It was a spring day, with light rain and thunder, and the grass was long and the warblers were flying.
The third class began, and He Erxin was still hiding in the corridors of the hospital.
"Poor sleep is caused by a lack of calcium," the doctor did not raise his head, wandering in the medical records. When Er Xin thoughtfully took the medical record book to get the medicine, behind the mother finally could not stand it anymore and grabbed the book, mouth "tsk" sound, hated the iron not steel said, "This child, too meat.
Er Xin like a little tail like floating behind the mom, reluctantly dragged out of the hospital door. She cut her hair short and changed schools, hoping to start from scratch. It was only a few days before she hit the bottom of her heart and didn't want to go to school and see him again.
His name is Zhou Yi, is the next class of the sports committee, broad shoulders, small abs, long hairy legs, born a beautiful sports committee body. When I met Er Xin, their class had just won the volleyball league championship. The company's main goal is to provide the best possible service to its customers," he said.
Every school has a few of these characters, except for the study of bad everywhere quite good, and more than half of the grades are mixed with a familiar face. The first thing you need to do is to get to know each other, and then you can go back to the ball and become buddies, and everywhere you go, you like to be disliked by the dog, but you really have the dog's ability - even if you make a big mistake, you can only protect the shortness of the scolding of the two sentences, and after that, you can still wave through the city, and roam around the school.
In gym class, Er Xin and a girl who talked for the first time played badminton, and there was no tacit understanding at all. No matter what incredible goings-on the girl racketed the ball to, she picked it up without complaint. The opponent quietly changed to Zhou Yi, she did not notice as if, still spinning in circles to pick up the ball, as if she was born to pick up the ball.
With this bullying face, Zhou Yi bets that she has never said anything hard, and that she has done nothing but soft things.
In a few words, Zhou Yi borrowed a name, and then borrowed a meal card from Er Xin, and asked her what she wanted to eat. When the meal hit back, Er Xin realized that the two of them were served on a dinner plate. Seeing her feet clearly want to escape, her mouth still endure swallowing, Zhou Yi suddenly dizzy, a clenched teeth and said, "We are together, right?"
Er Xin slowly lifted her face from above the dinner plate and asked with her eyes, "What?"
? "OK?" Zhou Yi inclined his head, his face could not see the slightest hint of a joke.
Er Xin turned his eyes around, not to go away, grilled two mouthfuls of rice, as if just went to a very far place to pick up the ball, well did not hear.
After the evening study, Erxin found that Zhou Yi is still following her. She is like a street rat with a new face, walking carefully, but he is like a Liangshan good man who robbed the rich to help the poor, waving the whole way.
The neighborhood was seen from afar, Er Xin turned around and drummed up the courage of the boss, "You have something to do?"
? "Consider how?" Zhou Yi did not have a polite word, came up to the point.
? "I do not want to fall in love." Er Xin said.
? "I'm not trying to fall in love with you", Zhou Yi moved a little closer, then said, "I have a girlfriend, in the 20th middle school."
Er Xin felt that his IQ had gone to pick up the ball again, quite far.
Zhou Yi moved a little closer to her again, his breath spraying into her face. Clearly, he was insulting her intelligence!
? "Wait until you break up." Er Xin felt like she had suddenly sprouted a venomous tongue.
? "No way." Zhou Yi was decisive.
? "Then, then stay away from me." She warned in disgust, much more menacingly than just now.
? "No way." He answered even faster than he had just done.
? "Why are you pestering me?" She wondered.
"You're fat." He wasn't all joking.
Er Xin froze, not knowing what to say anymore. She wasn't fat, not since childhood. At most, puberty had only made her a bit plump, standing out a bit in a group of teenage figure classmates. She wasn't stupid, she could read it in the eyes of the boys who stole glances at her, they thought she was kinda good looking, even though she honestly thought she was sloppy.
While Ershin was frozen, a dark shadow slowly covered her forehead, eyes, and nose, eventually stopping at her lips, almost biting them and pulling away immediately.
Er Xin did not have time to react, the lips fell like pouting in mid-air, not their own.
