02, don't bother if you don't love to take care of you, lose your smile and lose your dignity.
03, words can only say to the wind, the story can only be told to their own ears.
04, then said together with you, now said to stop here is also you.
05, like a person, because there is no end so choose to continue to be friends.
06, the body's wounds and then more pain, can not withstand the heart of a scar.
07, don't ask me how I am doing, I'm afraid to open my mouth, the mouth emerges, all the flavor of loneliness.
08, I know I have missed many, always a person sad.
09, moving too little, too little truth, too few friends, too few smiles.
10, no matter what last night experienced how the sobbing, the morning up the city is still traffic
11, may you find a good man to spoil you for thousands of years.
12, if one day you find that I no longer care so much, that is not understanding is to give up.
13, don't wait until I don't want to talk to you again with sweet words to coax.
14, in my life, if there is anything I can not afford to lose, that is you.
15, you are not wrong, it is my moth to the flame.
16, I understand that the world's heart is cold but stubbornly want to seek warmth.
17, you said every word I remember, but just do not dare to remember.
18, I am sad that you finally learned to remember my good.
19, I decided not to shed tears, just like you decided to leave me generally firm.
20, we all kind of tears and laugh and say they are fine.
21, is that you put their own hot heart held out, others have the opportunity to stab a knife and stab down hard.
22, look at other people's happiness, count their own sadness.
23, no ending, no beginning, no goodbye, no loss, no gain, life is only like the first time ...
24, in the sky in Russia with red chalk drew a big peach heart.
25, later I stood alone on the street corner, in the wind to enjoy the loneliness after you left.
26, are accustomed to a person in the late night tears, but also dare not let others hear the sound.
27, you are like the wind like fog never let me see and close.
28, the most cool hearted thing is not more than I added a special concern for you, but you set up access to me.
29, sentimental sentence: scattered sadness, nowhere to rest.
30, there is no doubt that good things will always come. And when it comes late, it is not a surprise.
31, the darkest night, will see the most beautiful starlight, life is also so.
32, she is mature, understanding, not nonsense, but also do not love to laugh.
33, never regret having met anyone, just regret, how to become such a self.
34, you are like the wind that I grabbed but can not embrace, want to drink and afraid of drunken wine.
35, even if someone breaks your heart, there will always be someone who is willing to repair it.
36, the original, our feelings, from beginning to end are just a game with no end.
37, the past is flipped, the moment to understand, originally, the memory has been stranded.
38, the road is too far, there is no home, and I can only forward ......
39, we are not the lack of encounter, but the lack of retention.
40, together along the way, did not imagine a happy.
41. This strange city can no longer find anything about you.
42, love like the sea can not withstand the years of wasted, I was only the old man.
43, Cinderella's tears, like a meteor falling to the bottom of the sea pain in the heart.
44. Loneliness is probably like this: no one to accompany you to laugh, no one to bear your sorrows.
45, when you are in, you are cut. When you're not there, you're the one who's cut.
46, I am afraid that I will be in a breeze in the afternoon, suddenly remember you wet eyes.
47, simple joy diffuse happiness shimmering, this moment, throbbing shiny.
48, your cruelty to me, let me understand my own stupidity, I have lost my soul for love.
49, without the main character of the photo, there is no story to say.
50, we tend to have their heartache as a joke to tell.
51, thinking of past memories, savoring the present heartache, and reciting the future bumps in the road.
52, habit can not forget to cut, can only numb cut.
53, I drink alone, travel alone, face the cruelty of the world alone.
54, believe me believe me to our breakup, this is your trust in me.
55, we can not go back to the beginning. Once beautiful, but still not satisfied.
56. Occasionally you will cry and tears will fall quietly, it is not an illusion.
57, a person when even the air is laughing at me lonely.
58、Crying tears is the catharsis of cowardice, laughing tears is the declaration of bravery.
59, after so much sadness, so much desolation, only I am a person to resist.
