Chang An was initially reluctant to this marriage, not because Qi Jingming came from a distinguished background, the two families can not talk about the right family, not to mention Qi Jingming's looks do not meet her requirements.
But because Qi Jingming and that person's name, exactly the same, she was not easy to forget that person, this again met the same name, always call people heart uncomfortable.
Whenever Chang'an called Qi Jingming, she always remembered another Jingming, and she felt guilty. She asked herself more than once: how can this be? He is not him, yet he is him.
This absurd emotion was driving her crazy.
Changan and Qi Jingming met under the arrangement of her grandmother. When they met, he felt that she was quiet and aloof, and she didn't have much feeling for him, only that he was a good person.
That day happened to be the middle of September, the moon was big and round, more beautiful than the moon of the Mid-Autumn Festival. Changan remembered that the news said that this night's moon is not found in a hundred years, so she stopped and looked up for a while.
When Qi Jingming saw her stop, he also followed to stop, only she was looking at the moon, he was looking at her.
The moon passed through a layer of clouds, as if separated by a thin layer of gauze, Chang'an wanted to pull down that layer of gauze, so that the moon could reveal its true face. Qi Jingming didn't know what was going on in Changan's mind, he just said, "The moon has its own shade, and the moon has its own roundness". The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on some of the most popular products and services in the world, and you'll be able to do it all in one place.
Chang'an was raised by her grandmother, so she was not close to her mother, and she didn't pay much attention to her mother's advice. The first time I saw this, I was in the middle of a long journey, and I was able to get to know the people in my life, and I was able to get to know the people in my life.
Chang'an received compulsory education, and every year the school's cultural and artistic gala, she participated in, and can bring surprises every time.
But then again, Changan has a goose-egg face, eyebrows like February spring breeze fine cut willow leaves, those eyes are slightly upturned phoenix eyes, slightly some inner double, do not look closely is not to see, the nose is a hump nose, the mouth is a small, but the lips are a few points thicker. These not outstanding features, together in Changan face, actually some classical beauty.
Before dating Qi Jingming, Changan had a boyfriend of five years, Fan Jingming.
Chang An and Fan Jingming is an off-campus public service activities to meet, the two did not fall in love at first sight, but out of a kind of worship. When girls are young, most of them like the powerful heroes, as written in martial arts novels, he saved her, she is grateful.
When they met again, Fan Jingming saw that Chang'an was different from the girls he had been in contact with, and he felt that although she looked classical, she had her own gullies in her heart, and her views on things were quite new.
Changan's classical appearance hides a heart of the times, don't be deceived by her appearance, she can hum a few lines of the local ditty, the trend of hot dance can also dance. This secret was first discovered by Fan Jingming.
Chang An's homework more, long time sedentary, resulting in cervical spine is not very comfortable, the school's dance studio is too many people. She thought about it and decided to go to the city's Children's Palace, the teacher of the Children's Palace learned of her intentions, at first did not agree, and then could not resist her softly, before agreeing to give her half an hour a day.
This day, Chang An is dancing Korean girl group dance, dynamic and energetic, she turned back the moment, see the person behind the door glass, stunned said: "Am I delaying you?"
Fan Jingming scratched his head and said, "I was just passing by."
Chang'an looked at the time, shocked to realize that most of the time has passed, and went to the bag he was carrying to fetch a towel to wipe the sweat. Fan Jingming pushed open the door and leaned on the door frame to look at her, "Leave a contact!"
Chang An had his back to him and laughed, "I gave it to you last time."
Fan Jingming said, "I called, but no one answered."
When he said that, she remembered that there seems to be a number that always appears in the message bar, the content is nothing more than the cold weather to pay attention to the body of the words, she originally thought that someone sent the wrong, did not think that it was actually him.
Chang'an found her cell phone, pulled up the message to view, and read the string of numbers back.
Fan Jingming said, "It's my number."
At this moment, Chang An apologized repeatedly, her pinkish-white face was red because of the movement, her words were pious, if he was calculating, it would be his fault.
In order to apologize, she invited him to dinner, he agreed to go down, by the way, to see with his own eyes she will save his number. He knew that within a few hours, his name would appear in her WeChat address book.
That day was the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, pedestrians on the street in twos and threes, the street lamps will be the two people shine out of countless shadows.
Chang An walked on the road, unconsciously looked up at the moon, Fan Jing Ming also followed her to look up, said: "full of the moon."
Chang An "hmm" sound, suddenly thought of something, then asked: "Why are you in the Children's Palace?"
Fan Jingming said, "I have nothing to do on vacation, so I came to walk."
