I talked about a love in high school, and it was also that love, which let me know that I can like a person so much and do many things for him that I have never done before. It was the first time I learned how to love someone, and I had planned the future with him. Just waiting to get married as soon as college life is over. But later, it was opposed by parents, so this relationship will go away.
It's sad to be separated from the person I love, and for a moment I feel as if I have been abandoned by the whole world. Because of my parents' opposition, I never contacted him again, so I had to bury this feeling in my heart. I dare not talk about feelings for a long time, because when I touch feelings, I will think of my previous experiences and make myself afraid. It was the first time in my life that I wanted to marry someone so badly, so this feeling may never exist again. Because I gave it all, but I didn't get a good result. For a long time, I was particularly desperate. At that time, when I was young, I thought that as long as two people loved each other, nothing was a problem, but later I found myself too naive. As long as this relationship is bound, we can't fall in love together.
Now I can finally let go of this feeling, because I got married and found someone who loves me, and I believe in love again. When I had my little girl, I felt as if the world had embraced me again. So the feelings hidden in my heart are calm now, and will not cause any changes in my mood, and there will be no more waves in my heart. I hope he and I are both well separated and happy.