60, drowning in the romantic atmosphere, love like a small lemon, sweet and sour taste.
61, from now on, the go go, the stay stay, everything is not forced.
62, if our love is wrong, may you and I have not suffered in vain.
63, you will never be able to wake up a sleepy person, but also can not move a person who does not love you.
64, I saw the cold wind, disturbing the leaves, I smelled the emotions, disturbing you and me.
65, I intermediate drinking drunkenness, very much like freedom.
66, how strong you have to be to dare to remember.
67, even if it is similar eyebrows, similar feeling, can no longer find the same smile.
68, try again, the result is still unbearable, why let yourself be scarred again.
69, with a pot of wine why walk alone, let me **** you all night wine pouring song.
70, too much hope in others, get the ultimate tragedy.
71. I want to know if there is a second when you are afraid of losing me.
72, I do not want to forget you, you dust in my memories.
73, thank you for being so busy, but also personally to hurt me. Now I'm fine, thanks to your neglect.
74, when I thought I was going to die, I thought of you in my heart.
75, love you love to hopeless, want you to think of suffering.
76, perhaps, isolation is the best way to maintain my own.
77, happy to you, lonely to themselves.
78, your love is too flooded, I do not rare.
79, that song about us, you sing the ending to who heard.
80, she went to his wedding, pulling down the ring that was put on the bride.
81, quietly lived in my heart, when I left nothing to take away.
82, I miss, you no longer miss.
83, the crush is a successful mime, said it became a tragedy.
84, I love not the person who was once, but the years that were once.
85, your eyes will smile, bent into a bridge, the end is me, never arrive.
86, deep twilight. Or shallow sadness.
87, accustomed to a person adapted to hold tight arms cowering in the cold temperature.
88, dyed fingers years, if we meet, will still hold hands.
89, even if someone breaks your heart, there will always be someone who is willing to repair it.
90, years like water in a hurry, how many years to describe.
91, youth, is to bear all the injuries, and then strong, and then grow, and ultimately forget.
92, because I care about you, so I always explain, and you always say I'm covering up.
93, who belongs to take back, I do not need others to throw things.
94, if someone caught you, for what I am willing.
95, I want to cry, but, I no longer know how to shed tears.
96, everyone has a scar in their heart, that is where the sky once collapsed.
97, even if he has a thousand bad ten thousand failures can I still love him.
98, desperate not to let the side of the people sad, but found that the original injury is my own.
99. On that day, we chose to make a long story short.
100, was cared about people ignore, will be very sad, and pretend not to care, will be more sad.
My sadness of nowhere
My sadness of nowhere
Finally, I was finally able to pen into words, organize my arms of sadness of nowhere, for my father to write this texture like salt anniversary, still can not restrain the tears weeping, all the past is clear as yesterday, the sound of the face is still in front of the eyes, but it is so painful for me to my heart and lungs!
