Fang Siqi is delirious and ruled insane, and the story ends with madness. For five years, a teenage girl, Irene, who is Siki's neighbor, is the silent victim of domestic violence. After one of the abuses resulted in a miscarriage, she finally left her husband and found happiness of her own.
Synopsis
Tiny Fang Siqi lives a golden life, her face as beautiful as she can imagine the future to be. Li Guohua, a famous teacher of Chinese literature at the cram school, is a neighbor in the same high-class residential building, and Fang Siqi, who adores literature, equally adores the well-read teacher Li. Yi-ting is Siqi's age-mate, and their friendship is close and complicated. Jealousy comes between them when their childhood yearning for love is transferred to their teacher.
When Li Guohua was still regarded by Siqi and Yiting as a respectable teacher, their words were treated as holy orders, and they were eager to analyze the meaning of every word. Under the pressure of their studies, their delusions about the future are all transferred to Li Guohua. In Siqi's eyes, he came with the light of truth and a wall of original texts that boasted learning.
In fact, the bookshelves Li has painstakingly purchased and the novels he has scavenged are merely props for his performance. As he wanders before the blackboard, the pacing contemplation belies his hunting plans. Under his violation, Siki struggles through the Eden of youth, where all the puzzles about love and sex are no longer riddles. Si-Qi suffers from fear and torment, secretly hinting to her parents what Li Guohua has done, but her parents believe the outsider who is a teacher.
Siqi is not determined, and tells her parents what happened to her as if it were someone else's, but the parents say that the girl is very "flirty" at such a young age, and Siqi never mentions it again. Yi Ting witnessed SiQi's opposite, but she couldn't see through it, not to mention the shame and humiliation that SiQi endured came from the "podium scepter" of the pressure. These secrets were not revealed until Fang Siqi went crazy in the mountains and was sent to a mental hospital, and Yi Ting opened Siqi's diary.
Extended Information
"Fang Siqi's Paradise of First Love" exposes readers to the evil desires of society that lie beneath the skin of human beings with the twisted life of a 13-year-old girl who suffered sexual abuse. The book mentions a gathering of teachers, Li Guohua, and several others who took advantage of their status and knew the distorted lack of "sex education" to commit such a crime.
When the perpetrators of sexual assault based on the psychology of fluke and novelty, often with the help of the victim's trust in themselves, respect or psychological coercion to escape the constraints of social morality and laws and regulations, in the eyes of outsiders, or well-mannered, or teachers, or to abide by the rules and understand the rules, but essentially against the mainstream of the values of professional conduct into empty talk, moral integrity has become a slogan, obsessed with the culture of garbage! It is difficult to extricate themselves, and there are many loopholes and weaknesses in the protection of women.
Fang Siqi, who was wounded by sexual violence and eventually broke down; Liu Yiting, who carries Siqi's painful memories in the form of her "soul twin"; and Xu Yirin, who has long suffered from domestic violence: they are the fictionalized collection of Lin Yihan's pain, and also the embodiment of her de facto spiritually torn self.
Siqi's youth is like a train plunging headlong into the darkness, not knowing when it will see the light of day. In her half-awake, half-sleeping nightmares, all kinds of faces emerge, wearing masks beloved by the literati and dressed as gods, singing and dancing, sometimes elegantly dressed in colorful costumes to arouse her curiosity, and at other times appearing as green-faced fangs, gloomy and mysterious to hide from her.
All related to Siqi literature as a totem interpretation of the collective exorcism dance, as the primitive hunting, fertility worship rituals, wrapped in sweet words, myths and legends, as well as heirlooms, for her asceticism set off a wave of "magnificent climax".