1 But somehow I always remember him. Of all the teachers I think, he is the one who makes me most grateful and encouraged. Sometimes I often think: His earnest hope and tireless teaching to me are all for China, that is, I hope that China will have new medicine; Generally speaking, it is for academic purposes, that is, I hope that new medicine will spread to China. His personality is great in my eyes and heart, although his name is not known to many people.
2. I always seek the blackest, blackest and blackest mantra, and curse all those who oppose and hinder the vernacular first. Even if a person really has a soul after death, he should go to hell because of this worst heart, and he will never repent. He must first curse all those who oppose and hinder the vernacular.
My elder mother once told me a story: Once upon a time, there was a scholar who lived in an ancient temple. He worked hard. In the evening, when he was enjoying the cool in the yard, he suddenly heard someone calling him. I promised, but looking around, I saw a beautiful face on the wall, smiled at him and disappeared. He is very happy; But the old monk who came to talk at night saw through the mechanism. Saying that there is something evil on his face, he must have met a "beautiful snake"; This is a monster with a head and a snake body. It can call people by name. If it agrees, it will come to eat this man's meat at night. Naturally, he was scared to death, but the old monk said it was all right and gave him a small box, saying that as long as he put it on the pillow, he could lie on it. Although he still does this, he always can't sleep-of course not. In the middle of the night, sure enough, sasha vujacic! It sounds like the wind and rain outside the door. When he was shaking into a ball, he heard a clear voice. A golden light flew out of the pillow, and there was no sound outside. The golden light also flew back and was collected in the box. What happened afterwards? Later, the old monk said, this is a flying centipede. It can suck away the snake's brain, and the beautiful snake is killed by it.
4. But she knows many rules; These rules are probably my impatience. The happiest time of the year is naturally New Year's Eve. After I resigned, I got lucky money from my elders, wrapped it in red paper and put it on my pillow. I can use it at will as long as I stay overnight. Sleeping on the pillow, looking at the red envelope, thinking about the tambourine, sword, clay figurine and sugar bodhisattva that I will buy tomorrow. However, when she came in, she put another orange on the bed.
I just recalled an incident the other day. Because there was a meeting at the same level, the director wrote an advertisement on the blackboard. The last sentence is "Please attend the meeting and don't miss it", and a circle is added next to the word "missed". Although I thought the circle was ridiculous at the time, I didn't mind at all. Only then did I realize that the word was mocking me, saying that I had a problem leaked by the teacher.
6. What children are looking forward to, besides the Chinese New Year holiday, is probably the time to welcome the God Tournament. But my home is very remote, and by the time the parade of the sports meeting passes by, it must be afternoon, and the ceremonies and the like have been reduced and reduced, and there are very few left. I often wait for a long time with my neck stretched out, only to see a dozen people rushing by with a gold-faced or blue-blushed idol. So, it's over.
7. People say that satire and cynicism are separated by a piece of paper, and I think fun and disgust are the same. It's fun for children to spoil their parents, but adults are a little unhappy. The loving attitude of a relaxed couple in front of people sometimes turns disgusting when crossing an interesting line. Lao Laizi's pretentious paintings, no wonder no one can draw them well. In a family like these pictures, I have had an uncomfortable day. Look at such a 70-year-old man, who is shaking all the year round.
We are walking a narrow and dangerous path, with a vast and boundless mire on the left and a vast and boundless quicksand on the right. In front of us is the destination hidden in the mist.
9. As for people's hearts, a few points really seem to be pouring ideas. Since Secrets of Men and Women and New Theory of Sexual intercourse appeared, many titles in Shanghai like to use the word "men and women" as the first title. Now even the custom of "being honest with the people" has been added to the "Hundred Filial Pieties". This is probably unexpected for Mr. Hui Ji Yu Bao Zhen Lan Pu, who teaches filial piety because of his dissatisfaction with Bai Mei Xin Yong.
