When I saw Xiang Jian for the first time, I couldn't help but marvel, this girl should only exist in heaven.
Her snow-colored skirt was as graceful as smoke, like a snow lotus, clear and pure, blooming on the top of the ice and snow mountain. Such a dazzling and stunning appearance made me forget to breathe for a moment.
But she actually hated me so much that she wanted to kill me to avenge her fiancé.
Regardless of everyone's objections and her wishes, I forcibly included her in the harem and gave her Chengqian Palace to live in. According to the Qiankun, only beloved concubines can stay in the palace. It was perfect for her to inherit the Qian Palace.
Such a stunning woman, such a treasure, only I deserve to have her.
I was crazy about her and sent countless treasures to the Chengqian Palace for her to enjoy, but she was completely dismissive of it. She even got angry and broke these treasures into pieces.
She always refused to change out of her mourning clothes and prayed for her fiancé every day. I did not anger her, but carefully coaxed her and tolerated her.
I have never been so patient and tolerant towards any woman. I know I am going crazy, but I have no choice. I am completely out of control. I want to win her by doing anything. A smile.
The more frosty she is, the more deeply I am obsessed with her.
I am the emperor and the master of thousands of miles of land. Her beauty is most suitable only if she stays by my side. I can conquer the most ferocious tribe, and I will definitely conquer her.
But she is stubborn and I keep asking for her but not getting it. It is inevitable that I will have endless troubles in my heart.
Pian Yongzhang came to pay his respects. When he mentioned that Concubine Chun was in poor health, he actually said that it was Xiang Jian Ke. He also mentioned that there were many rumors inside and outside the palace, saying that Xiang Jian was an evildoer, a murderer, and his clan had perished. Now, Entering the palace is to shake the Qing Dynasty.
I suddenly became furious and yelled at Yongzhang. I scolded him for most of an hour before kicking him out.
Yongzhang is really getting worse and worse. As the head of the princes, he dares to be so disrespectful to Xiangjian. Concubine Chun, who has been in the palace for a long time, is so ignorant that she kneels in the heavy rain. Please forgive me in Yangxin Hall. Caused turmoil in the harem. If it weren't for her instigation, how could Yongzhang be so good at talking about palace matters.
Ruyi came to plead for Chunfei, mother and son, and I told her my thoughts about Xiangjian, which I wanted but could not get. In this palace, I could only tell her my thoughts. But I forgot that Ruyi is by no means a woman with no desires, no demands, and no heart. She can let me tell her my heartfelt infatuation for other women.
She was moved by emotion and comforted me sadly, not to cause unrest in the Sixth House and discord between father and son because of a new person.
But I couldn't listen at all and cut off her comfort. It was not the harem's turn to discuss my matter. All kinds of right and wrong are caused by the jealousy and gossip of the women in the harem. They did so many shameful things behind my back. There is no guarantee that a pure concubine will be clean.
In order to quell the complaints of the Sixth Palace and for the sake of royal dignity, I promoted Concubine Chun to the title of Imperial Concubine. This can also block those long mouths.
Yongzhang and Chunfei passed away successively, but it did not cause much disturbance in my heart. Birth, old age, illness and death are just natural laws. Although they are all my relatives, I am not close to them. A man who plotted against my son and my concubine. Why should I take them to heart?
I am still infatuated with Xiang Jian as always, hoping to truly possess her, but I don’t expect that she is still so stubborn and will not hesitate to destroy her appearance to compete with me. When I was fighting for the dagger with her, I was unfortunately killed. She cut her arm.
Damaging the dragon's body is a serious crime that involves the nine tribes. I don't want to make this matter public, so I can only send someone to bring Ruyi.
If this matter spreads and is known to the Queen Mother and ministers, it will definitely cause an uproar. They will definitely force Xiang Jian to leave the palace. Ruyi is the only person I trust, and I only dare to talk to her about this matter. Know.
But she was offensive and said that I was hurt for a woman and acted so recklessly. In fact, it should not be done by an emperor.
I could hear dissatisfaction and anger in her voice, but she is my queen and she should share my worries.
There is never anyone I can’t get or anything I can’t do. Xiangjian is the only one. I don’t want to leave any regrets.
