Has there ever been a moment in time that suddenly made you realize that the world is fake?

Because the surgery needs to be scheduled, the fastest can only be the next day, so that night still have to get through, half lying on my side, I'm very sleepy, really sleepy, confused, suddenly the body can not move at all, but the consciousness is very clear to feel that the balcony that the door seems to be open, there is something to go through the door drilling over the general, as if there is a layer of membrane in the side of the block, and that guy has been drilling! Drill drill drill, even have been able to feel the other side of the hideous face, I was chilled but can not move, trying to get out of this predicament, my heartbeat seems to jump to the throat, "Boo" sound, the membrane broke, it came over, although I can not see it, but clearly sensed that it came over, closer and closer until it tapped my shoulder, and finally saw a shadow. I finally saw a shadow drilled into the bottom of the bed, at that time, I was hard, a cold from head to toe, goosebumps instantly exploded, the kind of body can not move the state of unlocked, that sense of the world also slowly closed, turned his head to look at the same ordinary balcony door, would like to climb down to look at the bottom of the bed, but I was afraid of it, so afraid.

The next day when I woke up, I told my father what happened last night, but he did not think it was nothing, just then, last night that the bad cold appeared again, I unconsciously shivered, and then I felt as if the whole world is different, the surrounding eyes are looking at me, the kind of eyes full of malice, when I turned to look at those who live in the same ward as me when the patients, but found that their heads were all When I turned to look at my fellow patients in the same ward as me, I realized that their heads were turned elsewhere, and it was strange.

I grabbed my dad's hand and looked at him, "Dad, I had a dream last night, that dream." Not finished, I looked at the time 9:20, when again turned his head over, the nurse trolley over to the IV, can only first sit down and stretch out his hand for her to play, just after playing want to say to Dad again, the consciousness seems to have been withdrawn from the general, I looked at the left hand uncontrolled to the right hand to play the place of the IV, which is going to do what?

My left hand slowly reached the needle and tried to pull it out, but my dad held me back and asked, "What are you doing?"

But I completely ignored him, and kept trying to pull the needle out, the nurse looked at the wrong, and pulled the needle out, and then immediately called the doctor over, that will be the body has been doing some incredible actions, repeat stand up, sit down, turn around and look at my dad, and mouth recited: "Hello, who are you? " "I'm so-and-so." "Heh heh heh"

And the consciousness is another state, those people's eyes have been watching me, still the ward, just no IV, but the mind told me here are some rules, to make the right one, to return to the body, to speak here, all to say the opposite, for example, hello, to say good you, and to say the wrong word. And as long as you say a word wrong, you will start again, I looked at the time 9:20, to the father began to say, but because the first time to say, not accustomed to, immediately said the wrong, and then the eyes of a black, completely unable to see, panicked, I do not know how to do, but at this time, but notify me to do the body to do the three movements, and think back to their own in the end, why did you do it?

This is not very simple, but think more, wake up again, and returned to the previous sitting, those eyes are still watching me, but seems to have forgotten something in general, remember to look at my father, as if there are still three actions, and then began to do the three actions, do do suddenly want to think of something, why do so, a stop, and want to turn around and tell my father, the eyes are black again, and again! When I woke up, I was still back to the way I was before.

So the consciousness has been circulating, while the body is outside the beginning of the wrong, did a long time after the three movements, suddenly stopped, after the nurse played the sedation needle, stopped, lying on the bed with his eyes closed, the crowd thought it was okay, who knows 15 minutes after waking up again, began to speak loudly, and cursed, the nurse cursed, and then cursed at the doctor, and then cursed at the doctor. Nurses scolded, scolded the doctor, and then began to drop things, Dad has been pulling me on the side, that would have been unable to pull, a fist to his face, as if he saw what the devil generally, the mouth recited: "Dad, I want to save you."

Yes, this punch to the dad's eye socket swollen, but he still did not give up on me, dead hold me do not let go, no one else dared to come over, the doctor looked at the situation and said, "This is a very serious situation, or to send to the mental hospital."

Dad stopped refused, said there should be other ways, think of other ways, at this time I do not know where to get the strength, Dad whole person hanging on, can slowly out of the hospital room, began to walk in the corridor, want to go out, and finally in a group of people's help to play a sedative injection again, and finally quiet sleep.

Consciousness in that world, has been cycling, and even feel that this world is the real, has begun to live there, but always feel that something is wrong in general, but can not think of, and always feel that there is something to say to Dad, very suddenly the sight is all black, and then very clearly there is a voice to tell me you have died, now this world is no longer your world, what is the situation? Can not see anything I, do not know what the situation, so after a long, long time, has been invisible to me slowly and really accept that I have died this thing, I do not know how long, the light back again, found himself lying in a hospital bed, the body was tied by some tape, and again to see my father, who was also looking at, I said: "I'm not dead? "

Now that I think about it, I feel that it should be too weak, coupled with the body toxins are too high, resulting in hallucinations, and thought that the consciousness of that world is the real world, and now this world is false, after this experience, I feel that it is best to live in the present.

