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In my subconscious, my family is very happy. My father is a teacher in a school in the county, with a gentle temper and serious work. My mother is the manager of a supermarket. In my impression, they seldom quarrel with each other. I grew up under their care.
In my memory, my mother seldom dresses up and looks a little old-fashioned, but she looks simple and natural, talking to people, natural and graceful, and her face is always full of smiles.
But now I obviously feel that my mother has changed. I think she started with square dancing.
Since last June 165438+ 10, she has to put on makeup almost every time she goes out, take photos in front of the mirror and change clothes over and over again. Sometimes she stays in the bathroom for more than half an hour, which makes me feel particularly abnormal. I remember when I was in junior high school, one of my father's close classmates went to Korea on business. My father asked him to help me bring my mother a set of cosmetics, which cost more than 600 yuan. My mother was very angry when she saw it, and she had a quarrel with her father, saying that he squandered money.
Listen to my father, every night after dinner, my mother is anxious to go out and dance in the square dance, and all the work at home is given to my father. My father is the head teacher of the school, and the work pressure is quite great, while my mother's work is much easier, but my father washes dishes and mops the floor quietly without complaint.
Although I am a resident, I only go home once a month, but I know that my mother's phone calls and text messages are increasing, and I rarely have a quiet meal with us. She used to hate texting, but now she often smiles at her mobile phone. Every time she calls, she gets up to pick it up in the study and closes the door. It takes ten or twenty minutes to play.
During the Chinese New Year, my mother often mentioned that uncle Cheng in front of me, saying that the man was very skilled in dancing, humorous and gentle. I didn't take it seriously at that time. My mother often chats with him on WeChat, but after each chat, my mother deletes the chat content. I have a vague feeling that this is definitely not a good phenomenon.
Before the Spring Festival, my mother said that my unit organized a trip to Huangshan for six days. At that time, I had some doubts, but I didn't verify them. I'm worried that if my mother lies, my heart will collapse in an instant. And dad is always like an old ox. After he is busy at home, he will nest in the study to practice calligraphy and painting. I wonder if he is aware of these abnormal behaviors of his mother.
On this day in Tomb-Sweeping Day, the school is closed. That night, my mother came back from the square dance. While she was in the shower, I peeked at my mother's cell phone. I knew it was wrong to do so, but I did it anyway.
Maybe my mother forgot to delete her chat with Uncle Cheng. When I saw that scene, I was really shocked. Uncle Cheng called her "little baby" and my mother called him "my darling". Some disgusting words made me blush.
Do you know that feeling? At that moment, the line of defense in my heart suddenly fell, and I felt as if my world was about to collapse. It hurts so much that my mother who loves me suddenly becomes so strange.
According to my personal judgment, if mom and uncle Cheng don't have physical contact, the other party won't let go. My heart ached my father, and I worked hard to water the love I had managed for so many years, but the fruit was easily picked by another man.
Although my father is only 50 years old, his mentality is similar to that of his grandfather. He only knows how to make money, not how to enjoy it. He gave all his bank cards to his mother, but in the end he was ruthlessly betrayed by her.
I wanted to tell my father to spend more time with my mother when you are free, instead of just indulging in my hobbies. For his mother, material things are important, but spiritual life is equally important, but I dare not say, for fear that my father will be too worried. If he gets to the bottom of it, then the family will not end.
I want to talk to my second aunt. She has the best relationship with her mother, but her mother has a good reputation in everyone's eyes. What if my second aunt told her that she was injured and just broke the jar?
I also want to tell my mother myself, but I don't know how to say it.
I don't know whether to blame my father or mother, but I know that in a marriage, we must maintain good principles and the bottom line of marriage, so that a family can remain intact.
A few days later, my heart still hurts. I hate my mother, but I love her. I am a senior three student, and the college entrance examination will be held in more than one month, but now I have no intention to study. I beg my kind uncles and aunts to help me and show me the way. What can I do to save my family?