She also asked: "Recently busy?"
As usual, he replied, "It's okay, there are always emergencies every day."
Later, Fan Jingming came to see Chang'an when he was free, which made Chang'an embarrassed, and he always brought some fruits and snacks for her to share with her dormitory mates.
Lou Yang said: "Chang An ah Chang An, you do not see Fan Jingming like you?"
"How come?" Chang An snapped, "Our gap is too big."
Lou Yang added: "You look so beautiful, heavenly fairy-like people, will also feel inferior?!"
"I'm not as good as you say," said Changan after thinking for a moment, "When I see him, I always have some inexplicable feelings in the bottom of my heart."
Lou Yang was completely anxious, pushed Chang An to the mirror, and said, "Look at the person in the mirror, is not good enough? If you are any more modest, Qi Yue and I will jointly criticize you."
Chang'an is just not sure, Fan Jingming like her what, in terms of looks education she is good, but she does not want to let people know her family.
Her parents love her younger brother, and they are very harsh on her. If it were not for her grandmother, she is afraid that she would not have the opportunity to go to school, much less meet these friends.
On the weekend, Chang An went home to see her grandmother, and told her grandma about her misgivings, and she was happy to hear it, and smiled lovingly and said, "Since you're sure that you like people, you should talk to people, and the feelings can't afford to be so suspicious."
Changan worried: "In case ...... side does not agree?"
Grandma said: "I have this old bones in, they do not dare to make trouble."
The father is an "old man", no serious work, all day playing cards lost to find his wife, drink no money to find the old mother. The company's main goal is to provide the best possible service to its customers," he said.
Grandma is also a person who has seen the world, and often does not move to the mother choked, not to say that the ginger is still old and spicy.
A week later, Fan Jingming asked Chang'an to watch a movie, and Chang'an agreed. The first time I've seen this, I've seen a lot of people who have been in the same boat for a long time.
It is often said that the white clouds and the dog, the vicissitudes of the world. The first time I saw this was when I was a student at the University of California, Berkeley, and the second time I was a student at the University of California, Berkeley, and the third time I was a student at the University of California, Berkeley.
When she heard that Chang An was in love, her mother muttered that she had lost her money, and that she had no shame in giving her a daughter-in-law.
The first time I saw a woman in a car, she said, "I don't know what to say.
The mother said, "I'm not going to ask for that kind of money, I'm going to do some math and get it back from the bride price."
The mother said, "I'm not going to ask for that kind of money.
Chang An's younger brother, Chang Chao, has grown up, and is very tired of his parents' approach.
When he was young, Chang Chao could not help himself, but now he is closer to Chang An. He listened to his parents' conversation and walked straight over to them, saying in a bad mood: "Mom, you just gave birth to your sister, but have you ever managed her all these years? Sister dresses and eats is grandma's handiwork."
"You're heartless," scolded the mother, "I do this for who, you do not know in your heart? The house we live in is as small as an ant's nest. Nowadays, prices are getting more and more expensive, your father is lazy all day long, and your grandmother's money is hidden from the public, so if I don't calculate my life, you'll be dead eight hundred times a day. I'm not going to be able to get a lot more than that, but I'm going to be able to get a lot more than that, and I'm going to be able to get a lot more than that.
Chang Chao was furious: "You are asking for a bride price? You are selling your sister."
"I'm not going to be able to do that," he said. Chang mother said.
Chang Chao felt that his mother was unreasonable and slammed the door.
The mother muttered, "No one in this family understands me, the old one is lazy, the young one is cross, it's a sin."
A few days later, the mother inquired about Fan Jingming's unit, and met with him to identify himself, and also put forward the requirements of the family. Fan Jingming did not tell this to Changan, so many years, he is more or less aware of the situation of her family.
This day Chang An ran into Chang Chao on the street, and learned of Chang mother's intentions, and was immediately emboldened. For Chang mother, Chang An had a trace of guilt, but with the passage of time, Chang An is considered completely dead to Chang mother.
She no longer wants to get the mother's love from her mother, but she is happy to have her grandmother's love.
Changan said goodbye to Chang Chao and took a taxi to find Fan Jingming, who saw her in a hurry and thought something was wrong.
His concerned tone, so that Chang An eyes moist, she crouched on his shoulder sobbing, straight said: "I'm sorry ......"
He joked as if to say: "You this is to break up with me? "
She heard that he was still in the mood to poke fun at her, and laughed out loud, with little pearls still hanging from her eyes, "Why didn't you tell me that my mom was looking for you."
"It's not a big deal," he said calmly, "Don't worry, I can handle it."
