Love
Author: Zhu Tianxin
Some things, she has been a long time do not want to think about, and can not think about it, can not think about it again.
That day, I can't remember what it was, I took the bus home at eleven o'clock at night, sitting in the compartment seat next to the driver, the vents in the front of the car were open, and a stream of cool wind eagerly tried to lift her skirt, and there was also wind rushing in from the window as well. The car drove quickly, once past the Central Party Department, there is a whole silent tree-lined Xinyi Road, due to the demolition of houses waiting for the construction of the CKS Memorial Hall, even more cold, but it is a summer evening cold. She hummed a song off the top of her head, humming as the car braked violently, the driver had wanted to run the yellow light, she breathed a sigh of relief, wanting to continue to pick up the interrupted tune, but how could she not remember, but suddenly all the feelings of that summer evening came to her like a tidal wave, surging to the point where she was excited and panicked, wanting to grab them, grabbing them before saying anything, fearing that they would run away, run away.
The same eleven o'clock June night, the same bus seats, the same road, the car also drove the same fast, then she was with her classmates to see a late movie home, she hummed the theme song of the movie, the more she hummed the more frustrated she felt, looking at the silence of the red brick road, suddenly how much I hope that at this moment there is a boy and she walked hand in hand on the red brick road that has no end, and they will walk and hum a song. They would walk and hum a song, and then the boy would take her deep into the shade of a roadside tree, pull her over his shoulder, and kiss her. At that time she was only a sophomore in high school, she did not know about kissing, but she was very eager, thinking that it must be a good thing, like the cool wind on a summer night, soft and soft, pouncing on the head of a person so dry, she liked that kind of wind the most, the book said that the golden wind sends a refreshing breeze, the most common in October weather, walking on the road in the morning when going to school, and suddenly felt the two knees rubbing smoothly without a trace of perspiration, she liked that kind of feeling the most, she was really white like a piece of flawless jade. flawless jade.
Later she has been favorite June and October, although astrology her lucky month is July, she always like to tell people that she likes June and October, the reason later actually can not remember, too long, sophomore year of high school is really far away, and now suddenly all cloaked in the heart of the influx, that is a kind of what feeling, can not say, just she suddenly remembered that the red brick road Xu Xu cool wind. Keep walking, how the road never ends, and this time it's for real.
She knew Xiaoyu that summer, sophomore and senior, she and a few old-time classmates buttoned up a few days before the start of the school year to go camping on the beach, intending to be ready to the beach in the summer as soon as the good days are over, to the world for a whole year to wave goodbye. However, I didn't know that I would run into Xiaoyu, who was a good friend of her classmate YanYan's sister's brother, and could not get along with her. At that time, she was a junior in college, and now she is either in graduate school or in the pre-service program. People say that the first love is how can not forget, she is not something to forget, simply irrelevant to a person, she even let him kiss her!
Just the first day of the senior year of school he asked her out, dream of the coffee house, she had not listened to him Langlang finished, her heart jumped to the mouth of the throat, blocking her, unable to speak, however, Yan Yan words rang out: "small fisherman that person, wow, of, flower - of."
That which want Yeanyan said, Xiaoyu's head of fast shoulder-length hair, thin smile fascinating lips, where she does not know what kind of person he is.
In the end, let her hang up the phone, senior students is the best excuse, but then she hated herself, thought of always most despise will be homework will be tied up in the people, Xiaoyu must also be, he listened to her reason is not really said, "Oh, so ah. Halfway across Taipei City, she could clearly feel Xiao Yu's mocking smile at the corners of his mouth, that person, really, really hateful.
Afterward, he called repeatedly, but the tone of that attitude was completely idle and occasionally remembered her to dial a phone. She went out after all. It was their first date, he made a move on her, she was anxious and angry, angry, not small fishermen, small fishermen in that kind of time did not in the least she hated salivation, now think of it, completely like a child's naughty. However, she was angry at her own open-mindedness, she was afraid of small fishermen that kind of mocking look, to see her really hate themselves.