10, needless to say, green vegetable fields, smooth stone wells, tall Gleditsia sinensis trees and purple mulberries; Needless to say, cicadas are singing in the leaves, fat wasps are squatting on cauliflower, and the swift call to the son of heaven (lark) suddenly rushes to the sky from the grass. Just around the short mud wall, it has unlimited interest. Oil flies sing here and crickets play the piano here. Turning over broken bricks, sometimes I meet centipedes; There is also a class fan. If you press your finger on its spine, it will clap its hands and spray a puff of smoke from behind. The vines of Polygonum multiflorum Thunb and Manglietia are intertwined. Manglietia has the fruit of Alternanthera philoxeroides, and Polygonum multiflorum has swollen roots. Some people say that the roots of Polygonum multiflorum Thunb are human-shaped, and they can become immortals after eating them. So I often pull them up, and I have been pulling them up constantly, and I have broken the mud wall, but I have never seen one of them like a person. If you are not afraid of thorns, you can also pick raspberries, which are like balls made of small coral beads. They are sour and sweet, and their color and taste are far better than those of mulberries.
Life is beautiful and short. Some people are lonely, some people are colorful, and different people have different life pursuits; Life is a one-way street with no return journey, and everyone uses all his time to move forward.
12, life is to face reality with a smile, that is, to look at the future over obstacles; Life is to cut green branches on the road of life with scissors of the mind; In the face of confusion or darkness, life is like a bright and smiling lantern, illuminating the depths of the soul.
13 Of course, you can only be a student in Class 3 when you first entered. There is a desk, a stool, a bed and only two beds in the bedroom. The students in the first two classes are different, there are two tables and two stools or three stools and one bed, and there are also three beds. Not only do the students in Class Three go to the lecture hall with a pile of thick and big foreign documents, but they are not the only ones who dare to face them squarely. Open your elbows even if you are empty-handed, like a crab. The lower classes can't get out of the back door before him. This crab-like celebrity has been gone for a long time now. Four or five years ago, I found this posture on the broken leg lounge chair of the Ministry of Education. However, this master was not sent by lightning, which shows that the attitude of crabs is quite common in China.
14. The pictures of the underworld I have seen are all my old books, not my own. The first picture book I received was a gift from an elder: Twenty-four Filial Pieties. Although this is only a thin book, the picture below says that there are fewer people and more ghosts, which is unique to me and makes me very happy. Everyone seems to know the story there; Even illiterate people, such as Chang, can see the story at a glance. However, I was happy, and then I was disappointed, because I asked someone to tell 24 stories before I realized that "filial piety" was so difficult, and I completely despaired of my previous wishful thinking and plans to be a filial son.
15, life is a big encyclopedia, all-encompassing; Life is a lyre, playing multiple beautiful melodies: life is a flying horse clock, well wound, people will get a concentrated life.
16, after the school year exam, I went to Tokyo for a summer and went back to school in early autumn. The results have been published. Among more than 100 students, I am in the middle, but I am not behind. Teacher Fujino's homework this time is anatomy practice and local anatomy.
17, every time I see a primary school student looking at the thick children's world with joy and thinking of the exquisite books used by children in other countries, I naturally feel sorry for the children in China. But when I recall my childhood with my classmates, I can't help but think that he is happy and pay a sad condolence to our eternal youth. What are we going to see then? As long as there is a little picture in the book, it will be banned, reprimanded and even slapped by the then "predecessor" teacher. My little classmate died because he was bored reading "Nature is good at the beginning of life", so he had to secretly open the first page and look at the devil-like kuixing with the words "satellite shining high" to satisfy his naive nature of loving beauty. I saw this yesterday and this today, but their eyes are still shining with the light of awakening and joy.
18, refused to put the panacea on his tongue and couldn't think of a "grievance". Naturally, what's the use of "drumming pills" after eating for more than 100 days? Still unable to break the edema, my father finally lay in bed panting. Please pay a visit to Mr. Chen Lianhe. This time it's Teba, and the ocean is ten yuan. He still wrote a prescription calmly, but he stopped using the pill of drumming skin, and the drug introduction was not very magical, so he poured it down after decocting for a long time, but he came back from the quarrel.