The two sat for a few moments, the sound of the police coming out, Fan Jingming patted Chang'an on the shoulder, "I'm going to go, you take a taxi back by yourself, and send me a message when you get home, I'll see that I'll reply to you immediately."
Chang'an got up reluctantly and watched Fan Jingming leave. In the past, whenever Fan Jingming told her that he was going to work, her heart was in a state of seven, feeling that there were hands in the dark, tugging at her tightly, pulling her into a deeper abyss.
She is a person from hell, she is afraid of the dark night, but Fan Jingming and always night police. Whenever she saw the end of the work of Fan Jingming, see him sitting there, or lying there, always unusually satisfied.
Later, Changan was afraid of the night, but also afraid of the sound of the siren in the dark.
The next day, Fan Jingming did not return Changan message. Changan thought that he might be too tired to forget, she went to the unit to find him, the sentry at the gate only said, "I do not know the specifics."
The next day, Changan finally received a message from Fan Jingming, a simple five words: arrived there is good.
Changan never understood the meaning of this message from Fan Jingming. The first time I saw this, I was in the middle of a conversation with a man named Chang An, who was in the middle of a conversation with a man named Chang An, who was in the middle of a conversation with a man named Chang An.
The phone was answered by a colleague, who said, "Yes, you wait a moment, I'll call Chang An to answer."
Chang An answered the phone, "Hello, this is Chang An."
"Ms. Chang, please come downstairs, someone here is looking for you."
Chang An answered yes and hurried downstairs. If Chang An could have anticipated the person looking for her, then she would have been willing for the elevator to be slower, the floor to be higher, or the corridor to be longer. Among the group of people who came, there were a few Chang'an was familiar with, they had black cloth wrapped around their arms.
Chang'an wanted to run away out of instinct, and turned to leave, until someone spoke up and called her name.
Her name was too special. Grandma wanted her to be safe all her life, so she gave her this name, if she had let Chang mother name her, it might have been a cat or a dog or something like that.
Grandma said, "Chang'an, the harmonic is Chang'an. The emperor of the Ming Dynasty was afraid of the dragon's vein in Chang'an, so he changed the name to Xi'an, and it's been called that until today. But you may not know, there is a very famous writer, wrote a book, the book called Chang'an abolition of the capital, also called Xijing."
A wish is a wish, and Chang'an was never Chang'an.
Lou Yang came to see Chang'an, and said heartily, "Will you live with me in Kunming?"
Chang'an said, "There is an old man in the family, there is a treasure, I have a grandmother, I don't want to go anywhere."
Six months later, the grandmother fell sick in bed, and Changan took leave to take care of her. The God is also merciful, for Changan left enough time to say goodbye, but people are greedy, always feel that there is not enough time.
Grandma said, "Don't be sad, people always die."
Changan nodded, "I know."
"I know all the bitterness in your heart." Grandma said in a breathless voice: "I have an old friend, their family has a child the same age as you, you go to meet the good."
Chang mother fake cry came, a wave higher than a wave, "Mom, I heart also bitter wow! I have married a worthless husband, gave birth to a worthless son, but my daughter has good results, thinking she married well, I will be at peace, but also ......"
Grandma don't face, Changan reprimanded: "Enough, crying what crying, my grandmother is long-lived person."
The mother was even more arrogant, screaming: "Look at my daughter, I gave birth to her, but she died of a boyfriend, so she went insane, and she didn't even recognize her own mother.
The neighbors are all present, pointing at this, some say that Chang'an is not filial, some say that Chang'an mother does not distinguish between occasions, and some say that the Chang'an family is not fortunate.
The mother also did not know where to get the courage, she felt that the neighbors to her, will take off the shoes flat on the ground, sitting on the shoes, and crying and screaming.
The neighbors can't stand it, and they can't intervene because it's not their own business, so they can only ask people to call their father.
The father was late to the party, and is said to have been called down from the poker table. He heard that his daughter-in-law was in trouble, and did not intend to go down to the poker table, and heard people say that his mother was dying, so he reluctantly came back.
Chang's father was unable to bring Chang's mother home, and could only bring Chang Chao, who learned of his sister's difficulties, called Chang's mother and said he was sick, which tricked Chang's mother back.
This house is scarier than a house full of ghosts.
Grandma didn't live long, the old man and Fan Jingming went away in the same year.
Chang'an doesn't smile anymore, and she doesn't dance anymore, she has become a classical beauty.
Qi Jingming didn't know that when he met Changan, her life was over.