Then they went home so tasteless, small fishermen even send her on the car did not, she thought small fishermen will not come back to her, in fact, she simply do not understand why he will come to her, the university into thousands into a dozen of beautiful girls,...... and then think about it again and hate themselves why they are guilty of bitching, it is still not clear! Xiaoyu told her that he a **** kissed three girls, the first time is the high school prom, a business college big girl taught him, the second and third is also in the prom - this moment can be he taught people. While speaking these words, he also traced her lips with his finger at the same time, her whole body froze, the first reaction was instinctively want to run away from his hand, not to learn from the movie's technique, swung over a slap, but in a short one or two seconds, she thought of all kinds of state of affairs, the first one, she can't let him laugh at her for not being on the uptake, who asked her to be so uptake in the first place! Beach white hot pants, red and white striped shirt, sunburned face, bright short hair, loud laughter resounded throughout the summer beach, who told her not to think of things there is a later, or she would not be unscrupulous staring at the fisherman's long hair and thin lips, whistling in the air: "wow fisherman is not cover you are really beautiful! The words have not finished speaking, they are surprised themselves, a burst of laughter, people have run far away, so that the eyes of small fishermen brighten up, can not help but also pull legs to chase her, chase, chase a summer.
--She could not let him laugh at her! She can only smile and lift away his hand has slipped to her neck, put it back to the table, he steep eyes darkened, tuned back, picked up a small spoon to scoop up sugar cubes, piece by piece into the cup, the cup of coffee is about to overflow, and then stirred with a small spoon, stirring sugar cubes jangling bumping against the cup, he did it so concentrated, but she suddenly heart, not for the darkness in the side of his silhouette is so good-looking, he is still He's just a kid, a big kid who's completely willful, she suddenly felt touched and wanted to love him so much, but before she could finish loving him, he threw the spoon on the table and turned back to her, an evil not-so-evil smile darted up to the corner of his mouth, "Bet a lot of boys have kissed you."
She was stunned for a moment, not expecting the man in front of her to be so vicious, letting her defend herself against everything, there were still times when it was hard for her to fight. How about that, she just wouldn't let him laugh at her, a short thought passed, she was angry again, not to go, the whole person is not.
Small Fish, however, picked up the coffee on the table and took a sip, "Your mouth must be sweeter than this." She was so tired that she didn't even have the energy to say goodbye, and she went on her way to wait for the bus.
Afterward, Xiaoyu didn't call, and when she did, she didn't answer. The class that senior just started the vigorous atmosphere also infected her, she also began to spell up the English and mathematics, every day to draw camp reading, rarely think of the joint examination and so on, just read, that kind of day-to-day reading regular life she likes, sometimes think of the summer is really ridiculous, especially after lunch with a few knowledgable classmates to talk about it, but also secretly pinched a cold sweat, she was almost far away from how far they were, the same age, the same uniform, how happy she was also the same age, the same uniform, the same age, the same age, the same age, the same age, the same age, the same age. The same age, the same uniform, how glad she was that she was as white as a flawless jade as they were.
October was almost over before she realized it. That day was the end of the monthly exams, and Saturday, she and her classmates picked up then watched a movie, very late to go home, the cool wind Xu blowing her, and called a person good not disappointed. October is about to pass, her favorite time, even let it so a slip away, she felt confused for the first time, everything, mainly the wind.
When she got home, she received a phone call from him, and he said, "Tomorrow is my birthday. She said yes without saying a word, just for the sake of the small fisherman must have a destiny with her.
They still went to that coffee house, but a moment later she said she wanted to go out, she wanted to go out in October, told Xiaoyu, he did not make a sound, half a day to throw a slight smile, as if I heard him say, "You're preventing me from what! He bit the cigarette in the money, about what did not say, but said did not say the same, she knew that he said with her.
But her interest did not diminish, still waiting for him to go for a walk. Out of the store door, Xiaoyu's hand on her shoulder, she also by him, walk to the small south door, West Patriotic Road there, but also a large shade of trees, silent night, the wind came over a burst of blowing dry the body of sweat, she a burst of happiness, avoiding the shoulder of the hand, the two hand in hand has been walking.
