In the stacks of life I have always been a rush, so I am in a hurry in every journey: hurry to winter, hurry to spring, hurry to treat every scenery encountered on the journey.
There was a time when the spring breeze blew, and the willows flew, and there was an angelic smile ringing all around me, and all these things filled the small and still lonely city inside me, and although I pretended not to linger, not to go back and forth, I left them in my heart forever.
The night is deep, the robin will still sing occasionally, this time I have not yet slept in the torrent of time will often fish them up, over and over again to savor the sweet memories. In this memory, there is a I pretend not to care, there is a spring garden and you have become that a have to see the scenery.
Remember there is a good is to look at you sitting next to me giggling, I pretended not to care, you do not say anything, but each other seem to blush. I have been pretending to care about you this landscape, because I think you will always be like a follower of the kind, where I go you will follow where, but until one day you suddenly disappeared, you did not say a word to the field, you did not say hello to me and dropped out of the school, I was heartbroken, I was flustered, I realized that my side has always been there is a you, but never to you to open a proof of classmates, friends, confidantes, or lovers? The first thing I'd like to do is to get the best out of you, and then I'd like to get back to you.
You and I said you don't want to go back to your broken family that only has a drinking father and no mother; you said you don't want to go back to this school that always has people behind your back saying that you're a wild child, and you said you want to run away from this land full of sadness. I didn't respond to you for a long time, and after a long time I just asked you knowingly, "Will that girl with the big sunny smile ever come back?" You quickly replied, "Orange, I don't want to come back, and I can't." This answer although I have long guessed, but by you personally told me, my heart is still no defense like a fall into the abyss.
Those days I often visit your space, I see your words have appeared a little pale, your smile is still light, fresh, but is hiding a deep sadness, for which I only blame time it is too pale, pale, I was too late to react to the announcement of such an end, and all of this so that I have already been unable to do anything about it.
You and I said you are now very tired, very annoying, you also said you seem to have begun to lose. This time I was again not able to reply to you for a long time, because seeing your words, at this time I am busy crying. At the end I replied to you with tears of pain and said, "Qian, no matter what, you first have to protect yourself, take care of yourself, do not lose yourself, if you are in pain, tired, annoyed, then you must send me a copy of your that sadness, so that I share with you and face it together."
Tonight is so silent again, and occasionally there are two cicadas singing, I think you must have had a very pleasant day! Otherwise, your sadness should have been sent to my heart.
She and I
I know clearly, but also understand what kind of beginning that was. I remember that year I was eleven ignorant years, she just twelve flower season, and in my life and her in the most beautiful time, God gave me and her a rain in the encounter, from me and her world is no longer only their own, because my world and her world from now on has always existed with each other.
That rainy day the breeze blew me and her hair, the raindrops kissed me and her cheeks, in this fairy tale scene, I had a beautiful encounter with her. Since then my young heart had its first stirring, and then I realized that I fell in love with this beautiful girl who floated past me. Since this beautiful encounter, she and I have fallen between a piece of dust, generated a period of endless love.
Someone would always ask me how long I would like her, but I would always smile and say nothing - because I couldn't tell how long I would like her. But I also always explain to people: "My story with her at least so far is not finished, so it will continue how long I am difficult to say, but as far as I see, I hope I can never give an answer, because I hope it is forever."
I remember that year I was reading the sixth grade, she read the first grade of junior high school; remember that year I was eleven, she just twelve. That year we are like the beginning of the ground shoots: ignorance, ignorant, so the face of my adoration of her she seems to have been silent, and I am also stupid only silent, silent. I remember that year I was thirteen, she just fourteen; that year I was like that unyielding sunflower, and she was like that radiant sun. So that year, no matter how hard I try, the final results will also be in her sun like fire in the annihilation. Naturally, my existence is more difficult to reflect in her eyes, because at this time her light is too attractive, so in her side of the young talent is always numerous. Therefore, that year I only have to silently, silently hard, struggle, strive to catch up with her footsteps, but also all the time silently watching her.
In fact, that year, sometimes I would venture out to her thoughts of confession, but from time to time I saw her in the cafeteria in order to catch up with the time to eat a meal in a hurry; see her running shadow on the way back to the classroom; see her all the time hang stubborn smile ...... my idea will be quickly annihilated by rational thinking. Because when I see these, I know that now is really not the time, this existing beautiful peace and quiet really can not be broken, and more importantly, she did pay too much for this examination, so I even more can not give her to create a bit of disturbance.
Maybe it's really fate! I'm not sure if you're going to be able to find the right one, but I'm sure you're going to be able to find the right one. And now she is reading senior, I read in the second year of high school, now I have been sixteen, she also seventeen. And this time she ah! As the earth's April day, is still all the good, and I am like a cloud in the sky, although it is always light, but that April is the best place for me to belong.
I always say that she and I "together" is fate, and she and I "not together" is also fate, so until now I still have not face to face to her to reveal my heart, she has not given us many years of "....... She has not given us a certificate of "no end" for many years. Of course! This is by no means the first time we will only "silent" helpless; not as the height of each other is not in the same parallel line, a look down, one can only look up; more not as when the midterm will be coming kind of college entrance exams and the upcoming will mess up her heart. Only ah! Over the years, she and I have long understood each other's feelings, so say or do not say it does not seem so important, not to mention that she and I are not the first child, and now she and I have grown up!
Finally, I think she and I actually have a kind of love between you if you are well, is the eye of the sky; there is a kind of love is no matter elegant and vulgar, cold or disappointment, and even do not seek to be together, just in the best age to meet each other. And without losing the truth, flowing with the wind of rhyme but without losing the philosophical soul of the road writing.