19, somehow we all laughed, which was mutual ridicule and sadness. His eyes are still like that, but strangely, in recent years, his head has also had white hair, but maybe it has been there for a long time, and I didn't notice it before. He looks very cold in an old cloth jacket and worn cloth shoes. Talking about his own experience, he said that he later lost his tuition and could no longer study abroad, so he came back. After returning to my hometown, I was despised, rejected and persecuted, and there was almost no place to live. Now I am hiding in the countryside and teaching several primary school students to make a living. But sometimes I feel bored, so I also come to town by boat.
20. Tokyo is no different. When the cherry blossoms in Ueno rot, they look like a crimson light cloud, but under the flowers, there are groups of "Qing students" crash courses, with big braid overhead and towering above the students' hats, forming a Mount Fuji. There are also braids that dissolve and flatten, except hats, which are shiny and visible, just like a little girl's bun and her neck twisted a few times. It's really beautiful.
2 1. After his death, he had nothing but a young girl and his wife. Several people want to collect some money as a fund for their girls' future tuition, because once it is put forward, everyone will fight for custody of the money. In fact, there is no such money yet, and everyone feels bored and disappears invisibly.
22. Maturity is a bright but not dazzling brilliance, a mellow but not greasy voice, a calmness that does not need to look at other people's faces and colors, an atmosphere that eventually no longer attracts the surrounding, a smile that ignores the hustle and bustle, an extreme indifference that washes away, a thickness that does not need to be told, and a height that is not steep.
However, in older books, it is not so hypocritical. Teacher Jue told the story of his dutiful son, "Lao Laizi ... always wears colorful clothes to get drinks for his relatives. He fell down in class for fear of hurting his parents' hearts, and the restrained servant cried for a baby." Compared with today, it seems to be closer to human feelings. Somehow, the latter gentleman must let him "cheat" so that he can feel comfortable. Deng Bodao abandoned his son to save his nephew. I think it was just "abandonment". A fool will certainly say that he tied his son to a tree so that he wouldn't stop until he could catch up. It's like treating "disgusting" as fun, slandering the ancients and teaching future generations bad. Lao Laizi is an example. When Mr. Daoism thought he was perfect, he died in the child's heart.
24, life is like a bunch of flowers, watch carefully, you can see its beauty; Life is like a cup of green tea. Only by savoring it carefully can we enjoy the real taste. We should learn philosophy of life from failure, success and life.
25. She taught me many things. For example, when a person dies, he should not say that he is dead, but must say "old"; People who have died and given birth to children, don't walk into the house; When a grain of rice falls to the ground, it must be picked up, and it is best to eat it; Never drill under the bamboo pole for drying trousers. Besides, I have basically forgotten it now, only the strange ceremony on New Year's Day can be remembered most clearly. Bottom line: it's all so complicated, it's still troublesome to think about it.
26, lovely is the mast. But it's not like "zhina Tong" in East Neighbor, because it's "arrogant" and it's a symbol of something. Because it is very high, crows and magpies can only stop halfway on its wooden pallet. If people climb to the top, they can look at Lion Mountain and overlook Mochou Lake, but I really can't remember it clearly now. And it is not dangerous. There is a net under it. Even if it falls, it's just like a small fish falling into a net. In addition, since the net was laid, it is said that no one has fallen.
27. Don't wander under the tree, don't meditate in the rain, and don't cry in the dark. Look forward, don't look back, as long as you face it bravely and raise your head, you will find that the haze of scores is just a short rainy season. Looking ahead, there is still a bright day, and people will not feel confused.
28. I always feel inappropriate, but I can't describe it as inappropriate. Now we find a similar word, "cigar smoke", which is almost acceptable. Had to walk away. Recently, it's not easy to just walk away. People who are "gentlemen" will say that you cursed the letter of appointment, or lose your temper as a "celebrity" and give you a few serious witticisms. However, it doesn't matter then. The allowance for students is only two taels of silver in the first year, and the probation period for the first three months is 500 petty cash. So there is no problem. I went to a mine school, maybe a mine school, but I can't remember it clearly, and I don't have my diploma at hand, so I can't check it. The experiment was not difficult and was accepted.
29. Once, I repeatedly recalled the fruits and vegetables I ate in my hometown when I was a child: water chestnut, arhat bean, water bamboo and cantaloupe. These are extremely delicious; Used to be the temptation to make me homesick. Later, I tasted it after a long separation, and that's it; Just in memory, there are old meanings. They may lie to me for the rest of my life and keep me looking back.
