Then I was in A city supermarket loss prevention department shift manager, with a few kindergarten teachers entangled, the kindergarten is just next to our supermarket, when the old is to come in to buy things to know, our dormitory is also through the door of the kindergarten, when almost the National Day when those teachers to find a few male partners to dance a dance, indeed, they do not have a boyfriend, and then with us! The manager said to borrow a few men in our supermarket as a backup dancer, of which five people including me, there is a male director of the sales department, indeed, I have a good feeling about the dancing teacher, but I do not dare to express, because I'm afraid of, at that time, timid, but I can not imagine is that the director of the sales department also initiated a chase for the teacher's power, I did not take the initiative, and then I did fail to go to the bar at one time, I found them to have a I was very disappointed at that moment, excuse to go, the teacher called her hometown and classmates called to ask me is not happy ah, why so early to go, I said nothing I go to the Internet cafe to play games, you play it!
The next morning I asked the supervisor for leave, went to a friend to play, 3 days back, I found that their relationship is getting better and better, like a real couple, I know that they are together, then really a little bit of a loss, and let me think of the teacher's good sister and classmates have a good feeling about me, then I was the loss of the period, just a little bit of ambiguous relationship with the teacher, only. There is not much contact with the relationship, just shopping at night, but the supermarket people are when that teacher is my girlfriend, and I am also a default.
I don't know when, a female accountant of our supermarket (with my hometown is the same city), I began to pay attention to me silently, when this female accountant know that I am with the teacher, that night I received this female accountant's a message, (roughly means that I am with the teacher, she knows that some heartache, do not know if it is not like me), I do have some Surprised, because usually we just occasionally chat down the day, not very familiar, this female accountant gave me the feeling of Siswenwen, she is just a year older than me, but early in the morning to hear the supermarket people say she has a boyfriend, but also in the city where we work, dozens of kilometers away from our side of the bar!
So I feel curious, that night I said to talk about outside, in fact, if the female accountant appearance with the teacher appearance than, much worse, but I am a little love only wear glasses girls, and it is precisely this female accountant is a four-eyed girl, to the point that we are about to rest together, we have a relationship, I'm like the love of the poison, with her, but she lied to me that she will be broken up with her boyfriend, with me, slowly I have a good time, and I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do it.
The four-eyed girl was like a poisoned man, she was like a four-eyed girl, she was like a four-eyed girl.
Three months later, this four-eyed accountant slowly and I have a distance, the phone does not pick up, every time she just look for me, and I look for her can not be found, in fact, I feel bad, and then she so slowly disappeared, but also to leave the supermarket, I can no longer find her, and I was once again sad.
After a month, the supermarket and the new two cashiers, among them there is also a good sense of me, and again in my lost time, I feel that fate is good for me, every time in my sadness will appear in an angel, and then we will be together, with this cashier, but unfortunately I am 178 centimeters tall, and this cashier is only 158 centimeters, indeed a little bit of a mismatch, in fact, I am a bit I mind, but it is the empty period so together, I also do not want to hurt the cashier, think she is still small only 17 years old, and will grow taller, and later wear high heels on the match.
At this moment the kindergarten teacher's birthday night also called us to dance those boys to go to the bar to play, I was afraid of her misunderstanding also did not call her to go, in the bar really have no worries, play very happy, naturally, with the teacher had contact, back to my dormitory door, (the teacher's dormitory in our distance of about one hundred meters) that the kindergarten teacher initiative to embrace me, was actually my cashier girlfriend to see, I was not able to see, I was not able to see, but I did not want to see, but I did not want to see. At that time should be more than two o'clock it, I do not know she will see, just the next day she told me that did not sleep to see us hold together, thought we have what, then I repeatedly explained that we have nothing, just drunk, only to hold a bit, said to the mouth dry she believed that I have nothing with the kindergarten teacher, after we are also good together.
In fact, the kindergarten teacher and I have nothing to do, just a little ambiguous, but also after three months of a day this cashier girlfriend and her boss do not know what to do with the relationship is very borderline, resigned and left, to dozens of kilometers away from my side of the place it, and then our relationship slowly became diluted, and then ended without a problem, which is the reason why I can not say clearly.
Then with this teacher may be ambiguous for too long, but also become pan-flavored, there is no further relationship, and then feel like a familiar stranger, slowly I feel very annoyed, do not want to be here, I want to leave the city of this flavor, reflect on a few love is no end, in the end, it is not enough for me to put in, or I don't love you enough.
Ni Xia replied:
You are a typical three-not man, not active, not reject, not responsible. You will only passively accept, will not take the initiative to pursue love. The chaotic love history between you and four women is not about loneliness rather than love. It's all about loneliness, where you love them, you're just lonely and need a companion, and basically it's kind of a come-on.
Ambiguous, split, underground love, you a lot. The most important thing is that you don't love women, you love yourself. You refuse to pay true feelings, naturally will not harvest true feelings, because these women from you can not feel true love, over time, will also leave you. In the end, you are still tsetse.
If you still want to fall in love, and even eventually into a happy marriage, please do not hold a cynical attitude, I hope you know what is called "initiative, refused and responsible for", otherwise, you play with women's feelings at the same time, but also by the women play, you will only end up becoming their life passers-by, not the home.