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I don't know if this is the secret diary story of a college girl, told only to strangers ...... Before editing the title and description, click "Save" to save your customized changes. Journal November 30 How long do I have to disguise my innocence? Another story that can only be told to strangers ...... I don't know what they think about the people who show up in my life and are recognized as my friends, maybe those people don't think about it, no one is idle enough to spend all day wondering who has or hasn't had sex with the opposite sex. Only they, the girls who lived with me night and day, were naive enough to make a fuss about that sort of thing ...... Our nest was inhabited by a group of girls as innocent and pure as angels, who, though in their early twenties, knew very little about the adult world. While all the other girls' dorms in college watched porn and discussed all their experiences with their BFs, we lived a life of unearthly joy. We hardly ever talked about such topics, and when we did, it was shallow. No one to discuss, no one has experience to talk about, except, I, and another girl ...... just, that girl accidentally by us know, she and boyfriend has had, is that unintentionally placed on the table of the medical records, written, so that the people who saw it are silly, but all people did not say anything, did not go to ask her, and did not demolish what, know that she does not want to say. Knowing that she was reluctant to talk about it. Only occasional private discussion, revealed are unable to understand the look, as if she is no longer pure, with our color apart. As for me, what can I say in such an environment, the fear of being discriminated against consciously protect their own secrets. Only, during the discussion with them, I didn't seem to be pretending, with them, I didn't feel that I was still pure, from the bottom of my heart. Of course, they think so now ...... Maybe my acting skills are too good, or maybe I keep my secrets too firmly, in short, fool everyone, and as the days go by, even hide them from myself ...... In this environment, I think I will stay pure, I don't know I'm not sure how long I'll be able to hold out, maybe until we all leave the school ...... November 28 I'm a little out of control I thought I could be relieved, but in fact, I can't ...... Once, even on that night, I still thought I could do it and never fall in love again. The morning I saw him off, I didn't think anything of it, but two days later, I actually missed him. I'm not sure if I've ever had a good time, but I'm not sure if I've ever had a good time. Can't all women be exempted from the common practice of giving themselves and not feeling like they're losing their feelings as well. I have never thought about the relationship with each other, once thought that as long as this is good, underground, satisfy him seems to be suitable for me. But ignored, had loved, hurt, heartache ...... so unknowingly, the heart is not under their control. The thoughts, vaguely, day after day, deeper and deeper. I'm a little panicked, but not at a loss for words. I knew exactly what I had to do. That is: do nothing, as before, don't embarrass him, don't ask for anything. This is his favorite.18:39 | Add Comment | Read Comments (1) | Fixed Links | Write to Log | The Little Girl's Unknown Thoughts~~~~ What kind of ending do you want? The wind dancers, I have been thinking of such an encounter in high school, of course, it is impossible, so, write down, Liao to comfort. But I don't know what kind of ending to use, does anyone have a good opinion? 18:38 | Add Comment | Fixed Links | Write Log Wind Dancer Wind Dancer The first time I met Sang-woo was on a lively and busy street with countless neon lights and countless people. It was in the midst of this endless clamor that he suddenly burst into my world with his music and dance. An ordinary to ordinary afternoon, after class, do not want to go home, wandering in the street. When I'm bored, I like to do this, walking in a noisy place, surrounded by people, but all of them are strangers. It makes me feel like I'm still alive in this world, but I don't have to pay attention to those boring people, at ease, refreshing! Think of a saying: time took away everything but me ...... I was sitting on the steps of the plaza counting the stars when the neon lights were all lit up, the weather was clear and the stars were twinkling. Suddenly, there was music playing, hip-hop tunes, and I looked up to see a group of hip-hop dressed boys gathered in the center of the square dancing. I couldn't help but tilt my head to take a closer look. Very strong DANCER, the unison dance and solo were great. Especially the guy in the middle wearing camouflage pants, his baseball cap pressed down low, revealing his shredded hair. The drum beat of the music tickled my heart, and I couldn't help but run over to the boy in the middle and say, "Hey, battle!" so domineering that it didn't allow for