I'm not someone who gets insomnia, I'm someone who wakes up every day with grief.
But the night before last, I ate a piece of dark chocolate and everything changed.
The cause was that I've been in a mood to be very fat lately, so I gave myself up and went to 711 and bought a 100g bar of 80% cocoa butter content dark chocolate and, well, ate it all.
Of course, this reason was an afterthought; I didn't realize at the time that the fat was destructive in any way other than making me gain weight.
That night, I nibbled on the chocolate and moodily watched Feynman and Belle grab the chocolate cake. After that, I successively brushed will know, circle of friends, the time is already almost 11 o'clock, at this time, I made a very unreasonable decision, I want to learn the dance of Little Apple. How did I lose my mind to think of this idea is no longer available, anyway, I found it, and began to learn. I felt extremely accomplished because I actually learned it after watching it twice! This is not normal, I remember when I wanted to learn "Nobody", but I ended up learning it for an hour, and I couldn't even bear to look at the effect of the dance myself. But could the dance to "Little Apple" be that easy? Or did my natural talent suddenly explode as I approached middle age? Did the Chopstick Brothers dance like this at the launch party one day? No longer recall. Until sometime later, I did not realize that the name of that video I learned is called "Little Apple" square dance.
We all know that once a certain behavior gets its own affirmation, the motivation is huge. I began to dance "Little Apple" over and over again with chicken blood, constantly correcting my movements. I was so excited that my clothes were soaked with sweat and I was still enjoying myself, and I couldn't wait to show off my learning ability, so I actually took a selfie and posted it to my friends.
A selfie without any highlights, meaning, story or obvious appreciation is such a failure! But once a person's mood goes into overdrive, there's a reason for everything they do - existing champions kissing the earth, ancient Sisters bullying Goggles.
I was so immersed in the illusion that I was a talented dancer that I couldn't help myself, and felt that if I danced any longer my downstairs neighbors were going to come up, I finally called it quits. By now it was almost 12 o'clock and I was lying on my bed in a feverish state, feeling an endless amount of energy rushing through my entire body. At the moment I do not feel any signs of insomnia, sleep, who will not sleep, feel yourself lying in bed, open your eyes on the daybreak, the timeline as if folded like.
I closed my eyes and opened them, still black. Repeat, still black.
Oops, stop it, go to sleep.
One minute, two minutes, five minutes, ten minutes, ding! Eyes open in the darkness, small 50w*2 bulbs generally bright.
Still can't sleep, at this moment, Song Dong Ye's lyrics, like a projector, hit the curtain in my head, "in the morning of May finally lost sleep," also TM sings and says, but this is not yet the morning it, at least sleep to the morning and then lost ah!
Well, since you can not sleep, that simply do not sleep, reflect on their own, recently seems to work is not active, life is not naughty, hobbies did not develop, life is very anxious......