More than four years ago in the morning, without any signs, but also without a little psychological preparation, uncle called, tone of voice, told me to let me hurry to take the child back to their hometown, and urgently asked the reason, said his father accidentally fell from a high place resulting in a cerebral hemorrhage, is in the hospital resuscitation. A hear rescue, and then think of the tone of the phone in the uncle, I have been all weak, heart over and over again praying for God to keep my old father, praying for my father to wait for me. But in fact, uncle called me when my father has been forever long sleep, the reason why that is worried about my acceptance of the expediency of a time. I still know the truth before the trip, the moment I as if the head encountered a stick, the boom did not know what to do, and so I was awake again, I only cry for heaven and earth, my heart aches ah, I want to grab all the things that hurt, as if that is the father's soul of the fading away, the heart of the time only one idea, the father can not be so give up us and go. When I rushed home all the way to dust, see the home door is posted on the black letter of the white paper couplets, the brain instantly blank, straight feel my heart a petal broken open, this is how unbelievable the fact that ah, half a month ago, the Fourth of July holiday with my father and father to spend the scene as if it were yesterday before the departure of the father to send me, at this time, we have been separated, I was paralyzed in front of the house, no longer able to take a step, flow of tears! Tears all the way out again, I called my father one after another, how many times to go home, my father is far away to pick me up ah, but, my heart-breaking call did not respond, I can no longer hear my father's answer, and no longer see my father every time to meet my smiling face, in despair, I was a lot of people to help to the home of the three joss sticks, kowtow to three heads, raised his head when the tears fell like rain, through the case of the stove of the green smoke, I Saw my father, or that familiar face, full of grooves in the record of his life's pay and harvest, sparse white hair told me all his hard work and labor, my father quietly lying, eyes closed, like sleeping, but also like waiting for, seemingly peaceful, but also sad, yes, how could a father who left suddenly without any attachments? The whole day around the knees of the little grandson is three years old, is just lovely and naughty time, he was full of yard play, told everyone that grandpa fell asleep, the father must be difficult to give up that intergenerational pro-family fun, uncle died six years ago, leaving young cousins have not yet become a family, as the father of the father of the uncle to shoulder the responsibility of worrying about, how can he feel at ease to leave, and the mother, there are still children, which is not a heart and hung up on the heart? However, the father is still gone, gone in such a hurry, gone he did not expect! If there is a road to the Yellow Springs, the father how to open that difficult to leave the footsteps, if there is a platform to look at the countryside, the father and how to step a look back?
I began to watch the night for my father, kneeling beside him night after night, looking at him all night long, recalling what my father had told me about his life, imagining my father's journey, and I told him that I was full of words, even though my father couldn't hear them any more, and that I only hoped that the few days with my father would pass slower and slower, and that I would be able to see my father for only a few days. In those days, my feelings were always wandering between doubt and sobriety, sometimes I felt that my father was with me, and my home was still as warm as before, and sometimes I told myself that my father was really gone, and that I would never see him again in this world. Until I watched my father's coffin was buried by a shovel of yellow soil, until my front is a pile of new new yellow soil, I believe, my heart once again torn open, empty without support, I wooden kneeling, a kind of never-before-seen cold from the soles of my feet, wrapped me, I want to cry but can not shed a tear, my heart has been hurt to the extent that I have lost consciousness!
My father's sudden death, leaving me often wake up in the middle of the night, I always dream of my father in the middle of the night, but also to determine whether my father has really passed away, always dreaming that my father is alive in the old home or back from the dead, the surprise to see my father again, often in a daze, I can not distinguish between dream and reality. I can't help but think of my father, think of the past, the shadows of my father are everywhere in the house, and every trace of him is touching and evocative! Everyone in the family, look at each other without words, but the heart is in the same, this kind of loss of loved ones, blood and blood pain, can only be borne alone, alone to resolve. Often guide yourself, but life's most natural law of old age, illness and death, who can not change, such as the old family relatives advised me the same: you just think about some of it, even if your father live a eighty or ninety years old, or even a hundred years old you still can not let go! It's best for your father to go like this, without suffering a bit! But how can I let go, when the ladder linking life suddenly breaks, how can my heart bear such pain? How many times I went back to the home that gave birth to me and raised me, everything is still the same, but things are not the same, no father's home through a kind of bleak mutilation, and even, and even at one time I was afraid to go home for fear of that sadness, for fear that my sadness touches all of my loved ones. (Sentimental) how many years, is the father with his wisdom and perseverance to hold up our family, is the father to give us warmth and strength, each of us, in fact, early used to life in the droplets are the father's opinion, but he went, went in such a hurry, and even too late to leave a word, let his children to see his last glance! Those days, even think as if not dare, has been so painful, night and day tears, in this world, who else can hold up a side of the sky for me without rain? Once, how peacefully I enjoyed the care from my parents, and so have their own home, and so do their own mother, day by day, only to know that this love needs to pay how much effort and energy, only to y appreciate my parents to raise my pain and hardship, yes, raising children know parents grace, in that era, that hard and poor family circumstances, as the head of the family's father, the weight of the shoulders can be imagined, and the young me and the weak and vulnerable. The young me and weak and sick, I must have cost my parents a lot of effort, it is not easy to raise, let alone my parents gave me today's life! Remember what my father used to say before he was born: parents' hearts on the children, children's hearts on the stone, since childhood, I have always relied so much on my father's selfless care, as a daughter, how much I did for my father, and this is what I can't face up to and hard to let go of the real and true pain. Once, I also had a dream, had a plan, there are many can be counted as filial wishes, but always because of many trivial this or that reason did not materialize, I finally I did not do my filial piety, and my father can no longer wait for me to do my filial piety, life is always such a lack of, the trees want to be quiet but the wind does not stop, the child wants to raise and not wait for his parents, regrets and self-reproach often make my heart suffered a lot of torment. I think I'm still hypocritical, not into the reality of filial piety, how can be considered filial piety, and how can I say filial piety to my father's spirit in heaven? Compared to my father's love for me like mountains and sea water, what I have done is not even a little bit!