She hummed a song about a boy and a girl in the rain, a summer afternoon suddenly came a big thunderstorm, strolling in the countryside on the path of him and his girl beat soaked, but at that moment he clearly also felt the warmth of her hands. Later they ran under a tree to hide from the rain, he turned to her and she kissed him, then all they could hear was the rain hitting the leaves greatly and her soft breathing, he slowly closed his eyes and smiled.
It was just a very ordinary western pop song, accompanied by the piano and electric guitar of the cong, and really just the reckless smell of rain hitting the leaves heavily. It should be sung in June, after the rain, cool green sky, clean red brick road, if she ran into Xiaoyu at that time, she must hold hands with him and do not want to walk, walk, walk, walk a red brick road. But she has not been able to understand why the song is the girl kissed the boy it, the flavor of the song, should be a pair of raw astringent boy and girl first date, coincidentally ran into the rain, at first he did not even dare to touch her hand it, but she kissed him ...... she kissed him... ...That about is also a business college big girl strike, like that teach small fisherman kiss business college girl.
Afterward, Xiaoyu did lead her to the depths of a thick shade tree, "sit down.
She thoughtlessly sat down, white lacquer carved iron chair cold carved her legs, Xiaoyu did not sit down, just stand behind her back, took out his cigarettes, flicked, lit, only to see a fluffy smoke enveloped his head, he smoked so slowly for so long, may not be the second or third, who knows.
She began to trance up, sitting there, but also like a small tree in the wind, the wind has been softly brushing her, brushing her cool and clean, such as a piece of flawless jade, was brushed, brushed ....... When she knew it, the whole nose and mouth of the small fisherman was clinging to her temples poking hot air, she wanted to avoid him, so damp and hot, but the thought passed, anyway, what should come let it come, she can not be anything again. A long time later she thought about that night and wondered why she was so fatalistic, but at that moment she was really holding her breath, clenching her teeth, and completely determined to go to hell in a handbasket.
Small Fish kissed her lips again and again, and told her, "Open your mouth."
In her haste, she wasn't quite sure what was going on, but she opened her eyes and saw the line of Little Fish's jaw in the darkness, a sight she couldn't forget, in the faint light from behind her, his jaw was so firm, a simple curve like that, but it made her heart skip a beat.
She still didn't know if she had opened her teeth at that moment. He kissed him for a long time, and she kept calmly thinking that it was the kiss! It was the kiss, and she was going to write it down clearly. I don't know if she remembered it or not, but she suddenly felt soporific, her whole body slumped in his arms on the chair, with no energy at all, and for a moment it seemed as if she was a very transcendent person - except for her mouth, which wasn't hers.
His time control is excellent, in time to send her to catch the last bus at eleven thirty, the two all the way to half a sentence did not ride, he still held her hand - do not hold it, a palm of light sweat, tasteless and tasteless. They were like strangers, and even the basis for the fights they used to have when they played together seemed to be gone.
As she got out of the car, she said to him, "I'm leaving."
He continued to take the car, but also to change a car, afraid to catch up, did not send her. She got off the bus and remembered that she hadn't said happy birthday to him, but who knows, it's still his birthday.
That was the first time that fisherman kissed her, and the last time that he saw her. He called on the second and third days, she only felt not a little bit of fun, kissing things she already knew, but he knew more, eagerly and enthusiastically want her to come out, and even forgot his original kind of cynicism. She was less serious, and that reinforced her sullenness, and she simply didn't answer his calls at all.
After that, I never saw him again, and I don't even hear the name "Little Fish" anymore.
She went back to her high school life, the same uniform underneath, she was happy that she still had the same flawless jade, however, there are some what, can not think of, so that she was frustrated, but has always been there, pressed in the bottom of the heart of the unknown, pulling out and turning over the very painful, more frustrated.
Freshman year just started, she quickly responded to the class and a department of the College of Engineering co-organized the first dance, meditation anxious to find something, there should be something. With apprehension, a dance stick in the class reassured her, it's okay, it's a five-candlelight, package you have nothing to do.
When the lights went out at the beginning of the dance, she realized that the five-candle light was the whole house, except for the jukebox, where there was a candle, and one in each of the four corners of the room, which were all dark.