So, I asked Ruyi to persuade Xiangjian to stay with me.
She is my queen and should assume the responsibilities of the middle palace, rather than focusing on the love between my children.
Ruyi is as cold as ice, saying that I have put her in a dilemma. When did she become so disrespectful and always so disobedient to me?
We are both queens. If Lang Hua were still here, she would definitely fulfill her duty as a queen and handle everything properly for me. Why would Ruyi be so disobedient to me? Conflict with me again and again.
I thought she understood me, but I didn’t think so.
But she still fulfilled her duties as queen. Go and persuade Xiang Jian for me.
Xiang Jian finally became my concubine. Although she wore the same palace clothes as other concubines, her beauty was like the clear moonlight passing over the glass. She was so beautiful that she was so awe-inspiring that I Suddenly, she felt that all the concubines in the harem, except her, were nothing but filth.
But she is still cold to me. I know that although she is willing to serve me, her heart does not belong to me. If she can give birth to my child, will she be willing to follow me?
But Ruyi’s bowl of sterilization soup put an end to my obsession.
I didn’t expect Ruyi to look like this, like a jealous woman. This is the queen I personally selected.
She didn't even know how to repent, and hurt the thing in my heart that I couldn't touch the most. She said that I was wishful thinking and would never win Xiang Jian's heart. I slapped her hard. I have never flicked a finger on her, but now, she is also such a jealous woman. I can no longer allow her to be so rude to me.
I will leave all the affairs of the Sixth Palace to Concubine Ling. She has given birth to children one after another and is gentle and gentle. I will never choose another concubine who is as ignorant as Ruyi to handle the Sixth Palace. Palace matters.
After Xiangmi slowly recovered, she gradually became a little more submissive, but she was still cold and would sneer at me or even ridicule me. Although I still dote on her, I no longer have the original passion and obsession. New people are being brought in all the time, and I prefer gentle and gentle women like Concubine Ling to serve me. They always flatter me with smiles on their faces and try their best to please me.
Ruyi and I became increasingly distant from each other because of the incense meeting. She had not been to Yangxin Hall for half a year, and she probably did not want to see me. You want to keep being at odds with me like this.
She is my queen, but she always acts according to her temperament. When Langya was alive, everything went according to my wishes, and she would never act like her.
During this period, Wanbi compiled the memorial essays I had written for Langya. Wanbi had always been silent, and it was rare for her to have such thoughts, so that she could express my memory of Langya. Organized by words and phrases. I myself felt regretful and moved when I saw it.
I remember that when Lang Hua was alive, she was gentle and docile. She never dared to disobey me, nor was she jealous, nor was she sarcastic towards me. Ruyi, on the other hand, takes offense in everything and doesn't know how to be respectful. He is still an extremely stubborn and awkward person, and he never gives in to me easily. Has she forgotten that I am the emperor? How could the emperor bow to others so easily?
Another year of visiting Mulan. I thought that coming to the vast grassland would ease the estrangement between me and Ruyi, but I didn’t expect that the gap between me and her would become deeper and deeper.
In Mulan Paddock, Yongji was held hostage. Yongqi and Ling Yunche rescued Yongji and Ruyi safely. However, Ling Yunche sacrificed his life to save Ruyi, which always made me feel a little unhappy. The way he looked at Ruyi was not at all like a slave looking at his master. I am a man and I understand the affection he felt when he held Ruyi in his arms. Although there was no evidence, my mind was full of doubts.
Yongji is my legitimate son, but he is held hostage and is so scared that it is useless. How will he inherit my throne in the future?
I am approaching the age when I know my destiny, and only Yongqi is still a capable person. However, Yongqi lacks the identity of a direct descendant, so I can only place high hopes on Yongji, hoping that he can have Yongqi's talent and diligence are even half as good.
But this child’s talent is limited. If Yonglian was still alive, why should I be so worried? Yonglian became enlightened at the age of four. He worked hard in the morning and at night, and never missed a day. I think it was because of Lang Hua's painstaking teachings that he had such an outstanding legitimate son.
I went to visit Yongji and told Ruyi my worries, but I didn’t want her to look sad.