I should have given my father the old age, so that he is also like me around the leisurely walk or the spirit of the old man who danced in the square as a happy and comfortable old age, and how I hope to be able to help him, strolling in the river willow bank, that is how happy and warm, think about it all let a person touched, but this is all certainly unrealistic extravagance, I've been lost to my father forever and ever! How many times, in the dream of my father, my heart is still so warm, as in the old days, there is a father's love and care, but, every time, always unable to talk to him, I can not even hear his voice, can not clearly see his face, maybe it is the reason for the separation of the two, we are two worlds after all! I heard a friend say, if you dream of the deceased and come back to life, it is the deceased has been reincarnated, then, my father must now be a lively and lovely child. This is good, we can at least breathe in the same world. I remember, before covering the coffin for my father, and my father to do the last goodbye, my brother and I put our beloved things in his body, I hope that my father in the ground will not feel lonely, tucked in my father's clothes, looking at his face seems to be asleep I said: father, the next life to reincarnate in a good family, don't be as hard as in this life! I hope that my dear father is now enjoying a warm and rich family love, healthy and happy growth, but I still sad, my heart is still very painful, a trace of pain to the depths, how much I hope that this love, can be given by me, not for anything else, just for my life owes my father's great kindness!
Father's fourth anniversary of the day of sacrifice, the family went to pay tribute, so I want to call a father again, this incomparable warmth of the name, there has been a long time from my mouth, this only name, has been buried with his father, in addition to miss, from now on with me forever! I think, if there is a heaven, my father must be gazing at me from a high place, if we can get together, his old man must not be alone, the deceased relatives will be together, I do not know how far away heaven is, I can not imagine the distance between. Is heaven far away? As if it is not far away, across the pile of yellow earth, where my father is sleeping; heaven is close, it seems not close, through countless thoughts, we have never seen the possibility of meeting. Nevertheless, I am still superstitious and would rather believe that a greeting and a blessing can reach heaven and fall into my father's heart. There are always some things are eternal, such as our flesh and blood connected to the family, there are always some things are endless, such as my father's longing, I believe that the distance of the soul, in fact, only a stone's throw away, in my life's bag, loaded with my father to give me a high heaven and thick earth like the grace of nurturing! Memories of the past days, the taste of the father's hard work, those who flow like water flowed through the years, the wheel like driving through the light of day, and do not pull my thoughts of the warp and woof, if the past are melted into droplets, they must have converged into a salty tidal wave, in my heart and sea surging ceaselessly!
Hurt to nowhere to hide the sentimental sentences
1. Love has come and gone, obsessed and hated, hurt to understand that everything is wrong.
2. Love, either let a person mature, or let a person fall.
3. Don't comfort me if you leave me, you should know that every time you sew, you will encounter the pain of piercing.
4. Lift up and put down is called lifting weights, lift up and put down is called carrying weights. Unfortunately, most people's love is weight-bearing.