30. After everyone was shocked, they told each other with smiles and studied who the assassin was and how the Chinese characters were. But as long as they are from Shaoxing and don't read textbooks specifically, they have already understood. This is Xu Xilin. After he came back from studying abroad, he worked as an alternate road and ran as the governor in Anhui, which coincided with the assassination of the governor.
3 1, I was really worried about the child at first, and I didn't feel relaxed until I dug up a bucket of gold. However, I am not only afraid of being a dutiful son myself, but also afraid of my father being a dutiful son. The family is getting worse and worse, and I often hear my parents worry about firewood; Grandma is old again. If my father should learn from Guo Ju, then I should be buried. It would be a blessing if I could dig a bucket of gold without going out of shape, but at that time, although I was young, I seemed to understand that there might not be such a smart thing in the world.
32. We don't have a long surname there; She is short and fat, and "long" is not an adjective. That's not her name. I remember she said her name. What girl, I have forgotten now, in short, not a long girl; I finally don't know her last name. I remember that she also told me the origin of this name: there was a female worker in my family who was very tall, and this was Zhen Achang. Later, she went back, and my girl came to fill the vacancy. But because everyone was used to screaming, she didn't change her mind and became a dragon mother from then on.
33, underworld, if you want to be safe, it is impossible to praise. Especially those who often love pen and ink, in today's China, under the rule of rumors, talk about what "words and deeds are consistent". We can learn from the past. I heard that Sui Fu, the postscript of A Zhi, once answered a girl's question and said, "Only those who find happiness in the facts of life can live. If they see nothing, they might as well die. " So a man named Mi Halloff wrote a letter and laughed at him, saying ... so I sincerely advise you to kill yourself by suicide, because this is logical first, and your words and deeds will not run counter to each other. "
34, graduation, naturally everyone is looking forward to it, but when it comes to graduation, it is somewhat refreshing. Climbed the mast several times, needless to say, I don't deserve to be half a sailor; After listening for several years, can you dig up gold, silver, copper, iron and tin after several mines? I'm really not sure about myself, and it's not as easy as "if a worker wants to do a good job, he must sharpen his tools first". Climbing 20 feet into the sky and drilling 20 feet into the ground, I found nothing. Learning is "above, he looked for the green void, below, the yellow spring, but he didn't find the person he was looking for in either place." There is only one way left: to go abroad.
35. Although the Germans have not been out of the forest for a long time, their academic literature and art have been considerable, and even the binding of books and the workmanship of toys are lovely. This unique fairy tale is really not beautiful; Making enemies is boring. The cat arched its back, not trying to pretend, deliberately putting on airs, but the dog's own vision was not enough. However, the reason can always be counted as one reason. My dislike of cats is quite different from this.
36. This kind of cheering is every time I watch a movie, but in my case, this kind of voice is particularly harsh. Later, when I came back to China, I saw the people who shot the prisoners, and they all cheered like drunk. -oh, I can't remember! But in that place at that time, my opinion changed.
However, at that time, at that time, I was really a little scared: I dug a deep pit, but I didn't see any gold. I buried it together, covered it with soil and stepped on it. what can I do? I think, although things may not come true, I am always afraid to hear that my parents are poor and see my white-haired grandmother. I have always felt that she is out of place with me. At least, she is a person who has some obstacles to my life. Later, this impression faded, but there was always something left until her death-which was probably unexpected for the Confucian scholars who gave their twenty-four filial piety.
38. The beauty of life is always displayed in her enterprising spirit; Just like the beauty of a big tree, it is displayed in its vigorous vitality. The beauty like an eagle is manifested in its soaring like the soul of heaven; Just like the beauty of a river, it is displayed in its turbulent rapids.
39. These words sound strange to me, so I stopped looking for her, but sometimes I really want to open the chef and look for it carefully. Less than a month later, I heard a rumor that I stole something from home and sold it, which really made me feel like I fell into cold water. I know the source of the rumor. Now whenever there is a place to publish, I always scold the gossip fox tail, but I was too young at that time. When I encounter gossip, I even seem to feel guilty, afraid of looking at people and being caressed by my mother.