Zhou Yi, however, walked strutting, his mouth also hissed and roared, "I kissed you goodbye, in no one's street, so that the wind obsessed with laughing at me can not refuse ...... ", a constipated phase.
(ii)
The next day is the summer solstice. The first day of the summer is the first day of the spring, the leaves are tender and the flowers are at the beginning.
After a night of apprehension, the next morning, Er Xin felt less horrible. Cheaply take advantage of it, she can only admit it. Anyway, she does not like him, do not like only kiss on the mouth, will not kiss into the heart.
She just turned into the corridor, Zhou Yi "just" from the opposite walk over.
She just turned into the corridor, and Zhou Yi just "happened" to come from the opposite side of the street. He and the people next to him were laughing and joking as they passed by her, his voice was very low, very low, and his eyes looked elsewhere, "Wait for me after school", and then walked away again.
Playing hooligan is still justified, Er Xin sighed, what to do with this scoundrel?
In fact, Zhou Yi also determined that Er Xin could not wait for him. So when he saw Er Xin in front of the school back and forth in circles, thought he was blind. The two of them tacitly walked through two streets, one after the other, and finally stopped outside the wall of a dimly lit state-owned enterprise.
Zhou Yi knew that she and he did not say, but I did not expect her actually smiled at him, smiled light all the good intentions, and then immediately bad face, a word said, "Do not look for me again."
Zhou Yi knew that Er Xin must have been driven to desperation. He also laughed back with her, in addition to the usual scoundrels, Er Xin actually also from this smile to see a bit of satisfaction and encouragement, as if he is a cheap death, just waiting for her head and face to clean up.
"No way." He refused bullishly.
"You, you're harassing me, I'm calling the police on you." Er Xin was a bit incoherent and unskillful in her threats. She from the roots of her hair to the soles of her feet are a posture of preparation for war, but that is all psychological, the body is a sponge mat without defense. "Sponge Mat" was the nickname Zhou Yi later gave her, inspired by this moment. He smiled playfully and suddenly hugged her, "Call the police? I'm sorry, but I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that.
Er Xin screamed "ah", like a murder, can be heard a few blocks away.
Zhou Yi the next day in the next class a few in and out, only to realize that Er Xin is really scared by him, even the class did not come to the. He put his book straight up in front of him and thought negatively, what's wrong with her? Is she really so stupid that she doesn't dare to go to class? That said, what could he do to her? Toad wants to eat swan meat! If she scolded him like that, he would really consider whether or not to continue. But she was at a loss for words, and her mixed pity made him feel obligated to show her a clear path.
Being with him is the way. Not to be boyfriend and girlfriend, more simple, is to be together!
As soon as the bell rang, Zhou Yi covered his stomach and jogged to block the homeroom teacher, his expression was as painful as his period.
In the afternoon, there is a new class, Er Xin can not take leave again. She walked out of the neighborhood and ran into Zhou Yi, drenched into a soup chicken, bare shoulders and short sleeves, shaking into a leaf, downcast phase let her gas dissipated a little bit.
"What the hell are you doing?" She has no patience.
"It's just being together, is that so hard?" He questioned her with a frown, as if it was something so simple that he could just agree to it, and she wouldn't even give a cop-out.
"Don't you have a girlfriend?" She knew the first time she saw him that he must have a girlfriend, just by that shameless heart and asshole smile.
"Together, just together when it's okay, not that kind of together," he explains, a little frustrated, how can he not say it clearly?
The two of them just stood frozen on the side of the road, letting the crowds of people pass by, as if there were unraveling lumps in the middle.
"It's like an owner and a pet, they're just together! But you can't say they're in love." He stared at a passing dingo and turned his head. Ersin didn't say anything.
"Do you like cats or dogs?"
"What?" Ershin hated to sew his mouth shut.
He repeated it again solemnly.
"Dog." Ershin said without a word.
"Woof woof woof," Zhou Yi relieved himself with a dog bark. Because he clearly saw that the corner of Er Xin's mouth was upturned the moment she turned around and ran away.
Er Xin is too lazy to talk to him again, what he says is what it is, anyway, she will not give him a good face.