Ask me aggressively, what do you care about? Which is more important, the deep love between the licker and the calf, or the face of the monarch and his ministers? Is the safety and health of the child more important, or is the face in front of others more important?
I didn’t expect that she would be so vocal about her dissatisfaction with me in front of her children.
What I want is not only a prince, but also the heir to this world. I am the emperor of the Qing Dynasty, and I must consider everything as an emperor first.
Although she looked calm, her words were shocking: Your Majesty, you are a father and a husband.
I yelled at her for being so presumptuous. She thinks she can interfere with me because she is the queen? Shake me? You can speak arrogantly to me and speak out against me.
The queen is also my slave and must obey me. The Queen is the role model of the Sixth Palace, the role model for women in the world. If the Queen obeys, then the women in the harem and the world will obey. I will never allow my queen to disobey me. Ruyi is the queen I personally chose, so she must obey me.
After returning to the palace from Mulan Paddock, Ruyi once again took refuge in Yikun Palace, and never had a word with me again. Although we often see her at ceremonies, they both maintain a solemn look and do not communicate with each other. There were almost no opportunities to meet in private. Even when it came to matters in the palace, Concubine Ling was always by her side. As a result, what he said became more and more high-sounding.
Sometimes even I feel confused. How long has it been since she smiled sincerely at me? When we were in love with each other, there were endless things to say, but now, there is only mutual suspicion and silence.
In the early winter season, there were many rumors in the palace that she had an affair with Ling Yunche. I asked Yu Hu to investigate secretly, but there was no evidence.
But I am still a little worried. The groundless rumors may not be unreasonable. I must ask Ruyi personally, but as soon as these words are spoken, they will hurt others. However, it is better to hurt others than to make me sad.
Before I had time to ask Ruyi, Concubine Yu and Mao Qian came to report that Ruyi had an affair with Ling Yunche.
Although there is finally evidence that Ruyi and Ling Yunzhe are innocent, I still don't believe that there is no personal relationship between them.
There are a lot of rumors in the palace, why are they rumored to be between her and Ling Yunche? Moreover, on that day at Mulan Paddock, I saw with my own eyes the way Ling Yunche looked at her. How can I not be suspicious?
Ruyi and I have been talking to each other for decades, and we have been close to each other, but now we are silent about each other, only indifference and alienation. Just like the shadows on the ground, they seem to be close and inseparable, but they are already farther and farther apart.
It would not be an exaggeration for Ling Yunzhe to be sent to Ning Guta for his treason. Ruyi actually defended him like this. Ever since Yongjing died young and Xiangjian entered the palace, Ruyi has been angry with me for a long time and ignored me. Is it because of Ling Yunzhe that she is so alienated from me?
She spoke arrogantly, saying that my mind was as big as a straw and could not tolerate anything that was not in line with me. Her eyes were as cold as frost, with a stubbornness that refused to give in.
I was in a daze, and I actually forgot about my anger. I only felt that the woman in front of me was so strange. she? Is she still the same Qingying as before?
The world is lonely and the night is silent. I learned more truth from the mouths of Mao Qian and Zhao Jiuxiao.
When Yongxuan fell off his horse, everyone spread the rumor that Yongqi had killed him. I asked Ling Yunche to investigate the matter, but he kept a lot of secrets from me and hid the saddle that killed Yongxuan for many years.
He has no dealings with Concubine Yu, and the only one who can make him do such a deceiving thing is Ruyi.
Ruyi? She and Concubine Jia have had a grudge for many years, and it makes sense that Yongxuan fell off his horse, but why should she blame Yongqi? Yong Qi was raised by her alone.
Could it be that because Yongqi is so talented and I value Yongqi so much, she wants to get rid of her strong rival for her son?
In the end, the matter failed, but Concubine Jia was unwilling to do so and indirectly killed my Jing Si?
I only felt that the blood started to become cold from the soles of my feet, slowly stagnated, and slowly pushed up to my chest. Condensation in the mouthpiece. Even the chill forced out of the palms of my hands was like freezing raindrops, dripping coldly.
I used to really feel that Ruyi was sincere to me, but now, I really can’t understand it. If there is a sharp edge hidden behind this sincerity, then I really can’t avoid it.