This is a tall man with long hair and white eyes. He always looks at others as if ignoring them. He squatted on the mat, and I generally opposed everything I said; I was surprised a long time ago and took note of his words. At this time, I asked others: Who said this? Is it so cold? People I know told me that his name is Xu's student.
4 1, the road of life is long and colorful, just like sailing on the sea on the horizon, sometimes it will be calm; But sometimes there are storms and it is difficult to drive. But as long as the lighthouse in our hearts is not extinguished, we can continue to sail along our own route. The road of life is long and colorful: I learned to laugh in the sun, and I learned to be strong in the clouds; I cling to hope in the gale, and I cling to ideal in the rainstorm; When I stood at the midpoint and looked back, I walked out of a life path that belonged to me.
42. Oh, there is another Huxley sitting in the study with such fresh thinking? After reading it in one breath, Natural Selection came out, Socrates and Plato came out, and stouch came out. There is also a newspaper reading room in the school. Needless to say, The Times and Compilation Research, the four words written by Zhang Lianqing in blue are very lovely.
43. The appearance of this book is still in sight. But as far as it is concerned, it is a very rough book. The paper is yellow; The image is also very poor, even almost straight lines, even the eyes of animals are rectangular. But that's my favorite book. It looks like a beast with a face. Hydra; A cow with one foot; Di Jiang is like a bag; Without a head, Xingtian, which takes the breast as the eye and the umbilical cord as the mouth, should also "dance in unity".
44. It is sad to sit alone in the hall at night, and I suspect that the news is untrue, but I think it is extremely reliable and there is no reason, although there is no evidence. There's nothing I can do. I only wrote four poems, which were later published in a daily newspaper, and now I am about to forget them. I only remember six sentences in a song. The first four sentences are: "Sir, talk about wine in the world. The little drinker is still drunk and slightly drunk. " I forgot a few words in the middle, and finally it was "the old friend is dead, and the rest are just dust."
45, life is like a flower, colorful; Life is like a song, beautiful; Life is like wine, mellow; Life is like a poem, with profound artistic conception and colorful.
46. Life is a blooming flower, which is beautiful, stretched, gorgeous and rich; Life is a beautiful poem, fresh and smooth, with a long meaning; Life is wonderful music, with harmonious melody and melodious melody; Life is a flowing river, running endlessly and rolling forward.
Since the so-called "literary revolution", children's books have been compared with Europe, America and Japan. Although pitiful, there are still pictures and stories in the end. As long as you can read on, you can understand them. But a group of people with ulterior motives tried their best to stop it and make the children's world no fun. Beijing now often uses the word "carelessness" to intimidate children. In other words, as recorded in Shuowen, it was Ma Shumou who talked with Emperor Yang Di and steamed the child to death. If it's written correctly, it must be "hemp beard" Therefore, Ma Shumou will be in the semi-finals this time. But no matter who he is, his consumption of children is still limited, but for life. The pernicious influence of those who hinder the vernacular is not only a scourge, but also very extensive and lasting, which can turn all China into a beard and all children will die in his stomach.
48. Life is a wise elder, and life is a learned teacher. It often turns the spring breeze into rain, silently moistens everything, points out the direction for us and enlightens our lives.
49. When Mr. Wang concentrates on his studies, it suits us very well. Some of them put paper armor on their nails for a play. I am a painter. I use a kind of paper called "Jingchuan Paper" to describe the Xiu Xiang of the novel one by one, just like the shadow writing when I study Chinese characters. The more books you read, the more you draw; I have never read a book, but I have gained a lot in painting. The most fragmentary are The Journey to the West's Dangkou Zhi and Xiu Xiang, both of which are very big. Later, because I needed money, I sold it to a rich classmate. His father runs a tin foil shop; It is said that I have become a shopkeeper now and will soon rise to the status of a gentleman. This thing is long gone.
I haven't taken photos for many years since I left Sendai, and I'm afraid to write because the situation is boring and just disappointing him. After more than a year, it is even more difficult to talk about, so although I sometimes want to write, it is difficult to write. So far, I haven't sent a letter and a photo. From his side, it seems that after he left, there is no news.