There was a boy who kept looking for her to dance, tall and silent, and she felt vaguely afraid, not knowing what he was thinking.
Dancing fast bumper Hasselblad, he is mostly looking for a dance stick in their class, tight shirt, jeans, the two is a pure dance look, the girl jumped and crazy and wild, the boy is always idle unchanged.
She chose a corner to sit in, her eyes squinting as she chased their dancing shadows, and realized that in a flash, she had suddenly become a very distant good girl, one she had once been familiar with.
But as she watched, she was suddenly annoyed that he thought she was such a girl! He thought that she would just sit in the corner and answer his call at any time! That's how confident he was!
The next left one right two, he and another boy at the same time tend to come, she smiled slightly, hand gently rested on the other boy's hand. She hoped he was sitting there, ...... unable to see anything. She wanted to look behind her, but she had never seen such a scruffy dancing partner, from the beginning of the betting on the two centimeters of the original place to step, the right hand resting loosely on her waist, she suddenly felt impatient, and again they were softly asking, "Will you kiss me and hold me? It was sung under her breath, so abrasive and so undemanding, over and over, that it made her heart ache softly.
The other department is not only the freshmen, but also the second and third graders, and then the honest people are experienced, about their department is not enough to look at, only half of the dance will be scattered according to the wall to drink coke and chat to go. The girls couldn't sit on the bench and walked away. She didn't know what to do, but it wasn't a good idea to sit down when she wasn't dancing because there were three or five boys sitting everywhere, and if she wanted to leave, she didn't have a sweet classmate to walk with her. After half a day of thinking about it, the dance was over.
As soon as the lights came on, she grabbed the first step to go, not waiting for the organizing boys in the allocation of boys to send girls. But she didn't get very far, and the sound of footsteps followed her, and she held her breath without relaxing her footsteps.
In the end, he caught up with him, he is tall, long legs, walk a step against her two steps, he did not say hello to her, walking side by side with her. He saw his two hands leisurely inserted in his pants pockets, walking like, in contrast, her small anxious step in the negative like, the beginning of the doomed she is not win him!
When waiting for the red light at the intersection, she raised her eyebrows and asked him with a smile, "What's your name? That clear tone of voice was like a girl who was forward to be understanding.
"Qiu Jingnong," she said.
She then realized that he was an overseas student, Southeast Asia, a strike, a mouthful of Cantonese, is ordinary, but the end of the sentence is also added to the word ah, biting the light, as if all things are seen through, as if there is a kind of shallow inexorable.
He didn't ask her name in return, so she didn't say anything else. She told herself that he was like most of the expatriate students who didn't speak much because of their poor Mandarin. But she knew it wasn't, just as she had no idea if he was giving her a ride, or if he was just traveling the same way, and the two of them happened to be taking the same bus, even if they were giving her a ride, whether it was assigned, or what - it was reckless. Once the various thoughts had passed, she walked quietly again, but at a slower pace.
When waiting for the car, he also still did not say anything, both hands never left his pants pockets, wearing a wide sailor pants. His head was tilted slightly as if he was looking at something, the moon that night was fine, the streetlights as bright as they were, yet he wasn't looking at the moon.
She tilted her head slightly again, and said aloud in an innocent, lively voice, "You're an expatriate?" The way she inclined her head, encouraging him to speak, shortened him by a head, but at this point it was always a high posture strike.
"Vietnamese overseas students," he said. He didn't look at her, the cigarette butt in his hand looking for a place to snap it out.
"Are you - are you home here?" It was April when Vietnam fell, and she couldn't help but get into the situation for no apparent reason.
"None of it came out." His ah was bitten off extremely softly, as if there was some comical undertone to it, which there wasn't.
"Then you're still dancing!"
"That's why I dance."
Then the car came, and he got in behind her. The car was crowded, and it wasn't easy to talk, so the conversation went downhill again. He braked the car several times, but he did a good job of protecting her from the others, but he didn't touch her either.
At the stop at her home, she quickly and graciously said, "Goodbye, Mr. Qiu Jingnong.
