Fear of parents bedridden, my physical strength to hold my parents can not, my mother has suffered for three years, passed away last year. Tired of the second sister is almost falling apart, are emaciated face, deep eye sockets. There is nothing wrong with being sick, and nothing wrong with not having money. I am afraid of my father's illness, he is ninety-two years old, my brother's health is not good, two sisters are also seventy years old, the eldest sister has breast cancer, they are barely alive! I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to afford to pay for this, but I'm sure I'll be able to afford to pay for it, so I'm sure I'll be able to afford to pay for it.
I can only pray for blessings every day, so that I can have a good body and be able to serve my father. I'm afraid I'm going to get sick, and I'm going to have to spend thousands of dollars on a cold! I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to afford to pay for it. If you get sick early, you'll suffer less, but if you don't get sick, you'll get sicker. I'm not afraid of dying, but I'm afraid of not dying and suffering. If I don't get sick, I can still sell a few dollars a day by emptying the garbage cans! I can save a few bucks and keep it.
I'm fifty years old and living alone, not afraid of my husband cheating on me because there is none. I'm afraid of my son growing up, he's twenty-two this year, and I'm afraid he won't get into graduate school, or that he won't be able to find a good job. Without a good job, what little girl will like him. In the future, in case he is a bachelor, I can not even see a grandson, there is no joy in the family, so it is not in vain, the responsibility is in the body, in vain as a mother ah!
I am also afraid that the price of buildings will rise. I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to afford to pay for this, but I'm sure I'll be able to pay for it! I only earn 1,300 yuan a month, plus picking up rags a month to sell more than ten dollars, I remove the year, personal expenses, personal food and drink, up to three thousand dollars can be saved. The building a square meter more than six thousand, coordinates Fengnan, and then rise in price, I even half a square meter can not buy, not worried about is a lie!
I'm also afraid that my sister's cancer will come back, my sister has no salary, and my brother-in-law is not capable of doing anything. The older sister's son is divorced again, living with a ten-year-old girl. The nephew earns more than three thousand dollars a month, and still have to pay the mortgage, one thousand seven a month, really not much left! My elder sister's cancer has recurred. I don't want to treat her, but I feel bad about it. If she goes to the hospital, she doesn't have any money. How much can I help her? We're all the same, we're all connected by blood and flesh. I only save 3,000 dollars a year. It's not enough! Even if I give her all of it! I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to afford it!
A woman of 50, this age, the most afraid of is sick, right?
50 years old, the past looking forward to the future has come, can not go back to the past has gone, 50-year-old woman, the experience of the bumps and bruises is almost the same, to this age, the general things have the courage to face the frank.
50 years old, on the old, under the small, still endless heart, endless work, but there is no way, this age of women, most of them are still in the labor labor, you see those who dance, travel when the tree is full of amazons, after all, is the life of the good few.
This age, the most afraid of being sick, sick, the family collapsed, a colleague of mine, acute lymphoblastic leukemia, passed away last year, 49 years old, from the onset of the disease to the death, less than three years, and did two transplants also failed to keep her, a pair of children, the older read vocational school, the younger junior.
Twenty years in Zhuhai, from nothing to have a car and a house, she is tough and capable, especially hardworking and thrifty, thought that the children have everything, everything is there, you can breathe a sigh of relief to rest, who knows, woe is from the sky, the beginning has been thought to be a cold, and then, walking are not strong, only to go to the blood test, then, she survived almost half a year, every day a low-grade fever, and good and recurring, and wait until the diagnosis, is this fatal. The first time I saw the movie, it was a very good one, and I was very happy to see it.
Before the diagnosis, although she was very uncomfortable, or work every day, she did cleaning in the hotel in Macao, even the bus is not sitting, riding a bicycle to the port, to catch up with the time, the work back to that a lot of housework, no one to help her do.
She lives in the hematology department, I have time to go to see her, we were like sisters, to see her hair fall out after chemotherapy, not human, I can only force a smile to comfort her: all right, you will soon be good.
Walking out of the hospital room, I couldn't restrain my tears, how robust a person, how did it become so?
Then she went to Guangzhou transplant, out of the warehouse when I see her, everything is okay, I thought the transplant is good, it will not be long before she can come out to work, at that time, I said to her, take five years off, tired, take care of a good, she said, can not, owed so much debt, at most, three years, then go to the supermarket, not go to Macao.
Another six months later, I returned to Zhuhai from my hometown, want to go to her home, call her to tell me that she was in Guangzhou Overseas Chinese Hospital, to do a second transplant, my heart was tight, she told me that there is no way to do it, not transplantation, she can not live out.
The transplant is successful, I asked her, long time to come back, she said depending on the situation, maybe you can come back for the New Year.
The year before last, before the Spring Festival, she called me, she came back for New Year's Eve, the tone was happy, she may be thinking, finally come back from the dead, I told her, wait for me to finish this busy period of time will go to see you.
When I called to see her, she did not respond to me, and then his husband sent a picture over, in the hospital, on a ventilator, the person has been unable to, although by the full force of the rescue, or did not save, at the end of March last year, she with a thousand reluctance, left the world.
All the way!
She left behind a lot of people.
She left behind a husband who loved her dearly, a pair of children to be raised, as well as accumulated debts, his husband told me that every day, someone in the debt.
I wrote her story, in addition to remembering her, is to tell everyone, 50 years old, health is the most important, I sometimes feel that my friend, she was tired to death, the body and mind has been overloaded in the work, and after the disease and delayed for so long, it is possible that this may be the cause of her life and death of the cause of the spring, medicine, I do not understand, perhaps I so understand, is very ridiculous.
The 50-year-old woman, already mature enough, as long as you are healthy, you have nothing to fear, either the name or profit, look down on it, health and happiness is the biggest asset.
Please take good care of your body, life is precious.
What's the point of being afraid? The time will still come, the time will still go, soldiers to block, water to fill the earth, have reached the age of 50 years, what is there to be afraid of?
I just retired this year and I'm also 50 years old. I am most afraid of the body is not good, because both parents are cancer death, afraid of the gene is not good on the diet is very careful, only eat vegetables and fruits and fish and shrimp other basic do not eat. The most afraid of son refuses to fall in love, do not want to match, all day long in addition to work and eat is to play the game, twenty-six years old to work for two or three years, did not ask for a penny, hey too used to him from childhood, a little bit of bitterness has not eaten, the family is me and his father two support, the two years of husband's business is not good to do, the money earned less. My retirement salary is also less than two thousand dollars, find someone in a research institute laboratory to do auxiliary labor, and a few thousand dollars in rent, ready to do a few years to save a little more money retirement. The first thing I'd like to say is that I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that.
The first time I saw this, I was able to get the ball rolling, and I was able to get the ball rolling, and I was able to get the ball rolling.
According to the parents close to the care of eight years sent away, the grandson with five years will soon be in the elementary school, how good thing! But now seven pain eight itchy old uncomfortable, not lumbar vertebrae is committed to the cervical spine is not good, this is not these months frozen shoulder and powerful, look at the TV during the day to walk around okay, to the night pain in the heart of the restlessness, the hospital tried two Western hospitals also went to the blind massage also did, baked electric warm treasure cream also used, still is painful.
In addition to shoulder pain arm pain, tendon pain nerve pain, even wrist pain. Each hand bone joints are painful, walking pain standing pain sitting pain lying also pain, many people say that the course of the disease is long to one or two years to be good, aigoo mom ah, this do not want to my old life ......
The pain can not eat and sleep can not look at anyone who is not good eyes are annoyed, cover the quilt is covered in soreness is sweat