some people say that she is the Tang Dynasty's bold and prodigal female Taoist priest;
some people say that she is the murderer who brutally killed her subordinates;
some people say that she is a poet of outstanding talent.
But in my eyes, she was just a poor woman who couldn't get what she wanted and was caught by fate.
The first poem I read by her was Gift to a Neighboring Woman:
The shy sun covers her sleeves, and she is lazy to put up her makeup in the spring. The first poem I read was "For the Neighbors":
The sun shades my sleeves in shame, and I'm too lazy to put up my makeup. The first is that the woman's face is not a part of her body, but a part of her body is a part of her body. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands dirty.
Which "easy to seek priceless treasure, hard to get a lover", is to see through the epiphany of the world, but also on the love field of all kinds of helplessness, the ancient women of their lives, want to find is just a can be committed to a lifetime, never give up the man, and fish Xuanqi lifetime, encountered as much as possible the wrong person.
She was born in Pingkangli in the southwest corner of Chang'an City, and her father died at a young age. She was a bright and agile person, good at reading and enjoying poetry. At the age of five, she was able to recite hundreds of famous poems, and at the age of seven, she began to learn how to compose poems.
At the age of eleven, she met her first favorite man.
This man is called Wen Tingyun, yes, the same Wen Bakou who wrote "Lingering dice, red beans, into the bones of the heart know not know".
The young fish Xuanji's extraordinary talent attracted the attention of Wen Tingyun, a bright spring afternoon, Wen Tingyun traveled to visit the fish Xuanji. At that time, her name was still "young Wei".
The fish looked up and saw an ordinary face, but the temperament of the elegant uncle appeared in front of the house, the man came to the "riverside willow" three words as the subject of the poem let her scene, the fish young Mei thought a little, then wrote a poem on the flower paper:
The green color is even the barren shore, the smoke into the distant building. The roots are old and hide the fish cave, the branches are low and tied to the passenger boat. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands dirty.
Wen Tingyun recited it repeatedly, and felt that no matter how to use words and rhymes, or the mood of the poem, it is a rare and excellent work. Such a poem from a young girl's hand, and written in such a short period of time, which can not help the great poet appreciation. After that, Wen Tingyun often in and out of the fish family. For the fish young Wei poetic guidance, Wen Tingyun as young Wei's teacher.
Although Wen Tingyun's literary talent was extraordinary, but his life was not ambitious, and soon after, he left Chang'an and went to Xiangyang as a small official.
And Xiao Youwei lost her father at an early age, and followed her mother to beg for a living. Under the care of Wen Tingjun, she developed a different kind of feeling towards Wen Tingjun, who was also her teacher, friend and father. The story of the two men, who were in love with each other, is a very interesting one, and it's a great opportunity for them to learn more about each other and their lives.
I've been researching for a long time, and I'm afraid of the cold coverlet. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm going to be able to do it, and I'm going to be able to do it. I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to do, but I'm sure I'm going to be able to do it," he said. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to get a good look at this, but I'm sure I'm going to be able to get a good look at this.
Fei Qing is Wen Tingyun's word, the poem inside the love is very obvious, but Wen Tingyun did not accept, he felt inappropriate.
He is a rare talent, but unfortunately the nature of arrogance, offended the powerful, and in the court struggle on the wrong side, which doomed him to a life of bad career, ill-fated. Moreover, he was ugly, known as "Wen Zhong Kui", and not subject to restraints, indulge in wine and debauchery, not very good reputation. In addition, he was 32 years older than Yu Youwei, ashamed of himself, and ultimately could not accept this relationship.
So although Wen Tingyun fish young Wei very much love and compassion, but has been to control the feelings of teachers and students or friends within the boundaries, do not dare to step forward, he rejected the small young Wei, a section of the fog in the flower, the water in the moon type of teacher-student love so with the wind and passed away.
As an elder and also a teacher, Wen Tingyun introduced her to Li Yi, a teenage talent who was a close friend of his.
Wen fish two people have been together to the south of the city's beautiful scenery in the Chongzhen Guan excursion, is encountered in a group of new students compete in the Guan wall inscription poem name. Looking at them, they are full of vigor and enthusiasm, fish Youwei only hate themselves is not a male body.
After they finished, fish Youwei quietly wrote down a poem:
The cloud peak full moon put spring eyes, all the silver hooks under the finger. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm going to be able to do it, and I'm going to be able to do it.