the slightest bit of negotiation. The group of boys with him all stopped moving and gathered around, looking at me and then at him in surprise. He looked up at me, the corners of his handsome mouth gently rose, and said, "You first." ...... Three rounds later, no winner, surrounded by applause and shouts of approval. "Not bad!" "You too!" "My name is Sang-woo." "Shadow." "Meet my brothers, Daffy, Gu, Lao-san ......" After that I met these brothers, became a member of LD, and most importantly I met the love of my life... ...LD is the organization of these boys, the Speedsters, and Sang-woo is the boss. They did everything a delinquent would do, racing, fighting, drinking, and flirting with girls, excluding Sang-woo, who wasn't interested in girls in general. Oh and of course they dance, on nights when there are no contests or fights. I was surprised that Sang-woo and Gu went to the same school as me. It's a big and small world. Sang-woo rode his Songbird, the 400cc modified, and drove me through the deserted streets at midnight, listening to my cheers cut through the heavy sky of the city at night, rising up and flying away. Sang-woo took me to drag races, the kind where you have to carry a girl behind you, and we always won. Sang-woo was faster than the wind. Valley said: Sang-woo never participated in this kind of race before, shadow, you are the first Oh. I smiled and said: That's because I won't be afraid. In fact, I know, as long as Shangwu a word, even if the loss of life, there will be a large group of girls scrambling to sit behind Shangwu. However, Shangwu do not, huh, he said that position belongs to me ...... Nothing at night, LD brothers will go to the city center square dancing, like when I first met them. When you are tired of dancing, go to the beach to drink beer and buy cigarettes to smoke. I don't smoke, I only drink Fresh Orange Multi. Sang-woo always laughed at me for being a child who never grew up, but every time he bought me a lot of Fresh Orange Multi. I like Shangwu cold look, not much to say, opinionated, righteous, like simple and pure things, will be very careful to take care of me. Shangwu's embrace is full of security, so that I can live like a winged angel, highly protected. In front of him I can be very capricious, very childish, he will laugh at me pouting and playing tricks winking eyes and tongue out weird tantrums drink fresh orange more. The only face him, I can frankly do enough little woman, by Shangwu favor is my most happy thing 18:37 | Add Comment | Fixed Links | Write Log | Little girl unknown heart ~ ~ ~ ~ Lonely shadows there are two LG is back. I'm not sure why, but I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do it. I don't know why, he came back, the two of us surprisingly tacit understanding, not because he left this more than a year and strange, but inexplicably close to a lot. I knew his style of handling things, and that summer of my freshman year, after he kissed me, he told me not to tell anyone. At that time I was like him, just because of that month in the group together to fight and quarrel, became the eyes of the "little enemy", but the heart is sweet. Of course, I didn't know he was lying to me. And I, so believe him, obediently do not tell anyone. Later, delayed to can not be delayed, he finally admitted that he is still with his former girlfriend. When I saw that girl, I was speechless, a beautiful woman, like Binky Steps, making all men salivate. I was very sensible, did not say anything, did not make things difficult for him, and did not be stubborn to break up anything, and that girl, became my good friend. Later, he left, went to that Jiangnan water town development. Occasional text messages, online encounter when chilling a couple of sentences, sometimes will call over. Once joked, also said miss. Just no longer completely serious, feelings do not dare to put in again. That summer vacation, hurt how deep, only I know. Back again, suddenly close, a lot of things become natural ...... Afterwards, I asked: nothing to be accounted for? He was surprised. You do not confide in me not to tell others? He laughed and was embarrassed and alarmed. I understand your style of dealing with things. A sentence should be able to make him completely at ease. LG and I are two lonely souls who only miss each other when we are alone. We know each other very well, as long as you want, will be together, the same, want to separate, will leave. There is no burden, no need to take responsibility. 18:34 | Add a comment | Fixed Links | Write in Log | The Little Girl's Unknown Heart ~~~~ The world is so fucking ironic!!!! Damn, this world is fucking ironic ...... Fell in love with someone, quietly, officially met in that game a month ago, he does the referee. Before just know there is such a person, my boss's boss, seen but do not know each other, until a month or so ago, he reappeared was so handsome, all of a sudden fell in love. Love seems to come too fast, incredible.　　