(3)
Unconsciously into the fall. The warm sun hangs low, the wind moves the corn.
Er Xin treats Zhou Yi as a living treasure, and the days go by much faster. The first time I saw this was when I was in the middle of the night, and it was the first time I saw it in the middle of the night. If it is true, as Zhou Yi said, together is nothing to do when together, then Er Xin also recognized that they are "together". Because most of the time after school and on weekends, the two of them just walk one after the other. Zhou Yi walks in front, like a pet dog inviting favor; Er Xin follows behind, only responsible for the existence, and when necessary, the appropriate smile.
Sometimes Zhou Yi said something that made Er Xin and the flowers and grasses under her feet laugh. He occasionally looked back and realized that as far as the eye could see the place was covered with flowers in succession.
One day, they went to eat spicy hot pot. Zhou Yi asked Er Xin if it tastes good, Er Xin spicy scalp, while drinking water and also nodded repeatedly, "delicious, like the taste of first love."
"First love? Your first love is too heavy flavor, right?" He asked tentatively.
"Spicy isn't a taste in itself, it's a pain, and so is first love."
He bristled and savaged bite after bite.
"And your first love doesn't hurt?"
Zhou Yi frowned and said real pain would be good, long ago no feeling. Like him so handsome, let his girlfriend break up with him, I am afraid that only self-destructive. She did not dismantle, like to understand him like a smile. The guys said his girlfriend's brother was a big gangster, and if he dared to say he'd had enough, he'd be overhauled in a minute. That's why Er Xin never asked more questions, she knew there was no such thing as the best of both worlds, so he deserved to be fixed, who told him to be horny and a wimp?
? "Er Xin", Zhou Yi has always called her so. He said Er Xin's parents have to have a big heart to sincerely hope that Er Xin has a middle-aged heart ah.
? "Eh?"
? "What about your first love?"
Er Xin thought for a while, "Not yet."
"No way." Zhou Yi said as if he was the one involved.
"Why?"
"Hey," he smiled impishly, "you look like the boys' favorite third-grade student."
Er Xin blushed and turned her head, as if she felt sorry for his high opinion, and said with difficulty, "I just won a certificate of honor in elementary school."
He began to laugh freely and secretly, slowly smile on the face, look at her eyes are different. She blinked her eyes, genuinely unable to understand what he was laughing at. In her opinion, Zhou Yi was becoming more and more mysterious. Because he doesn't smile more often, sometimes she smiles and laughs and realizes that he stole his smile away long ago, as if she was smiling for him.
Zhou Yi eyed Er Xin crossed the street, suddenly remembered what, the ghost called her name. She turned around and waited for him to speak.
"If ...... I mean if ......," he laboriously padded.
"What?" Ersin's eyes narrowed into a wide grin, trying to squeeze the words out of his gulping mouth.
Suddenly, a tidal wave of people who had just finished a square dance came over, crowding the area and separating the two of them completely. Zhou Yi, like a half-blown balloon deflated, waved his hand at Er Xin.
Er Xin turned backward, walked two hundred meters and turned around suspiciously, and found that Zhou Yi was standing in the same place a long way away, looking at her back, afraid that she would be lost.
(4)
Winter has come. The campus pool residual snow full, back to chaos around the empty.
Er Xin's nickname has changed from "two hearts" to "three good". The first time I saw this, I was in the middle of the night, and it took me a couple of days to get back to my senses, and I was able to stop at the intersection where Zhou Yi had to go after school. She stretched her neck and stomped back and forth under the streetlights, along with some other girls who were also waiting for their boyfriends.
When he asked her what she wanted to do, he repeated incredulously, "You came to ask me about such a big deal? And wearing such a paper-like clothes?" Zhou Yi has the look of someone who thinks she's big trouble, but back to his hand, he drapes his padded jacket over her, making Er Xin look like a hobbit who stole a human's clothes.
"What the hell are the three good things?" She asked, undeterred.
"Good to chase, good to coax, good to dump, and good to bully anyway." He said carelessly.
Er Xin's steps slowed down, "I look like a good bully?"