5. I will come back and bring back the fragrance of cottonwood and bauhinia, and then tell you that I have found paradise.
6. We are like a needle on the surface, constantly turning, a side turn, a side look at the time to rush away, but can not do anything
7. I thought that everything has not changed as long as I am happy to re-entry into the embrace of your whole life does not come out, in fact, everything has been a sea of change, I am like a nautilus hide in the shell of a long time to sleep, and so I probe my head to measure the world, my original dwelling time, the world of the world, the world of the world, the world of the world.
8. Forever love is to abide by the original promise.
9. Disappointment, sometimes is a kind of happiness, because there are expectations so will be disappointed. Because there is love, there will be expectations, so even if the disappointment, but also a kind of happiness, although this kind of happiness a little pain.
10. On the road of love, two people are good, three people are too much.
11. The wine of love, two people drink is manna! Three people drink is sour vinegar! The first thing you need to do is to drink it casually!
12. There is no right and wrong, only worth and not worth. Love is a kind of encounter, some people in the wrong time to meet, can only pass by, become a kind of regret
13. Because of love, so compassion: because know, so tolerance.
14. Without your world, there is no love, no air, no sunshine, no you want me to how to live?
15. No one deserves your tears, and those who deserve you to do so will not let you cry.
16. There is no soft love in the hard city, life is not Lin Daiyu, not because of sadness and flavor.
17. Love is a lonely lie, and fate is the purveyor of lies.
18. Losing someone, the worst is no better than, he is close by, but as if far away in the sky.
19. There is no unfinished story in the world, only the heart that has not died.
20. What does it mean to be happy? It is to hide your sadness and smile at everyone
21. I squatted on the side of the road and cried like a child.
22. I love you not because of who you are, but who I can be in front of you.
23. We often doubt ourselves, obviously the conditions are not bad, why there is no other half, and those who are not so beautiful, not so cute, not so funny, but has an enviable relationship, why? I think it's because we are all too careful, too cautious and too afraid to love, right? We will be their own feelings packaged well, do not let the other side found for the so-called reserve and fear, choose to wait, choose to give up, choose to miss.
24. Maybe love is just because of loneliness. Need to find someone to love. Even without any ending.
25. Give yourself a chance to be capricious, so that you are free to be capricious once. After the capricious turn, to be capricious no longer persistent, to be capricious no longer give up, to be capricious free, to be capricious a person bravely go forward, fearless courage to go forward. Only we ourselves know that the armor of pride, mounted in a fragile shell.
26. Every late at night, I feel lonely twice as much heartache, lonely hearts are fragile, always see other people in pairs, only to feel that a person is so lonely, just sincere is not, sincere is not counted.
27. The dream is gone, the heart is broken, stay just in preparation for leaving.
28. Only after the loss do you know how to cherish the people you have lost, but still do not know how to cherish the people around you. People are sometimes the most stupid animals, always want to let themselves and love you into the whirlpool of pain and sadness. Love is the dominant force that produces this vortex.
29. That day, she realized that every he was she refused to fall tears; and she, he was lost in the end of the world of flowers
30. would rather laugh and shed tears than cry and say regret!
31. When the shoulder to rely on is not there, when my tears flow dry, when I decided to let go, my heart is not there.
32. How I would like to wake up every morning and see you and the sun, you rubbed my hair and said, baby get up. How I would love to be by your side, blessing you, being naughty with you, bringing you my smile, we have never been separated. How I want to grow old with you until everything slowly passes away and we are still with each other. In fact, even if you don't do any of these, as long as you are by my side, I am already enough. Just, I always forget that you have already left.
33. Everything is like a slide, all the way down the reckless and flamboyant smile, and finally fell heavily on the bottom, head broken and bleeding.