Chang mother got a sum of money from the grandmother, and no longer interfered in the marriage of Chang An, as to how much money, Chang An also do not know.
Changan and Qi Jingming get along for more than a year, Qi's aunt also knows that Changan exists, and from time to time asked Qi Jingming, when they plan to get married.
Qi Jingming smilingly replied, "No hurry, no hurry, depending on Changan's intention."
Qi's aunt said, "This kind of thing, how can a girl open up, you have to take the initiative to mention."
Qi Jingming's age is not small, Qi family anxious Changan can understand, but understanding and acceptance are two different things.
These years on New Year's Day, Qi Jingming bought a gift for Changan, she bought a similar price every other day to return. He sent her a red envelope, she also always do not receive, wait for the time has passed, the system automatically returned.
Changan always did not want to owe him, because she did not know how to repay.
What's coming is always coming, Qi Jingming may not be able to withstand the pressure of the family, and finally mentioned to Chang'an about getting married. Changan did not refuse at that time, only said that need to think about it, Qi Jingming is the person arranged by the grandmother, it is not bad.
A few days later, Changan and Qi Jingming went through the marriage formalities, and she moved to live with him.
She wore a goose-yellow dress that day, and the dress was well tailored to outline her waist.
He looked at her and said, "It's beautiful." After saying this he leans in to kiss her and she willingly accepts.
Chang'an seemed to have a long dream, the person in the dream was not sure whether it was Qi Jingming or Fan Jingming, she was in pain and excitement, she called out "Jingming". She seemed to hear someone responding to her, and the voice was far away and near, making her cry and weep.
Married not more than a few months, the Qi family aunt again came to the demon, saying that the marriage is also a few months, how also no movement. Changan turned around and went back to the room in the face, Qi Jingming protected Changan and said to the Qi family aunt, "We want to live a few more days of life in the world of two people."
Qi family aunt added: "Your cousin's daughter-in-law is pregnant again.
Qi Jingming could not care less about his face and contradicted Qi's aunt, "Maybe my cousin can't do anything else but give birth to a child!"
Chang An heard Qi Jing Ming's words through the door and was busy calling him back to his room. He thought she had really encountered something, so he asked her, "What's wrong?"
Chang An said, "Nothing, you speak to your aunt like that, not afraid of mom's blame."
Qi Jingming saw a strand of her hair hanging down and smoothed it out for her, while later saying, "It's okay, mom doesn't really like her aunt either."
Sure enough, it didn't take long for Mother Qi to take advantage of something to drive Aunt Qi away.
Chang'an smiled and said to Qi Jingming, "You guessed right."
She had not smiled for a long time, and when she smiled, her eyes were curved, making his heart skip a few beats, and he said dumbly, "When you smile, the weather is better."
At night, Chang An went to bed early, Qi Jingming worked overtime in the study, he often kissed her when she was asleep, if she responded to him and then continue, otherwise just a gentle kiss, embrace each other and sleep.
Changan dreamed again, Fan Jingming stood in front of the ruins and waved at her, she approached, he stepped back, the distance between them only increased. She was so angry that she scolded him, and he just smiled, she shouted his name, but was shaken awake by Qijingming.
Qi Jingming helped her sit up, handed her warm water and asked, "Another nightmare?"
Chang'an "hmm", "Are you done with your work?" Chang'an asked.
He said, "It will take more than half an hour, I heard you shouting at me, so ...... came over to take a look."
The next day at work, Chang'an inadvertently swept the calendar on the table, and realized that she had not been on her vacation for a long time.
In the afternoon, she took time off to go to the hospital for a checkup, and the waiting process was torturous as she sat in the lobby to watch a firefighting propaganda film. I don't know what's going on, but it's like there's a mist in front of her eyes, and it's getting thicker and thicker.
Chang An heard the announcement from the nurse's station, looked down at the number in her hand, got up and walked over. She got the diagnostic slip and just picked up her cell phone when she saw Qi Jingming's figure, and he saw her too.
Qi Jingming took Chang'an to the park where they first met, at this time of the day there were already people dragging their stereos to dance in the square, and some people were starting to walk after dinner. The moon and stars were sparse, a few magpies flew through the air from time to time, and the leaves of the trees swayed their stance with the wind.
Tomorrow may or may not be a good day, but what the hell? At least they are happy at this time.
The story of Chang'an is over, but the story of Chang'an City will never end.
You see, the couple at ten o'clock looks like they are quarreling, the mother at twelve o'clock is educating her children, Changchao at three o'clock is chatting with a girl, and the two girls at six o'clock look like they are spitting out that their dinner is not good enough ......