A few days later, Li Yi, a nobleman who came to Chang'an for the first time, read the poem left by Yu Youwei when he visited Chongzhenguan, and he admired the poem and wanted to see the elegance of the woman who wrote the poem.
Later, when Li Yi was a guest at Wen's house, he saw a beautifully written poem on Wen Tingyun's desk:
Spring color everywhere in the red peach, the blue willow family bright moon. The neighboring building is newly made up to serve the night, and the boudoir is full of love. The fish are playing under the hibiscus flowers, and the birds are singing in the sky. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands dirty.
From the mouth of Wen Tingyun learned that the owner of the poem paper was the original title poem Chongzheng Guan of the strange girl fish Youwei, from then on the roots of love.
Li Yi was twenty-two years old, has been high school scholar, and the official to the left to fill the queue, can be said to be a promising future, and the person was born upright and healthy, gentle temperament. The good-hearted Wen Tingyun out of the consideration of the future of the fish young Wei, they will be from the match.
Fish Youwei known and Wen Tingyun hopeless, after the death of his mother, life is forced, she also reached the age of marriage, at this time she is still for the love of fantasy.
So, the man has a concubine, in Wen Tingyun's set up, they are married. But Li Yi also has an original wife Pei in Jiangling, Li Yi also personally east to receive the family. During the separation period, fish Youwei wrote the poem "Jiangling sad hope to send Zi'an":
Maple leaves thousands of skills and ten thousand branches, the river bridge covers the twilight sails late. I remember you like the water of the West River, flowing eastward day and night without a break.
The fish thought she had met the man of her life. But how could she have known how powerful her opponent was?
Li Yi's wife Pei was born into a famous family, family history, noble status, Pei's family "since the Qin and Han dynasties, and the six dynasties, to the Sui and Tang Dynasty and the flourishing, after the Five Dynasties, the rest of the fragrance is still there", Pei's family only the second generation of Sui and Tang Dynasty, no less than dozens of ministers active in the political arena.
Born in such a family, how can she tolerate her husband's side of a small woman of beauty and style, Pei forced Li Yi to write a paper repudiation, to fish young Wei out of the door. Li Yi has no choice but to send her to the Beijing suburb of Xianyi Guan as a Taoist priest.
That year, Chang'an did not fish young Wei, Xianyi Guan more than a female Taoist priest called fish Xuanji, the world is also one less talented Wen Tingyun. That year, Wen Tingyun died, Yu Xuanji feel more lonely.
She lost her teacher and friend Feiqing, the pain in her heart, more and more miss her husband Li Yi. She was so lonely, so eager to be together again, that she wrote her love for him in her poems.
The mountain road interjection stone step dangerous, do not worry about the line of pain bitter lovesickness. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to get through this, but I'm sure I'll be able to get through this, so I'll be able to get through this. I don't want to listen to the songs, I don't want to invite the guests to play chess at night. If you want to be with us for a long time, you should not be late for the meeting with your friends. Although I hate to walk alone in winter, I will meet you when the moon is full. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on some of the most popular products and services in the world, and you'll be able to do it all in one place.
In fact, Li Yi put fish young Wei foster in Xianyi view, the intention is also to find opportunities to come to the meeting, but no wife Pei's strict control, Pei's power and all over the capital, Li Yi dare not take the career jokes, did not visit the Xianyi view of the fish Xuanji.
Fish Xuanji thinking about it, no news of Li Lang, only to send the infatuation to the poem, and wrote a "send Li Zian":
Drinking ice and eating medicine, old no success, Jin Shui pot off in the dream; Qin mirror want to share the sadness of falling magpies, Shunqin got to get the complaint fly singing. The well tung leaves ringing autumn rain, the window under the silver lamp dark dawn wind; the letter is not clear where to, holding the rod all day blue river empty.
Poetry every written, can not be sent to Li Lang, fish Xuanji only to the poem paper thrown into the Qu River, let the feelings of the water with the empty flow.
This is the first time in three years.
After three years, the only person left in Xianyi Guan is Yu Xuanji.
At this time, a visitor from Chang'an said that Li Lang, whom she had been looking forward to day and night, had already left the capital with his wife, and went to Yangzhou as an official.
