But what about the next day? The first day of the year, I was able to get my hands on some of the most popular products and services in the world, and I was able to get my hands on some of the most popular products and services in the world. I don't want to do anything about it, but I'm still thinking about it, wondering what's the point of living. The first time I saw this, I was in the middle of a long journey, and it was a long time ago that I was in the middle of a long journey.
It's just a matter of being depressed and thinking about life and death. So I was scared and quit drinking. But the effect is not good, do not drink feel no friends ah. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get a good deal on this, but I'm sure you're going to be able to get a good deal on this. Also embarrassed, then drink again?
Drinking again, vomiting do not know the east and west, said to lie down on the road to sleep. You see how this got, how embarrassing. To the next day, and began to blame themselves, said quit drinking, and drinking, this is how to do it. Then again blame yourself for getting into the wrong line of work, should not do construction. Tangled, the pain is unbearable.
Being depressed again, you see, the vicious circle. When I drove to work in the morning, I looked at myself in the rearview mirror and frowned. Smile? Forget it's worse than crying.
This feeling is back to the state before last year's coaching technology course, then the classification of how to divide? I am opening a coffin store. What does it mean? That is all day long sad face, no business worry, business it also dare not smile, people come to buy a coffin that is someone died in the family, you can still smile to welcome. So it has been worried, this is a kind of irony, that is to say that I am this kind of people, only know how to bury their heads in the work, do not know how to enjoy, and finally died of exhaustion, to the coffin a put, OK.
Last year's nearly year-long experience brought me back to life, escaping the coffin store. I still remember last year and Zhongliang went to Anyang to visit FanDeng bookstore, passing through a village, there are a lot of families selling coffins at the entrance of the village, we drove through, Zhongliang laughed at me, and I also laughed and said: this is how good it is, it is considered to be through the coffin store, completely escaped.
But, now what? Entered again. This thing still depends on oneself, "if you want to how all by yourself" this sentence everyone will read, but action is the most important.
Do something about it? I feel like going out for a spin, two days ago I ran into the 115th Song Huajin, talking about self-driving tours, Huajin brother is doing the tourism industry, often go out for self-driving tours. I feel very good, always site - home two point one line life, how meaningless! Just give life more vigor, last year, resigned to rest for a period of time, that is the happiest time. But finally anxiety, because there is no income.
To find a balance, work and rest, not because of the work and let the life is no mood. Then end up looking back at the whole life as gray. To add color and make life rich.
You see, in addition to work, I am left to read and write, and drinking, there is no fun ah. Recently, I want to quit drinking again, that's even more meaningless. I still need to go out and have fun, the construction site is slowly getting into the right track, thinking of freeing myself and taking the family out for a spin. The effects of the epidemic are waning, so I'm going to take my family to some of the nearby attractions first.
Well, it feels good to write a travelogue. When it comes to my article, it's interesting again. Why? A few days ago, I wrote a few interesting things about buying books at the temple fair in my hometown, and I felt that I had written a good article. But the reading volume is very low, surprisingly did not break a hundred. Normal readership of my articles can reach more than one hundred and fifty. What does this mean? It shows that people's preferences are diverse, I think good people do not necessarily feel good, I think an article is not interesting, but some readers are high. Life is funny like that, take your time and experience it.
I was influenced by the understanding of the diary before I began to write my simple diary, the understanding of the teacher's diary is now paid to read, a dollar per article. I think about it, wait until after the fans broke ten thousand I also open this mode. People can just reward me, if they think it's worth it, they can coin a dollar, if they don't think it's worth it, they don't have to pay.
Hey, of course, I'm not as good at writing as I was when I was a teacher. After all, I am doing engineering, face is the site of things, can write less things. But this is not in a hurry, the rest of his life is still long, slowly learning, slowly writing, writing for decades, everything will be fine.
Just this post-drinking depression condition really need to adjust, honestly, writing a diary at this moment in the depression, can write this diary or quite admire themselves. On this matter, depression is really nothing to be afraid of, the terrible thing is that the depression of their own self-loathing, rather than trying to find ways to adjust.
I know I have a problem with depression after drinking, so I get up in the morning and don't want to think about anything, put on my workout clothes and go for a run, let myself sweat, secrete dopamine, and my mood will be much better.
People, must learn to self-explain, otherwise, their own bull's-eye, no one can help you.
Thanks for reading!