She didn't feel sleepy after being woken up. She looked at the room, only she was cold and cheerless, and the moonlight gently stroked her body through the gauze curtain.
She lay down again, unable to sleep with her eyes closed.
How many times have there been scenes like this? Even she can't count them.
Li Yuer, 29, comes from Hangzhou, Zhejiang Province and works in Beijing. People are not very beautiful, but they are very attractive. The skin is particularly good, white and tender, with a small cherry mouth, almond eyes, a round duck egg face and a pointed chin.
She lived with her boyfriend Chen Xinyang for five years and never got married. Because the boyfriend has a wife. To be precise, a boyfriend is a married man. She is a mistress, although this is the pain she has been afraid to admit.
Chen Xinyang is six years older than her. He is from Shandong, a typical Shandong man, but his eyes are very handsome. The figure is well maintained and the abdomen is slightly protruding. There are two decoration companies, a large building materials company and agents of several building materials brands. Can be described as young and promising.
Five years ago, Rain is falling all went to Guangzhou to play with her classmates. Xinyang takes employees to the fair. Two people live in the same hotel at the same time.
The acquaintance of the two people is not a hero to save the United States, and there is no plot that is not an enemy reunion. It's just a coincidence that after the hotel was divided into rooms, they took each other's ID cards by mistake. Two days later, she found out. At this point, Xinyang has left. Later, I got in touch through the telephone registered by the hotel, and then met and exchanged ID cards. During the conversation, I knew that everyone was working in Beijing, left each other's phone numbers and left.
The story is not over, in a sense, it has just begun.
A month later, Yuer contacted Xinyang to help her classmates find a good job in his good friend's company. In order to thank them, the three of them had a meal, during which everyone chatted very congenially.
Later, Rain is falling all learned something about Xinyang from her classmates. After graduating from college, I worked as a poor student for four years, and then started my own business. Now my career is developing rapidly.
My family is also very happy, and my wife is virtuous. I started a business with him at the beginning, and now I take care of my family and children at home full time. The child is one and a half years old, a boy, very cute.
These made her feel very admired.
After that, as everyone thought, Xinyang invited her to eat several meals and watch several movies. Xinyang's carefulness and generosity make her feel like a man and a woman in love. It just feels like it, and it doesn't develop further. The reason is that she has a big and hard knot in her heart and she has a wife.
The further development was after that night.
Xinyang invited her to a friend's party at the weekend. Her promise. On Friday night, Xinyang drove an Audi to pick her up. She is wearing a blue-and-white porcelain imitation cheongsam skirt with blue flowers on a white background. This skirt is not expensive, but it is of good quality. I don't have much makeup on my face, just a little powder and some lipstick. The hair behind the ear is braided into two braids and tied into a heart at the back of the head. The whole person looks solemn and lovely.
It attracted the praise of friends. They all praised Xinyang for his vision. Her voice was uncomfortable, but she still kept a shallow smile.
At dinner, she didn't talk much, just listening to them talk about the country's economic policy, her company's new products, and whether there are any new projects that can be cooperated ... Xinyang has been helping her with food. Her answers to other people's conversations are also very appropriate. Compared with the girlfriend brought by Xinyang friends, she is much more frivolous and savage. Envy friends have been asking her, "Are there any sisters and girlfriends as beautiful and smart as her?" Introduce them. "
She just smiled at this. Xinyang was very proud, which made him drink a few more cups, but he was not drunk.
After the party, the bosses took their girlfriends to the private room. She didn't ask much and knew about it, so she went into the room with Xinyang. What she was worried about didn't happen. One was on the bed, the other on the sofa, and spent the night like this.
After that night, her appreciation of Xinyang increased. Soon after, their relationship further developed. Xinyang rented her a suite outside the Fifth Ring Road. Let her move out of the shared house.
They live together like lovers. She no longer goes to work. She cleans at home and cooks for Xinyang. She never asks Xinyang for money. Every month, Xinyang sees that there is no money in his wallet, so he puts 58 thousand into it.
Monday to Friday, together during the day, almost at night 10 Xinyang left her for home. We seldom get together on weekends, and occasionally Xinyang gives her a call. She never takes the initiative to call Xinyang. Xinyang should be with his wife and children during the Spring Festival. She never complains, but in the dead of night, only she knows her sadness.
Seeing that she was bored all day, Xinyang contacted her for accounting training, encouraged her to take an accounting exam and introduced her to a good accounting firm. Her daily work and self-study are also very substantial.
But for several years in a row, she didn't dare or want to go home for the New Year. I don't know how to face my parents. My parents were forced to get married. She doesn't know how to tell her parents. Parents should know how she will react when she is a mistress.
At a dinner party, Xinyang was particularly excited and expressed deep affection for her. He said, "I found my true love only when I met her. If only I had met her a few years earlier and married her. " She still smiled and said, "I may not marry you."
A temporary gathering can't beat the loneliness of parting, and parents' white hair is often seen in videos; Seeing a family of three shopping in the street ... she turned her head sadly.
Rain is falling all still hasn't come home this Spring Festival. At that time, it was very cold outside, but it was very lively; Home is warm, but lonely. She just wants to go out for a walk and feel the excitement.
After the Lantern Festival, the weather in early spring is still very cold. People who are afraid of the cold are still wrapped in cotton-padded clothes, and the trees are still bare. Flower trees are covered with dust and have no bright colors.
It's been almost a month, and she has been in a bad mood. Xinyang is a good man, but he can't give her the happy marriage she wants. "I'm almost 30 years old. What kind of life do you want? Is life what she wants now? "
Walking alone in the streets of Beijing with the lights on. In the big city, there is no light to illuminate her.
If the waiting has no ending, then choose to leave when there is no regret.
She told Xinyang about her own decision. Xinyang was very sad, but he didn't stop it or keep it. Because he knew he wouldn't give her too much. Xinyang gave her 200,000 yuan as compensation and living expenses in the future. Xiaoxue did not refuse.
On the day of leaving, Xinyang sent her to the station, and they didn't talk all the way.
Sitting on the train, she felt much more relaxed. This kind of relaxation seems to be too long. Looking out of the window, weeping willows are slightly shrouded in green fog. The magnolia tree is covered with flowers and bones, as if it were going to crack.
Maybe this is life! People learn to grow in pain.
I don't want to blame Xinyang too much, I don't want to judge her too much, and I don't want to sympathize with Xinyang's wife too much.
Fortress Besieged says, "Marriage is a besieged city. People outside the city want to go in and people in the city want to come out. "
I just want to say, may the lovers in the world be happy.
May all the good people in the world find their true love. ?