(Reposted from China Fairy Sword Alliance bbs) Author: A wisp of moon shadow
Eat until old, play until old, it turns out that I am already so old...
This was the last word Yueru said before she died. With such a faint word, I finally couldn't control my tears and flowed down...
And all my memories of the fairy drama will last forever. It only stayed at episode 31...
For me, the world without Yueru is already over...
I already knew that there would be such an ending.
I have already known that Yueru will leave when, where, what and after what time...
I have also known that I have made enough mental preparations .
However, I didn’t know, nor did I expect, that my tears were still running out...
I always thought that I would not shed tears for her,
< p>However, there is such a thing in this world that you would never expect to happen.But when you really face it and really experience it, it happens naturally...
Looking at the happy and reminiscing Yueru, and seeing the Yueru in the illusion again A sword dance,
In addition to the tears in my eyes, there was also soreness in my heart.
Because of the game, I fell in love with Yueru from TV at the beginning.
No matter how different she is from the game, her love, her feelings, Her essence has not changed.
I didn’t expect that this TV version of Yueru would make me shed more tears than in the game...
Because in the game, I only felt helpless and unhappy about Yueru’s departure. Dare to believe without sadness.
Because I know that although this is a tragedy, Yueru's departure is inevitable.
So I didn’t shed any tears during the game, only the emotion and sorrow for the ending.
This month is more real and touching.
Her love is much more humble and humble than in the game, but it touches people more directly.
The more she gives and the more she sacrifices, the more great she becomes.
At first I thought the screenwriter was biased towards Ling'er, but now it seems...
She actually downplayed Ling'er's strengths and highlighted Yueru's!
The death of Yueru in TV also shocked me more than in the game.
When the big rock in the game fell down, my mind went blank.
Because I didn’t know that Yueru would leave at all. I just felt that I had temporarily lost consciousness. Sadness, just a hint of uneasiness.
When I later learned that Yue was dead, I felt extremely sad along with the memory of Xiaoyao, but I never shed tears.
The death of Yueru in TV made me cry immediately!
I didn’t analyze the reason at the time. I just knew that my tears had already flowed out, and I would continue to shed tears as the plot unfolded.
After crying, my first feeling was that I wanted to watch it again and cry again.
I like this feeling. This kind of shock actually makes me feel that it is worth tasting again...
I was absent-minded in every episode after that, except for the plots about Qing'er. Except that I was a little entranced, nothing else aroused my thoughts (including Ling'er's death).
So, it can be said that my memory is stuck in episode 31.
"It's obviously a movie about three people, but I still can't have names."
At this time, this lyric kept popping up in my mind, which is obviously a reflection of Yueru's heart. .
It was clearly a three-person situation, but she had to be sacrificed and ignored. What was all this for?
Why should Yueru stand there helplessly, say those words of despair heartbroken, and then let the big thing behind her smash her to death...
I don’t know. At that time, my sensibility stopped me from rationally analyzing the reasons.
It wasn’t until I finished reading the entire Fairy Sword that I gradually began to analyze Yueru’s death...
I first described her spiritual portrayal at that time as follows:
In the Demon Locking Tower, Xiaoyao's memory was restored, and her love and responsibility for Ling'er was awakened.
He began to be unable to Accept this fact, because this fact tells him that no matter what he does, he will fail a woman.
Whether that woman is Ling'er or Yueru.
However, he was so desperate to wake up Ling'er.
Because, he can't lose Ling'er, he owes Ling'er too much, and he can't let him down again.
Deep in his heart, he may still think that Yueru will understand and be considerate.
Only Ling'er knows Yueru's pain.
Yueru’s waiting had just begun to have hope and vision, but it was ruthlessly shattered.
——Why, she has obviously got his love.
——Why, she can obviously have the joy of suffering.
However, she still struggled to hold on to Ling'er's soul and said with all her strength: "It doesn't matter to me."
This is actually not an expression of her greatness, but an expression of her despair and helplessness.
I understand Yueru’s pain. She is not great. No one is willing to sacrifice his or her feelings to achieve greatness. She is just unable to struggle any longer.
If you haven’t had her before, you can still look forward to it.
If she has not lost, she can still pursue her.
However, she has had it, but she has lost it!
This kind of pain, helplessness, and even embarrassment is a complete torture. How can you keep going if you ask her?
In the end, she chose self-sacrifice.
She may be doing it for fulfillment, or for liberation.
Because the most important promise in her life is gone.
(Eat until old age, play until old age, it turns out that she is already so old...)
Yes, everything is over, so I have always wanted to admit it but I have to admit it. As a matter of fact,
Yue Ru in TV committed suicide...
Maybe she didn't want to die, she just no longer had the ability to leave there.
She does not have the courage to face the world after leaving...
Because she has lost everything...
The pain of Yue Ru is so profound. , so sad that my heart cannot but cry for her.
I found that since watching the fairy drama, I have become emotional again...
I have said too much, I won’t say it anymore, hey, now, the only thing I want to do is I just want to review Fairy Sword and reminisce about that classic...
Finally, let me repeat the sentence that has been lingering in my head - "Eat until you are old" , playing until old age, it turns out that I am already so old..."