Zhou Yi did not speak, light nodding, Er Xin lowered his head, can also feel. Zhou Yi knew that Er Xin was listening to the aggravation. He did not run in front this time, but followed behind to measure her back, like he did not know her at all. He had inquired about why she had transferred to another school, from Er Xin's only friend. A lot of his buddies had told him before that He Erxin was an unapologetic green tea whore who had pried up her best friend's boyfriend and transferred to another school because she couldn't get along.
He firmly did not believe, intuition makes him more inclined to another faceless version, the scum's deception, the clinical reversal, the bestie's slap, the fearful people's words, and so on, after he confirmed everything over and over again, he can only heartily curse, "Damn, find a chance to surely fuck this scum. "
He knew he would not go to fuck the scum, funny, he counted her what people?
At the moment, he saw her fleshy face swollen. Those two slaps clearly printed on it, crimson red. It was as if the hatred and humiliation and such had been left in the lines of her skin from the moment her best friend's claws slapped on her face.
The scars were there, skin in skin out, forever.
One night when the wind and snow started to blow, Zhou Yi looked for his girlfriend to show his cards. He never imagined that he would be able to hold up so well in the face of the rain of punches and kicks. He collapsed on the side of the road, his head covered with snow, his face swollen like a pig, and his ribs broken.
He told them stiffly that he was not wrong. He told them that he was not at fault, but that it was the fault of those who loved each other not to be together.
In the days of hospitalization, Zhou Yi is still trying to figure out how to properly explain to Er Xin. Three good students, is not what good chase good coaxing good dumping. The first time I saw her, I was so happy to see her that I wanted to be with her for the rest of my life.
Where does Zhou Yi know what Er Xin went through during the week he disappeared. His bossy ex-girlfriend was cursing in front of the whole school, Er Xin can only hide in the classroom seat raw carry, dinner did not eat. Teachers, classmates all heard, all the dirty things are uncovered cloth, she He Erxin, a habitual offender, even crying are not worthy.
This week, Er Xin did not say a word to anyone. Her pretentious classmates even found the teacher to change seats, the reason is that Erxin is crazy, she writes with a force that can put the pen into the table like a knife.
This time, she can't just sit back and wait. To learn to protect herself, Zhou Yi also so sharply taught her. So what if to protect yourself, you have to hurt others?
Some choices, how to choose is not wrong. The first thing I want to do is to make sure that I have a good idea of what I'm doing, and that I'm not doing anything that I don't want to be doing.
Er Xin waited for Zhou Yi for seven days, and knocked on the door of the faculty office in the morning study hall on the eighth day, she wanted to react to the teacher's situation, she was harassed, and to put it more seriously, it was a violation. The person who bullied her was named Zhou Yi.
From the faculty office out of the Erxin pear blossom with rain, behind the male teachers are still crossing their legs to discuss, the female teachers pity to support her shoulders. Through the mist in front of her, she clearly saw Zhou Yi is in the middle of the crowd uncomprehendingly looking at her, nervous and motionless.
After the evening study hall, Er Xin stormed in the gusty wind and snow, making a terrible. She cried all over her face, but not a sound.
Zhou Yi was criticized by the whole school notification, the whole evening study is not seen. Green tea is good to recognize, scum is difficult to prevent, Er Xin has heard more similar comfort, calm and desperate. She won, both suffered and spared blood, she felt that she should be meritorious, but how like being poked a hole, it hurts like hell.
She stopped suddenly, her eyes snowing with tears, as if she had just figured out that in the world of relationships, it's either win-win or lose-all. Isn't it? One person gets hurt, and there are two LOSERS.
Hurting someone, just because you're hurt? She got her revenge after all, only it was one who hurt her in the first place, and now it's the other who was killed by mistake. Said she wrongly killed, because he was really wronged.
The best for her, is not this mouth smeared with honey pretending to be a carrot, but the bottom of the heart is always in her, for her a road to run to the black teenager?
She was really wrong! Er Xin used the back of her hand to wipe away her tears, turned around and ran towards the road.
She was really wrong.