Ling Yunche, this audacious dog slave, killing him a thousand times will not be enough to relieve the hatred in my heart.
I secretly sent someone to castrate Ling Yunche, and arranged for him to serve as a serving eunuch in Ruyi Palace. I just had to watch them both feel uncomfortable, and then I could relieve the sullenness in my heart. untie.
I still couldn't vent my anger after torturing and humiliating them like this, so I sent Ling Yunche to the Sentence Division. This lowly slave, I must let him suffer all kinds of torture.
Unexpectedly, Ruyi would have someone execute him so quickly, and he would be sentenced to death. Although I was a little surprised, I was also relieved. Ruyi's doing this can be regarded as proving his innocence. It's just that Ling Yunche died so quickly. It finally gave him an advantage. I ordered Yongqi to throw him into a mass grave, even if he died. I also want him to die in the wilderness.
The drizzle fell one after another, and the entire Forbidden City became increasingly lonely. When I feel depressed, I like to go to Baoyue Tower more and more. Xiang Jian's upright temperament is a bit like the original Ruyi. Even if there is no love in bed, even if Xiangjian almost ignores me, I still like to face her to get this rare tranquility.
No one in the palace dared to mention Ling Yunche, but only Xiangjian dared to mention it in front of me. She really said whatever she wanted.
She said that the knot in my heart was still unresolved, and I was afraid that I would drift further and further away from the queen.
Xiang Jian accused me mercilessly: "Your Majesty, you must not have been like this before. If the queen at that time knew that you were such a suspicious, awkward, willful person, she would have wanted to kill you. Hanged under the cherry blossom tree."
I was immediately stunned. No one had ever dared to talk to me like this, but there was a trace of fear in my heart. If what Xiang Jian said was true, then Will I lose Ruyi?
I couldn't help but shudder and scolded Xiang Jian for becoming more and more unruly.
She looked at me sarcastically, with a slight coldness on her lips: "This is what I would say, you will be safe when you go to Concubine Ling's place, but why don't you want to go? Because you I also know that you don’t want to hear perfunctory and flattering words at this time.”
I was speechless, yes, maybe Baoyue Tower is the last place where I can hear the truth. Ruyi had already lazily told me, and others didn't dare to say anything, but Xiangjian always said what he had to say. I can't afford to lose another place to hear the truth.
Every time I step into the harem, there are flowers everywhere and people are busy. Those delicate and beautiful faces all smile and flatter. But when I look around the Sixth House, I still feel empty. Therefore, I want to tour the south again to relax my mind.
Ruyi lived in Jiangnan when she was young, and she also liked the Suzhou and Hangzhou areas. Suddenly he remembered that the days of loving her during their wedding were long gone.
On the day I first arrived in Hangzhou, there was a bit of cold rain, and the world was so gentle. It seemed like I had returned to the time when I first came to Hangzhou, when Ruyi and I were admiring plum blossoms in Gushan. Wandering under the shadow of plum blossoms, walking together on the lonely mountain road. At that time, she was smiling, gentle and gentle.
Today, she has not seen me for a long time, and she is still as cold as ever, without even a trace of smile towards me.
I was not interested, so I sent a singer to sing for me. At this moment, I need singing and dancing to entertain myself.
The singers in Jiangnan are all delicate and delicate, all of them petite and exquisite. Their postures are weak, I feel pity for them, every frown and smile is full of charm, their pink faces are full of beauty, they are like pieces of colorful clouds, clinging to my side. These fireworks women are different from the reserved women in the palace, each of them can be seen from a distance and can be seen as obscene. Play. The secular world is extremely friendly, like a green willow in a Zhangtai, which can be climbed and broken at will.
Each of them is like a white jade fan pendant. They are all beautiful things and I can’t put them down.
At this moment, I just want to sink in the gentle land. I played songs with them every night, singing to the beauty of the mountains and rivers, mesmerized.
But he didn’t want Ruyi’s sudden visit to break the charm of this room.
With a gloomy look on her face, she drove all the women out. Although I was greatly disappointed, I couldn't get angry.
Everyone dispersed, leaving me and her alone, feeling even more embarrassed and embarrassed. There was no smile on Ruyi's face, and she looked even more cold and charming.
