I'm only telling you this to one person. You mustn't pass it on to me.
It's a good thing that I'm not the only one!
A long time ago, someone asked me what I was doing. I told them that I was writing a novel, and they didn't believe me. I'm not sure if I'm a good person, but I'm not a good person. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that. I'm not sure if I'm a good person, but I'm a good person. I showed them the novel I had written to prove that I was not lying. People read the novel I wrote, snorted, laughed. Oh, oh, you write this called a novel ah? How deep is your misunderstanding of the novel?
I immediately short half. I'm not going to say I'm writing a novel, but I'm going to say I'm writing a novel. I wouldn't say writing a novel. I said, I'm making up stories. And then someone kindly praised me, saying, oh, oh, oh, I've read the story you made up, and it's as good as the one in Storytellers!
I was a little sad inside.
I was a little sad. I actually wanted people to say, "How come the stories you make up are so much like novels?
I've always tried very hard to write stories that don't feel like stories. I've been trying very hard to write a story that doesn't feel like a story. I've been trying to take a good sentence and break it down into pieces. Some people say that a good novel is one that you can't understand. I try to write in such a way that I can't understand it. As I wrote, even I couldn't understand it. The first thing I've learned is that I can't understand what's going on in the world.
It's good that you can't understand it. I can't understand it, so I can use it to bluff people. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm going to be able to do it. In the language classroom, anyone who listens can criticize a few words. If the master of the metaphysics to speak, a cloud of fog, who dares to fart?
Of course, it's not all like that. I'm not sure if I've ever seen a story that I've written, but I've seen a story that I've written, and I've seen a story that I've written that I've written. That's not true!
I don't like to hear that.
I don't like to hear this. I'm a human being, not a dog, how can I put a dog's fart? I'm a human being, not a dog, so how can I give a dog's fart?
I rolled my eyes, and a Chinese curse rolled around in my throat - put ...... dog farts!
The eyes can be quietly rolled. "The first thing you need to do is to get your hands dirty. I am afraid of being beaten. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that.
If you want to curse but can not curse out, it will be suffocated out of internal injuries. You said to go to the street to scold people? I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that. The first thing you need to do is to get a good deal of money from the government, and then you have to pay for it. If there is a strong sense of responsibility, forcibly tied me up, twisted to the mental hospital, I find who to say?
I'm writing a novel. The first thing I'd like to say is that I don't know what to do. In the novel, I can say, let go of your mother's dog's stinking ass! I can say it with a smile, with a tear, with a heel. Who cares? I'm in charge of my land - it's my acreage.
No one will be right. Whoever is right is a fool. Anyone who would look for a scolding on their own? Everyone will say, "Ya, you scolded well, such a person should be scolded.
Shouldn't I be happy? I spend the day happily. At night, I write novels.
I write novels this, you really do not tell others ah, even your closest people can not say. I'm not going to tell anyone, not even your nearest and dearest. It's rare that I trust someone. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm sure I'm going to be able to!
Writing a novel is too damn tiring! Other people's big moms are dancing in the square dance; other people's big moms are playing mahjong, traveling, shopping, shopping. I am also a big mom. I also want to square dance. I have to travel all over the world. I also want to east and west of the city blind, shopping.
You persuade me is also in vain. I can't even persuade myself, how can you persuade me? When writing a novel, I want to go dancing, traveling, shopping, shopping. The first thing that I want to do is to get the money to pay for it.
Aren't you fucking sick?
Why are you so foul-mouthed? The first thing you need to do is to get your hands dirty. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands dirty. The first thing you need to do is to get a good deal of money to pay for it. You can find all kinds of dog farts in novels. Red, yellow, green, blue, black. There's all kinds of shit. If you have a little patience, you might even find a long, square, round dog fart in the novel.
I don't want to talk to you. I don't want to talk to you. I don't know if I'll ever be able to quit writing novels, but I don't know if I'll ever be able to quit writing novels. I don't know if I can quit writing novels one day. I think if one day I get bold and dare to curse people to their faces, will I be able to quit the addiction of writing novels?
Bah! Can you be more subtle? I know you're telling the truth. But the truth is not good to hear ah. Of course, I admit that I have a small heart, can not accommodate things. But if you can fit a few things in your heart, who would be bothered to write a novel?
I'm sorry, I accidentally blurted it out again.
It's a good thing you're not a big fan of the idea that you're not a big fan of the idea!
What are you hiding for? I'm not going to eat you, am I? I'm not going to eat you, I'm going to run faster than a rabbit. I'm not going to force you to take a poisonous oath anymore. If you really can't hold back and tell my secret, I won't admit it either. Am I a storyteller? Lying, it's my job.
The story of the matter, say yes is, not also is; the story of the matter, say no is not, is also not.
What can you do?
Haha, wake up, dreaming again.