I remember when I was five or six years old, I was in the wheat field to guard the wheat, at noon, adults are home to cook, I lie in the wheat field next to the tree to cool off, and suddenly saw the sky directly in front of the sky there are two airplanes flying side by side, I can clearly see the five-pointed star on the plane, I can also see the pilot driving the plane, but strangely can not hear a little airplane roar, I rushed to the plane beckoned, and the plane is indeed! I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get a good look at this.

After the adults came back I told the adults to listen to this incident, they agreed that I was blurred, and then every time I think of this thing I am in a trance, I'm not sure is really see the plane or a dream.

My mother-in-law has always been in good health, and she didn't even have a common cold. One night, she suffered a cerebral hemorrhage and collapsed. By the time the ambulance came, she was already dying. She was sent to the hospital emergency room with only one breath left.

The doctor brought a few sheets for the family to sign, and we didn't even look at them. A few doctors scrambled into the rescue room, just two o'clock in the middle of the night, the hospital corridors are very quiet, only to hear their own heartbeat, began to be a little afraid.

The mother-in-law's condition is very bad, and I am afraid that she will not survive. In this short half an hour, I feel that life is very false, a good person how suddenly sick so serious, even a little consciousness. We were still talking and laughing during the evening meal, and I simply didn't believe that my mother-in-law would suddenly fall ill, let alone believe that she would pass away.

Half an hour later, the door to the emergency room opened and the doctor came out with a heavy face. We immediately got up, and before we even opened our mouths, we knew what the doctor was going to say. I couldn't stop the tears from flowing down my face, and the doctor shook his head and said, "I'm sorry for your loss."

Suddenly, my mind went blank. All I could think of was my mother-in-law, she was healthy, talking and laughing, how could she be gone? "This is all too fake, not true, my mother-in-law should be at home, she is still so young, more than fifty years old, her good life has just begun, it is impossible ......"

When I watched my mother-in-law's body being pulled away, I felt that she was still alive in this world It was all an illusion. When I returned home, I looked at my mother-in-law's familiar things, and the house was full of her shadow, but I just couldn't touch it, and I couldn't talk to her.

Until I finished dealing with my mother-in-law's aftermath, I still didn't believe that she would suddenly leave us. Time passed day by day, one less person in life is less, she will never be here, she completely left from our life, she went to another place, no matter how we miss, she will not respond.

Just into the fall weather is a little bit cool, I sat in front of the door under the acacia tree sitting aimlessly. Looking up at the sky, the sky is very blue, the clouds are very white, a large pile together, white like cotton. A gust of autumn wind brushed by, the leaves on the tree is not yellow, but also withered a few pieces, is the leaf also has life? Is the leaf also alive? Is its withering also leaving this world? The next year's new leaves grow, and another life, its life has been terminated.

The same is true of people, like the cycle of seasons, everything is new in the coming year, the only thing that remains the same is this world. It will not pause because of the loss of what, the day is the same day, the night is the same night, every season is the same cycle. Only the loss of life is never returned, life and death.

Everyone who comes to this world does not want to go, because there are too many tempting things. The world itself is also very beautiful, there are mountains, water, flowers and plants, who wants to leave!

Some people have a life for desire, fame, money, busy life, every day shuttle in the crowd, never dare to slow down, their own tired breathless. When you face life, only to realize that those things are too false, they only belong to this world, not belong to us personally, once the life is over, all is empty.

We live, there is always something to pursue in life, house, car, these are the necessities of life. These things are not easy to get, so we began to make money, buy their own favorite things, get what they want, will feel very adequate, as much as the need to be better, more things, including desire, fame and fortune, to give themselves to add gold plated silver, so that they become bright and shiny.

Do you think all those things belong to you? It's not. It is just an illusion, none of which you can take away. Therefore, the pursuit of material should be appropriate, beyond the scope of their own ability to things, do not touch, to get their own head, it is not worth it.

What really belongs to you? A healthy body accompanied by your life, a simple and happy family, will find the beauty of life, live every day, so that their life is not too much desire to be entangled, it will be much easier.

I remember once seven or eight years old in the countryside, and then saw a helicopter flying in our countryside, flying very low, and my brother said, he said I dreamed, the problem is that I have no rural television helicopters what looks like impossible to see ah, should not know is a helicopter. Now I don't know whether I really saw or dreamed.

In fact, everyone will find that the world is false if they think about it quietly, and there are many loopholes that God cannot justify. So human beings are basically living so sparsely that waking up is the day of death.