She comforted me not to indulge in temporary indulgence and leave the name of a brothel, and not to tarnish the holy name due to temporary pleasure.
I could no longer listen to her advice. During the dispute, I slapped her again.
I am the emperor. In my life, I lost my mother when I was young, I lost my wife and children in middle age, I had a queen mother inside, and there was government affairs outside. I lived a peaceful and happy life for a few days. Now, I am looking for some fun. Just when she felt a little comfortable, she started to obstruct her a lot. This palm of my hand was to tell her that even if she is the queen, she is still my slave and she cannot disobey me or resist me.
She stood up indifferently and looked at me with eyes full of coldness. She had never looked at me with such eyes.
The moment she finally lost her hair, I called her name. I haven’t called her name for a long time. I wanted to try to pull her back from the abyss of determination, but found that she could never look back. I know there will never be the same thing with her again.
I issued an order overnight to send her back to the Forbidden City and confine her to Yikun Palace.
I can’t figure out why Ruyi once had such a deep love for me, but now he is so violent and arrogant? Maybe everyone will change.
Things are unpredictable, and I never thought that my best child would die in front of me. Yongqi was the child who wanted to inherit the throne, but died young.
Yongqi’s concubine reported that Ruyi had harmed Yongqi, and she secretly arranged for Yongqi to bury Ling Yunche alive without stopping to worship at all times.
She is so bold. She always says that I am suspicious of her. Even Yong Qi knows that she has an affair with Ling Yunche. She recommended Yongqi in words, but secretly she was plotting. Yongqi was forced to not even use the imperial doctor around her.
How can she be worthy of being my queen? I was so angry that I slapped her again. This was the last time I hit her. I never want to see her again. I ordered people to take back her queen's treasures and never looked at her again.
After Yongqi’s funeral, I gradually calmed down. On the long street, I saw her lonely and fragile figure. I didn't want to step forward, nor did I want to step back. I watched her step into the Yikun Palace. The palace door was heavily closed again, cutting off my inquiries. look.
I am lonely and independent, letting the night wind blow the wide sleeves of my cool shirt, and my heart is as cold as frost. Suddenly I remembered that I had read a book called "New Chronicles of Yu Chu", and I could not remember the rest of it. There were only eight words that were imprinted in my mind: Lan Yin Xu Guo, who has the deepest karma now.
That’s it for me and Ruyi.
But I never thought that that would be the last time I saw her.
When the news of her death reached Mulan Paddock, she went to the bailiff to report.
She actually committed suicide. My whole body seemed to be frozen. I was speechless for a long time, and there was a deep pain in my heart.
Is she dead? She actually walked in front of me? Why did she kill herself? No nostalgia at all.
After returning in a hurry from Mulan Paddock, I have never dared to face Ruyi’s funeral ceremony, and I dared not even take a step forward. I saw the letter she left for Yongji, but she didn’t leave me a single word. Phrase. She actually hates me so much.
She hated me, why was she still wearing the hairpin I gave her when she left? Moreover, the letter she left to Yongji didn’t look like a final note. Her death has left an everlasting doubt in my mind.
I recalled Li Yu and asked him to thoroughly investigate Ruyi’s affairs. He brought Ruyi’s relics to me. It turned out to be a half-embroidered pattern, with green cherry blossoms blooming like clouds. Bright red lychee. The rest are all plain white.
I stared at it for a moment, and my eyes got wet. Then I looked at the book she had half-turned through. It turned out to be "The Horse on the Wall".
That was the first play that she and I listened to together. At that time, we were still in our prime years.
She is still thinking of me, thinking of the first time I met her, looking at each other from afar, and falling in love at first sight.
But why did you die like this after reading half of the book and retaining half of the embroidery samples?
Li Yu reported back and said that Concubine Ling Huang had visited Ruyi. Shortly after she left, Ruyi committed suicide?
Wei Yanwan? What did she say to Ruyi? Or what did you do? Did Ruyi pass away?
I am full of doubts. What did she say to Ruyi?
As time goes by, people are getting older, but only the green cherry blossoms and red lychees on the silk are still new and fresh.