This was an excellent move, regardless of whether or not he had meant to send her home.
This was an excellent move, regardless of whether he had meant to send her home or not. However, the three words "Qiu Jingnong" were too awkward to pronounce, and it was a bit funny how she pronounced them, but in the end, she was able to bite off every word, as she did tonight, and she still had the confidence to do so.
Soon he came to her, is on behalf of one of their class to repair their department of the course students to borrow midterm notes, that class is the junior must take, she is only a freshman, the department of the senior did not know two, it is impossible to borrow, completely irrelevant things. The first time he looked for her was the beginning of this, did not seem to have the slightest notice of their own excuse for weakness, his kind of a leisurely hall attitude, but called her suspicion of their own more heart.
The whole thing was like that, too, irrelevant, and even though they were so close later on, it was still completely irrelevant!
The third date, she realized that he was called Qiu Jianrong, that time in line to buy movie tickets, a student in his class came to beg him to buy on his behalf, called his name, and then her whole face was red, I do not know if he saw it - to see it must be nothing like a person, but hate it ah, she was such a time and time again to politely called him Qiu Jingnong, he She called him "Qiu Jingnong" over and over again, and he answered! At that moment, she felt y resigned to her fate, she was destined to be so low at the beginning, so low, really hate.
Then the movie looked, he came to shake her hand, she avoided, once, twice, he also had nothing to continue to watch his movie. But she secretly called out her hatred, and this time it was her own, because it made her look petty again.
When the movie broke up, in the crowded pile, he held her hand, I'm afraid it is more practical than idle, she did not have the slightest feeling of dissimilarity. But after all is holding hands, later she smacked him Qiu Jian Rong this name is too murderous, called him, Rong Rong ah, affected by his influence, but also add a word ah, every call him always seem to have a thousand helpless, so more to call him so.
Rong Rong and her good up after the dance also do not go, just started dating the movie is not very enthusiastic, textbooks are in love with not on, the only thing that did not stop is the record and cigarettes. Cigarettes, in fact, he did not really smoke, day and night to do what are clamped between the middle finger of the index finger, like wearing a ring, but always left a long snap off. Records are even a hit or miss in listening to, what records are there, mixed from the dragon and snake from the Cantonese songs she has not heard to the latest series of student voice, always on from morning to night, it seems that the owner begs for a sound in the house on the good.
He rented a small apartment by himself near the side entrance to the school, with simple kitchenware and sanitary equipment still available. She knew he had some money in the post office, and had a cousin in Taiwan with whom he did not deal.
They didn't seem to be in love from the beginning. She had class, or empty hall to his house to flowers, to help him do the laundry, or on his leftover bread in the refrigerator to fry an egg to eat, she would only be able to do this. But she liked the feeling of being busy inside and out, and then he leaned back on the couch, playing cards and telling fortunes, exhaling smoke rings, his eyes sometimes following her, and it was only at times like these, and only at times like these that her heart would thump a little bit, and she could understand a little bit of his love.
He less talk, she even his family situation what do not know, are she said, she and he together after the habit of more talk less think, sometimes she washed dishes in the kitchen side than the sound of the water loudly with him about how the school today, a good half day, into the living room, only to find that he was old asleep, his head tilted in the chair handle, the hands of the unknown time to hold a basketball, and that made her make up some determination.
But she also had a complaint, for example, he never introduced her in front of her classmates and friends, she thought she was never the kind of girl who could not be taken out of the room, backlogged in her heart for a long time, once lightly said to him: "How not to introduce your friends ah.
"They're not interesting."
Later she realized that he is a lazy word, and even not too much, he is so lazy that he can't even afford to be lazy. Knowing this, she was better able to adapt to their love life that didn't feel like a relationship, but she also became more and more alarmed by it.
There are two or three Vietnamese restaurants near the school, and he started talking about treating her to a meal on his first date with her, and has been talking about it for most of the year, and then it seems that going to a Vietnamese restaurant has become one of their dreams, and he was interviewed by the instructor or she had a disagreement with their club, and the two of them consoled each other for a while, the conclusion was always, go eat Vietnamese food one day! In fact, eating Vietnamese restaurant seems to be not expensive, but I do not know why they have not been able to go.