34. Adults, I began to feel responsibility, not pressure.
35. A person for a long time, in addition to loneliness point is still quite happy. I'm not sure if I'm a good person, but I'm a good person, and I'm a good person. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands dirty. The first thing you need to do is to get a good deal of money for the money you're spending on the money. A person long time, hear see other people a pair of very sweet, heart more or less will be a little mind. A person for a long time, will be more and more rational, more and more realistic. A person for a long time, it will be addictive
36. To not say that people have a sense of pre-consciousness, as a child want to grow up, grow up and want to die
37. A little lonely, I do not know how to say, so that it passed away in silence, I went, in fact, it did not come, just the night of the heart is exceptionally soft.
38. pro, I said you wait for me, wait for me to come to you brightly. Now, I look back, but only see you and his back. I do not believe that person exists. I also don't want to believe can't believe. After the next time, I can't hear the song you sang, I can't hear your happy smile, I can't hear your sweet pampering. You said, from now on I am no longer qualified.
39. Some people, can not afford to fail more than once. Really cowardly!
40. There is a good saying. Love a person does not have to have, but have a person must be seriously to love. Who can we do so sacred? Can not, so the harm is doomed.
41. It turns out that everyone is so fragile, and there is no such thing as strong.
42. Just I want to write so many love clutch if, should understand, love is two people's old age, not a person's wishful thinking.
43. Love is like a dream, once you wake up, you can never go back or start over again, and the pink candy you get in your dream is more and more sweet, and will disappear with it, no matter how much you are attached to it, you have to learn to accept and forget.
44. Can fall tears, no tissue, no shoulder.
45. When a person who loves you y changes for you, it is because he loves you; when you meet someone who puts away his stubborn temper for you, it is also because he loves you; and he makes your interests his interests as well, or because he loves you. --If you find such a person around you, please cherish him. The little fish that slips away is always the most beautiful; the lost lover always understands you the most.
46. Lost in the rain, lost to the wind, forgotten like yesterday's running water, at the end of the sea, the sunset with you through. The star of enlightenment is the language! Love, tears in the dream!
47. From the day I met you, I pleaded with you in my heart, if life is a one-way street, please walk in front of me from now on, so that I can see you at all times; if life is a two-way street, please let me hold your hand, walking through the sea of people, and will never be lost.
48. When we look back again, precipitation may not just memory, those as the wind of the past, those as the song of the years, are in the meditative thoughts drifted away. Have should be cherished; after all, missed, is never to find back. I hope that the world's lovers have become a family.
49. Efforts so long, or to do back to strangers. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm sure I'll be able to.
50. I always like to say a word, want to love, do not be afraid to hurt. Encourage others at the same time, the same in encouraging themselves. Who is not afraid to hurt? I admit, I am afraid, very afraid.
51. If I can continue to wait, if time can stay down, if there is no if?
52. I think, when the child is born, I will take him to a place, there is such an old house, facing the sea, spring flowers. At the place of spring flowers, I will be like a white baby, clean and thoughtful, thinking of the poplar.
53. My lifelong waiting, in exchange for your momentary gaze.
54. When tomorrow became today became yesterday, and finally became the memory of a day no longer important, we suddenly found ourselves in the unconscious has been pushed forward by time, this is not a stationary train, and the neighboring train crossing, as if they are advancing in the illusion, but we are real in the growth in this matter into another self.
55. Each of us is living in their own past, people will spend a minute to recognize a person, an hour to like a person, and then a day to fall in love with a person, and in the end it is, but to spend a lifetime to forget a person.
56. The sky began to clear, the breeze crossed, so gentle, like every time you stole a kiss on my cheek, I smiled, simply because of the memory of you.
57. A person can fall in love with a lot of people in his life, and when you get the happiness that really belongs to you, you will understand that together with the pain is actually a kind of wealth, which allows you to learn to better grasp and cherish the people you love.
58. When you are young, you will want to talk about love many times, but with the growth of age, finally realized that love a person, even with a lifetime of time, or will be too enough. Slowly to understand this person, sympathize with this person, until the love, is the need to have a very broad-minded to do.