two such friends, they are not in your sight, not in your life, but has been living in your heart. They appear at a certain time in your life, accompany you to walk a road, the love is connected, each other to become a friend of the heart, really do frankly and honestly, the wine, all-night communication, in order to a period of no end of the love affair, together with the crazy together with the laugh, together with the cry. Once carved emotions, once thought a lifetime will not be separated from the people, do not expect, sometimes a turn, a choice, a parting, any change, those who have not been expected to happen unexpectedly, some people a goodbye is goodbye, a goodbye and never see again, not intentionally, gradually and slowly in your unintentional and unintentional, some of the friends completely disappeared from your life, your world. The first thing you need to do is to get out of your life and into the world.

Weekend and Jiajia went out shopping, dinner time to talk about where to play during the summer vacation, she said, go to Yang Yang a few days ago to go to the place it! A small island in the sea, beautiful environment seawater is not polluted, fine sandy beaches, residential towns, feel the life of fishermen.

"When did Yang Yang go? You guys met recently!" "Didn't meet, saw her posting a friend circle, the picture taken very beautiful, thought she went abroad! Just casually asked her." Hearing her say that, I thought maybe I was busy and didn't see the pictures she posted and missed it! I hurriedly took out my phone and clicked on Yang Yang's avatar to go in, a gray horizontal line will intercept me, I was blocked by her outside the circle of friends, the heart can not say what the feeling is, sour, disappointment, sadness, regret, all have it! Really really is a mixed bag!

Yang Yang used to be my good friend, in my most helpless time most need friends, she appeared in my life. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get a good deal on this, but I'm sure you're going to be able to get a good deal on this. At that time, I came to the city alone and opened a bookstore with a small storefront, rental and retail. It was open until nine o'clock in the evening every day. Because there is a unit of the commuter car at nine o'clock there will be a group of people workers down to return and exchange books.

The nightlife in this small town was not so rich at that time, and there was not even a square dance program. Summer is relatively better, there are barbecue night market mobile more people. In winter, these programs are offline, nine o'clock on the street is almost no one. Around the store in addition to a barber store and I business, no special circumstances almost all closed the store door.

Yang Yang appeared in my life at this time, she came to my store every day to buy and rent books, she read books very quickly, a day can read five or six romance novels. We became familiar with her after a long time. The first time I saw her was when I was a student at the University of California at Berkeley, where she was a student at the University of California at Berkeley, and she was a student at the University of California at Berkeley.

With the deepening of the understanding, slowly know that she does not have many friends, in addition to a childhood to play to a large girlfriend, no classmates and her relationship. The reason for this may be related to her character, a little eccentric, not easy to let people close, often talk without mercy, you say something if there is a conflict with her point of view, she refuted a sentence will give you lift to the south wall, as in winter, when a mouth wind was pumped up to the throat choking unable to speak. However, there is one thing I speak, she never top me, I never refute her. She said that I am the most tolerant of her. Perhaps because of this, she regards me as a friend. Life without friends is meaningless. Just like life without sunshine can not feel the warmth.

Her mouth is cruel and kind, inadvertently learned that I stayed alone at night in the store some fear, she has since come every night to accompany me to help me close the door of the store, and then her mother came to pick up her home.

A person in a strange city, a stranger with her unique way to warm me to make me touched. At this time, I need to be in the U.S. She also needs a friend, the mutual needs of the two of us into each other's hearts and souls of friends. Those wandering outside the lonely and helpless heart because of her companion days no longer lonely and lonely.

Such days lasted for two years. The three of us became inseparable friends, and my store was our gathering place. We thought about staying together for the rest of our lives.

Later, I changed careers, Jiajia and I got married, Yang Yang has been single, her love road is not smooth, every love is no end. After having a child, the three of us have less and less contact, Jiajia because she introduced a boyfriend to her matchmaking, they have more contact. It wasn't until my daughter entered elementary school that she entered into marriage. I attended her wedding with Jia Jia, and I asked my manicurist friend to do her bridal manicure for free.

She didn't inform me of the birth of her child, but when I found out later, I still wrapped a red envelope for the baby. I thought we would have a lot to say when we met, but, found that there is something missing between us, communication is obviously not match, thinking is not on a channel, remembered that before in the bookstore, as long as a look a movement we know what the other side want to say, want to express what. At that time, I know that there is something between us no longer, we can not go back to the beginning. I've been trying to find a chance to get together with the three of us, but I can't because of various reasons.

A delay again and again, finally fade, scattered, no news from each other.

I looked at her avatar did not choose to delete, so she will always lie in my address book! Maybe one day, she will come back. Maybe not. Think of a sentence: "You go I do not send you, you come to how big the storm, I go to pick you up."

How can good friends drift apart? I can't tell you the exact reason. Just like the people who once loved each other will finally choose to break up. The only reason is that each other is no longer each other's needs. Sad or not, not willing to accept it, thank you once appeared in my life, because you, I remembered that time, but also because of you, the memories are so meaningful and beautiful, let us in each other's world, each good!