Winter vacation in their clubs to do the national costume, she has been busy, every three to five days to see him, no matter in the morning to go or afternoon, he was always shrinking in the quilt, not necessarily sleep, beard slag face, she always feel ominous to see, have to pounce on his quilts on a chopping and killing to make a fuss about him, he drove out of the quilt can not be.
Only that morning, early in the morning was actually woken up by his phone, he rarely call, because of the mouth of the Mandarin afraid to call the aunt and uncle, but the voice on the phone there is a little shaky, I do not know is cold or excited. He said: hurry out, eat Vietnamese food to go!
They made an appointment to meet in front of the school, she rushed a cab to go, only to step out of the car, he couldn't wait to throw two tickets for her to the driver, did not wait to find the money, and pulled her on the go.
He walked so fast that she almost had to take two steps to keep up. Crossing the intersection, a slight pause, she glanced at him sharply, his eyes straight, sometimes blocked by the wind up hair, and did not see much expression.
The meal ate extremely cold, is really cold, the hot southern summer noon banana wind coconut tree under the food, but in this cold winter, repeated meatballs, small bowls and small dishes on a table, with the same as the family wine. She ate the same, tell him a feeling, eat for a long time, talk a lot, only to realize that sitting across from him has been hanging eyes, never woke up as if. Suddenly she just felt her scalp explode, a blast of hot air rushed up to her face, she stood up, pushed her chair away violently, picked up her purse coat and turned around and walked away.
Walked outside on the road, the cold wind blew, only to be surprised at how he would be so big temper, only a thought finished, suddenly tears fell with a splash, I do not know what the aggrieved, that kind of a person, he, Rong Rong, over there, but actually has nothing to do with her. They are like the earth and the moon, destined to never be able to separate, but also in the middle of the forever separated by far, regardless of the cloudy and round, sad and happy! Doomed ......
She suddenly understood this, and pretended to go to the phone booth to make a phone call, wiped her tears dry, blew her nose, and went back to look for Rongrong again.
He was still there, head bowed, eyes drooping, and she wondered if he was asleep. She looked only feel eyes hot, went to his front, bent over and shook him, he raised his eyelids, eyes are red, see her, a stunned, a long time, took her hand, together to go.
After that they were madly in love, lest it was too late, he kissed her up, two hands deep in her hair, tightly torn, and then slid down, hard strangulation of her neck, she felt a burst of what is about to be disillusioned with the sweetness of the tears in the eyes around and around.
A few times when he was asleep, she sat next to him with her knees wrapped around her, that's when she loved him the most, and watched his slightly frowning sleeping form, repeatedly her heart moved with such acidity.
That time the Vietnam pavilion thing, she has never mentioned to him again, I do not know if I received any news over there, but it does not matter, she tiptoes, get up to go to boil water, he fuzzy rolled over, his hand roaming tugged at her, she quickly sat back, holding his hand responded: "Rongrong you sleep I do not go."
His eyes blankly open, suddenly her shadow jumped to his pupils, that moment to her original life to force out, she is to have to be born in his head!
She hurriedly nodded her head and whispered in her heart, Don't worry, I know, I know. Closing them gently with the palm of her hand, "Sleep oh." Tucking him in, she got up and walked over to the window, her forehead resting against the cold glass, looking out the window at the winter streets, and for the first time, she felt cold, very cold.
When the days start to warm up, she always loves to pull him out to go shopping, no reason to go shopping, and want him to play basketball, she loves to watch, he is playing for the department team, wearing a white tank top and shorts with a red border, two trips back and forth on the court on the sweaty, she handed a handkerchief to him, see but he is not rough and big feet wiping the sweat, took the handkerchief for him to print his forehead and the middle of the man, he turned around to go back to the court, threw down the sentence: "Today, it's so beautiful ah. He said, "It's so beautiful today." The Cantonese accent sounds how are not sincere, she dumbly laughed half a day, the eyes continue to follow his figure, but remembered themselves, indeed, the last few days eyes are always moist, turn around like to flood out of the water, they know look good, about a few days will be in the twenties birthday罢, should be a little bit different......