The boss said he didn't have a girlfriend, which is probably why I had fantasies.　　Of course, I did not say anything, do not want to let him feel too risque, after all, is not familiar with. I thought, let's wait until we get acquainted slowly. The first few days, pretending to text him intentionally or unintentionally. He back, can not see impatient, but also can not feel he is interested.　　The sixth sense tells me that he is not interested in me. I don't like it, it's as simple as that.　　I don't want to even friends can't do, can't get it is a pity, but more afraid of losing, so outwardly to him as their idol worship.　　Only they know the heart of that love.　　So, no longer self-involved, self-interested. Afraid of disturbing more, will eventually get tired. Once tired, there will be no opportunity.　　Two days ago, their company came to our school to do a presentation. Seeing him in a suit, he was even more handsome. The youngest middle-level leader, the head of sales in the north. Previously, I only saw the boss's description of him: career love dance are very successful people. But I didn't know that the company he works for is so powerful and his position has reached such a high level. More admiration, role model component more.　　Try to find more opportunities to see him, he appeared in the place I will go, do not say anything, just watch from afar, hoping that one day he can know my mood.　　That great dance troupe performance in Tianjin is held in the bar, Ben hesitated to go, the day before he said to me: tomorrow's performance, together to see Oh. So, I decided to go.　　On that day, hesitation struggled for a long time, sent a knocked half a day of text messages, want to take his car, just to see him one more time. He said he was going to go from his friend's place, not from the school. The heart was heavy, just wishing it was the truth, not a refusal and a tiresome excuse.　　That night at the bar, kept looking for him. He went late, brought a girl, hand in hand, at that time the eyes can not hold anything, only see that ten fingers tightly interlocked. Suddenly feel very embarrassed, their own silly self-indulgence, but I do not know people already have a heart. I don't know what the boss will think of me, once he also had such a crush on him, was rejected. Had a very arrogant with him announced to launch an attack on the idol, and now this, the most afraid of him to look at the joke.　　Just so not ironic, but the girl, his girlfriend ...... Bar, the girls are not interested in dancing, sitting in the back chatting. Intentionally or unintentionally with them to sit together, one of the girls had been recognized, just sat down with me to introduce: this is ** girlfriend **. I was surprised, I didn't expect to know what I cared about so easily. Then I thought about it, and I was afraid that he had something to tell me, and deliberately told me to know, so that I would know to leave.　　Just finished, did not have time to say hello, his girlfriend will be particularly surprised and I said: Remember, the other day, China Merchants Bank to our school card, a few of us in order to get that gift doll, group enrollment Oh.　　The world is really small, the original I first met his girlfriend, of course, at that time, she was not his girlfriend. They met three weeks ago.　　Isn't that ironic?　　What's done is done. It's time to end it. I'm not afraid of needing to hide myself to secretly tease the injury, only to ask no one to know, my sadness, my embarrassment ...... 18:33 | Add Comment | Fixed Links | Write Log | Little girl unknown heart ~~~ Dare not love ...... I found that I like the I've found that what I like is always unavailable, and what I like, I'm not interested in. I know he came today, I hesitated to go, my intuition tells me he has no feelings for me, although very like, but also dare not show, afraid of, recruiting people bored. I'm a girl with no courage, I'd rather hide far away, but I don't dare to get up the courage to tell him that I like him. Many girls in the cartoon end up being happy because of their persistence in love, difficulties and hardships didn't stop them, but I was defeated by my own cowardice. My greatest fear is rejection and resentment after confessing my love. Because I understand the mood of their own rejection of others, so never dare to try easily, for fear that even friends can not do, have to tell themselves not to bother, silently waiting for this mood slowly fade. The first time on the LD is also like this, I am very decisive to give up, can not give up so what, people do not like you.GY on my behavior is very unlike, blame me why do not insist. Insist on how, the result is not necessarily now complete, are treated as nothing happened, or good friends, this is not what I want, but the best ......GY has been insisting on the boy's favorite, the end of the last, but not fruitless, during the sadness, confusion, struggle, tears, in addition to their own and who remembers ...... Today I still have to go, do not bother him, just on the side of the quiet watching ......