Fish heard the news, crying liver, thinking of the ancient Buddha and lonely shadow, waiting for three years of husband, so abandoned her to go, their own youth in the waiting in the old age, and their own a piece of love as the river like the East River into the East River.
Waiting is not terrible, terrible is far away. Fish Xuanji pain, depressed, sadness and despair, they wrote the famous poem that has been recited for thousands of years:
Shy sun covers the sleeve, worry about the spring lazy makeup; easy to seek priceless treasure, hard to get a lover. The first thing you need to do is to get a good look at the woman's face, and then you'll be able to see the woman's face.
This poem became the turning point of her love life, and also became the starting point of her tragic life. From then on, she changed the past noble and self-loving temperament, she saw through the human wind and moon, wantonly indulgence up.
Xianyi Guan, young and old. Outside of the view posted a piece of paper "Yu Xuanji poetry waiting to teach", not a few days of work spread throughout Chang'an. Self-confessed a few talents of the literati, the gentleman, have gone to Xianyi Guan to visit the fish Xuanji, talking about poetry and literature, chatting and laughing, to the blackout, the red Roman tent, covered with no shame in the cups and drinks. Fish Xuanji's reputation is more and more widely spread.
She also adopted a few young girls from poor families in the view, but in fact, they are her maidservants, like her, receiving visitors from Chang'an. The people who live in the red dust in a loose and unrestrained way are never in the red dust, their souls, destined to nowhere.
In the midst of such a prodigal life, Yu Xuanji ushered in another life-saving straw in her life.
At that time, Yu Xuanji was in her early twenties, with the charm of a young girl and the charm of a mature woman, coupled with her talent and flavor, a lot of talented men are the guests of the curtain.
"The red leaves are not swept away to wait for the soulmate", the one who Yu Xuanji waited for was Chen Ai. After getting used to the human sound and color, this clean-cut and slightly shy musician makes her feel love again. In the midst of her confused thoughts, she wrote a revealing love poem for him:
I hate to send you this poem on the vermilion string, but I'm not sure if it's meant to be; I've known that the clouds and the rain will come together, but I haven't realized that I'm not yet in the heart of the blue orchid. I knew that the clouds and the rain would come together, but I did not realize that I would have a heart of orchids. The burning peach and the plum are no harm to the scholar of the country, and the pale pine and the laurel are still the envy of the scholar. The color of the moon is clean, the voice of the bamboo courtyard is deep, and the red-leafed ground in front of the door is not swept away to wait for the soulmate.
From then on, Chen Ai became the most popular guest in Xianyi Guan.
But at this time the fish Xuanji is no longer ten years ago fish young Wei, no longer that stupid love Wen Tingyun, waiting for Li Yi's fish young Wei. She is suspicious, irritable, jealous, and begins to be possessive in love, and she wants to hold on to what she has.
There is a little girl named Green Chiao beside her, is in the prime of life, pavilion, such as the pistil of the first spring flowers. Later, she suspected that Chen Ai and Green Chiao had an affair, so she brought Green Chiao into the bedroom to torture, as a result, Green Chiao was killed alive - she could not tolerate such betrayal.
After the death of Green Chiao, she buried her body in the backyard, and stayed with her night and day. When someone asked about Green Chiao, she said faintly, "She escaped after the spring rains."
In the face of the demise of a life, fish xuanqi calm and frightening. Just as Mrs. Pei couldn't tolerate her back then, she stood in Mrs. Pei's place, but was even more cruel than Mrs. Pei back then. You are gazing into the abyss at the same time, the abyss is also gazing at you, dragon slaying heroes eventually become evil dragons, the harm they have suffered doubly inflicted on others.
This time of course, fate did not favor her, and the body of Green Chiao was found.
This year she was twenty-six years old, her life, forever disappeared in the spring and fall of that year in the Great Tang Dynasty.
She was once y in love, sincerely treating the love of her life. Unfortunately, the infatuation is always misplaced.
The young girl in love, due to respect born love, thousands of love in the heart, no end.
When the love sinus was first opened, it was a matter of accommodation, and the love receded, but it was bruised all over.
After the cloud is light, but encountered the double betrayal of the lover and the maid, misplaced the life of Qingqing.
The women of that era were unable to control their own destiny. Her short life was full of mysteries, just like her name.
"Love is like a torch. If you walk against the wind, you will burn your hand."