He has set her twentieth birthday to two together, to her night must go, to do Vietnamese food to her to eat, to give her a big surprise. She knows it is unlikely, high school classmates a few friends to give her over, the family is also, had to coax children like promised him, want to try to catch up with the scene is also fine.
In the end did not go into, called a cab the whole family straight to put fresh water to eat seafood, but also drank a little wine, the sound of people in the wine, from time to time think of Rongrong, want to think of what he can get out of the food, so grown up a person, really call people heartbreaking, and the most precious time of her life did not even spend with him.
The next day before going to school, but also special with an empty ice cream box sealed encapsulation of some of the mother yesterday stewed elbows in rock candy, a morning four classes, straight worried that it will not be bored away taste. At noon, I wanted to rush out to eat lunch before Rongrong to, the road was a few did not eat her birthday classmates caught, making her go to the welfare club please eat tea egg ice cream.
With classmates together is still good, even if the chat is gossip, but also feel a moment and fell into a very distant feeling, she top familiar, and like. In the future, we should still pull Rongrong to the pile of people to mix, dip some popularity, thinking about can not help but smile, she sometimes look at him lazy eyes, always say that he is almost out of popularity, sometimes said the words of anger, and sometimes laughing to provoke him, later when I see him must be mentioned once again, think of Rongrong, that big handful of people at the moment in the do what ah, actually a little impatient, the heart of the soft pain up.
The two men entered the door when she saw, back light, two silhouettes exceptionally clear. The two first exchanged half a dozen words, came closer, one of them was Rongrong's classmate she had seen. Next to her Arlene is telling her what, do not know, she listened mindlessly, the whole heart hangs completely on the two people approaching, there is a kind of unusually soft feeling.
The one she didn't recognize pulled a chair close to her and sat down beside her, toward her, two palms together, struggling to move one by one to subsidize the difficult words: "I'm a classmate of Qiu Jian Rong ......, we've been looking for you for a long time, that ...... Qiu Jian ......, he last night, over, passed away."
Everything is that vague and clear, earlier she listened to his words also while nodding vigorously, uh, uh, blinking her eyes, concentrate on waiting for him to say, finished. She asked, "Huh?" Not quite understanding his words, he looked around, eyes either on her or on the man who had spoken, and she looked at the man anew, tilting her head a little, signaling that she wanted him to say it again.
He said, "I'm sorry for your loss."
She knew. Asked him, "When?"
"The doctor said it was about six o'clock last night. We found him this morning, the department instructor was looking for him, Xianglin, that's him, went and left the door unlocked, lying on the bed, already cold."
Six o'clock yesterday, six o'clock, yesterday ......, all of a sudden the brain mixed into a piece, she has been reading yesterday six o'clock, but does not know what the meaning of these four words, ...... so hard, must think out, think out ah, she saved tight hand, lest It was too late, she asked him, "What yesterday at six?"
Being beside her, Arlene pressed her hand and she shook it off, then apologized, "It's okay. No, I meant that six o'clock yesterday, what did you just say?"
"The doctor said yes,...... English name is difficult to turn over, that is,......, is that the heart suddenly does not beat, not failure, purely sudden,...... as if with the genetic also has no Relationship,...... in sleep on the past."
"Where is he?" She thought of him to have gas, they kissed to so, even death does not tell her, but instead turned a few hands to let others tell her, at the beginning of her lower than him, at the beginning of the doomed him to win everything over her, and even death to win over her, do not tell her, this is good, he is death does not say, so treat her! She was suddenly afraid, without a single bit of understanding of his mind.
Arlene shook her bladder and whispered to her, "He said he's at the Municipal Funeral Home, at night, and it's okay to go see it tomorrow, so go home first."
She nodded obediently, and the group got up and surrounded her, in fact, she walked well, but it was the side of the people all the way through the crowded hands of the tug of war.
Out of the side door, beckoned a cab, Arlene to accompany her, she said no, pull open the door, suddenly remembered, asked the students: "later you ask Rong
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