Ruyi would rather die than stay here any longer. It is a grave sin for a concubine to commit suicide. She wanted to tell me that she would never share the same quilt with me in life, nor would she share the same bed with me after death. She is so cruel.
The wind whirled outside the window, like weeping and complaining, and the boundless loneliness filled me like water, sinking me to the bottom.
In this huge deep palace, no one can understand my thoughts.
Accompanied by a noble person, she is an innocent and charming woman. Although her appearance is somewhat similar to Ruyi's, she is still not as intelligent and delicate as Ruyi. But she is so innocent and innocent, and she is much cuter than those women who are burdened with ambitions and rules.
Only with such an innocent and ignorant woman by my side do I feel safe.
I learned from He Jing that on the day when Ruyi was on her way back to Beijing, Wei Yanwan actually wanted to secretly make Ruyi have an accident on the way. This undoubtedly deepened my suspicion that she was the one who harmed Ruyi.
It was a cold spring with dark clouds.
Chun Chan was poisoned by Wei Yanwan and almost died. Fortunately, she was saved by Jiang Yubin. After recovering, she immediately went to the palace to report all the evil things Wei Yanwan had done in front of me. Clearly.
This vicious woman has done many evil things, but she still doesn’t know how to repent. He did all the bad things and actually said he was forced to do so.
Why do they all say that they are forced, Jin Yuyan is like this, Wei Yanwan is like this, is it possible that for this reason, they can be forgiven for doing anything that is harmful to nature?
This poisonous woman used the most vicious words to hurt me: "Haha, Your Majesty, all those women who treated you sincerely died in your hands. Queen Xiaoxian, Concubine Shu, Madam Yikun Palace, whoever is not sincere to you is the one who forced their sincerity to death, and you are the culprit." Her words were all heart-piercing, and I just felt like there were tens of thousands of thorns in my heart. Poking at me. It hit me so hard that I had nowhere to hide.
This bitch, who is she? How dare she speak such arrogant words? I will make her life worse than death.
Looking at the broken plum blossoms all over the hall, cold regret came over my heart. It was my fault. I couldn’t help Ruyi, Langhua and Yihuan.
No matter how much regret we have, we will eventually be separated forever.
My suspicion, my willfulness, and my cold-bloodedness will eventually injure them completely. Died sadly!
I was suspicious of Langya, I was suspicious of Yihuan, and I was even more suspicious of Ruyi.
I never let Ruyi really feel at ease. I always made her suffer a lot for the sake of the overall situation. After Jingsi and Yongjing died one after another, I actually believed in the theory of celestial phenomena and refused to give up. Investigate and allow that bitch to get away with it. I'm not a good father either.
I listened to the rumors, misunderstood Ruyi and Ling Yunzhe, humiliated Ruyi in every possible way, and tortured Ling Yunzhe in every possible way.
I actually misunderstood that Ruyi killed Yongqi, which made her completely sad, so she passed away so decisively.
I dare not think about it or count it in detail, what exactly have I done to her.
I lost her after all. From now on, no one will accompany me in this deserted place.
If she had not entered the palace, but was in the outside world, where the sea and the sky were vast, her life would not have been like this.
I drove all the palace people out of the palace, leaving me alone in Meiwu. There was silence everywhere, and the old memories of my past came to my mind. I burst into tears, and regret surged into my heart.
After crying bitterly, I put on my old expression again, because I am an emperor, and emperors should not have too much kindness and affection.
It was me who forced myself to be a loner.
The night in the Forbidden City is lonely and lonely, with only the night wind wandering around. Looking around the Yangxin Hall, the surroundings are painted with pink walls, shining with gold and jade. I feel like I have become the pastel bird with gold and enamel on the shelf. The plum vase is so lonely that it is placed high up, so weak that it has no place to rest.
In my life, I have failed to do what I wanted to do. I have lost most of the love between husband and wife, the obedience of my concubines, the blessings of my children, and the kindness of my parents. I, after all, am just an isolated person in the world!
It’s finally finished, everyone has been waiting for so long. It was supposed to be published on Sunday, but when I was working on it on Saturday night, I didn’t save it. I almost vomited blood in anger. I had to start writing again. Please understand.