5 1. I have ordered three thick editions of his revised lecture notes, which will be kept as a permanent memorial. Unfortunately, when I moved seven years ago, I broke a bookcase and lost half a box of books. It happened that this handout was also lost. Instruct the transportation bureau to look for it, but there is no reply. Only his photo is still hanging on the east wall where I live in Beijing, opposite the desk. Whenever I am tired at night and want to be lazy, I catch a glimpse of his black and thin face lying on my back under the light, as if to say something cadence, which suddenly makes my conscience discover and increases my courage, so I light a cigarette and continue to write something that deeply hurts Mr. and others.
52. I can't remember clearly now. It has been like this for about a month or two; One day, I suddenly felt very lonely. This is really called "if something is lost". My hidden mouse always parades in front of my eyes, either on the table or on the ground. However, I didn't see it most of the day. Everyone had lunch and didn't see it. Usually, it will definitely appear. I waited and waited for a long time, but there was still no sign.
53. The one sitting in the back laughing is the student who failed last year. He has been in school for a year and is quite familiar with his story. They gave a lecture to the freshmen about the history of each professor. It is said that Mr. Fujino is very careless in his clothes and sometimes forgets to wear a tie. Winter is an old coat, shivering. Once I got on the train, the conductor suspected that he was a pickpocket and asked the guests on the bus to be careful.
54. Although the sports meeting is not like the cheongsam in Shanghai now, it is officially forbidden for Beijing to discuss state affairs, and women and children are not allowed to watch it. Scholars and even so-called literati generally refuse to watch it. Only idle people ran to the temple or yamen to watch the fun; Most of what I know about the tournament comes from their narratives, not the precious "ophthalmology" of textual research scholars. However, I remember one time, I witnessed a relatively prosperous championship. At first, there was a child riding on horseback, which was called "Tang Bao". After a long time, the "high photo" arrived, with a long flag held by a long bamboo pole and a sweaty fat man holding it in his hands; When he is happy, he will put the head of the pole on his head or teeth, or even on the tip of his nose. Followed by the so-called "stilts", "carrying pavilions" and "horse heads"; There are also criminals, red shackles and children. At that time, I thought these were glorious undertakings, and I heard that they were lucky-I probably envied their limelight. I thought, why didn't I get seriously ill and let my mother go to the temple to make a wish to "pretend to be a prisoner" ..... However, I have never had anything to do with the tournament until now.
55. Life is like a book, with many wonderful details and few boring words. Life is like a song, with more high-spirited melodies and less sad notes; Life is like a painting, with more bright colors and less gloomy tones.
56. These ghosts are probably played by rough people and country people. Ghost pawn and ghost king are red and green, barefoot; Blue face with some fish scales painted on it. Maybe it's Longlin or something. I'm not sure. The ghost pawn holds the steel fork, and the fork rings and vibrates greatly. The ghost king holds a small tiger card in his hand. Legend has it that the ghost king walks with only one foot; But he is a countryman after all. Although he has painted some fish scales or other scales on his face, he still has to walk on two feet. Therefore, the spectators are not in awe of them and pay little attention to them. In addition to chanting Buddha and her grandchildren, a ceremony of "waiting for the screen camp" was held for them as usual.
57. Life is like a mountain. What matters is not its height, but its beauty. Life is like a rain, what matters is not its size, but its timeliness.
58. It's really hot in Guangzhou. The sunset shines through the west window, forcing people to barely put on a thin coat. A pot of "water branches" on the desk is something I have never seen before: it is just a section of tree, and its branches and leaves are lovely as long as they are immersed in water. Look at the green leaves, edit the old manuscript, and finally make a difference. Doing this kind of thing is really a day to live and a year to die, which can drive away the heat.
59. Its temperament is different from other wild animals. Anyone who preys on finches and rats always refuses to bite them to death. He must play with them, let them go, catch them, catch them and let them go until he is tired of playing. This is equivalent to people's bad temper of gloating and slowly torturing the weak.
60. I seem to have met a bolt from the blue, and everyone was shocked; I'll get it and open the paper bag. It's four little books, and I simply flipped through them. Face beast and hydra are included.