I am pregnant now, so I no longer have a job. I used to have a business loan with my husband of about 50,000 yuan. When I return home to raise a baby, my parents will not only not understand your current difficulties, but will just ignore them. of request. I never expected my parents to give me anything or help me, but they put endless burdens on me even when they could at least take care of themselves. Now all the pressure is on my husband's shoulders. My husband is working alone in other places. It's really hard. I feel sorry for my husband. Every month, my husband has to pay back the loan, pay the rent, and give me living expenses. It's really stressful. . I didn’t want this baby, but I really couldn’t let it go. Speaking of the past, I have been out of society since I was 16 years old and working outside. Every time my parents called me, they said they had no money and they never cared about whether I was living well outside. A lot of sadness over the years, really tiring. I have communicated with them countless times and told them to take care of themselves while they are still able to work. I will take care of them when they get old. However, they are still so idle and feel that it is easy to ask for money, but the money I earn is not a big wind. It blew here. Later, I met my husband. My husband’s family is not rich. He can say he has nothing, but he is a very good character, very motivated and responsible, and he is also very good to me. At that time, my father was particularly opposed to it because he had no money and wanted a large betrothal gift so that he could use it without working. Later, I secretly married my husband naked. Speaking of this family, I feel really sad. Strangers like me, come on! We cannot change our family, we must work harder for our own tomorrow.