What will your ideal self look like in ten years?

Central Idea: still lively and cheerful, passionate about life, sunny and positive, go to a place where there are fewer people, live in a house with an attic, a desk, a kitchen, cats and dogs with each other, near the sea, there is a gentle neighbor, do not make too many friends, comfortable and not constrained by the relationship how good ah, I ideally, unencumbered, a lifetime.

I remember when I was in junior high school, I wrote an essay "Ten Years Later," and I was really naive and imagined that in the future I would be successful and famous, and how great I would be. These days the college entrance examination, think back to their own college entrance examination, as if in yesterday, a lot of things are remembered very very clear. Unfortunately, many years have passed, or the appearance of nothing.

Yes, time always slips away inadvertently, ten years looks so long, when it is really past and will feel so short. There is still too much uncertainty about the future, and it's hard to tell.

Nowadays, in this society, it seems that there are many opportunities everywhere, but there are not many choices for those poor children. The simplest choice is to be a working man, so that although not hungry, but want to earn money, too difficult, a hundred inside a few is good.

One month to receive a 4,000 yuan salary, rent almost a thousand, living expenses almost a thousand, a variety of daily necessities several hundred, and then occasionally buy some things, the money is no longer, and even how no, they do not know. Let's not talk about filial piety. It's not that you don't want to give money to mom and dad, but you really don't have any. Do not say find a girlfriend, many people laugh, the bride price money can not afford to pay.

Just an ordinary office worker, what ideal dream, what is it like after ten years? Is not nonsense? If you're not careful, I guess you'll still be a moonlighter in ten years.

Mass innovation, mass entrepreneurship. Entrepreneurship? How to create? Have capital? Have the technology? Not even the direction or project. Even if you scrape together 100,000 dollars to start your own business, it's probably hard to last a year.

There are so many cars in the city, so many skyscrapers, what does it have to do with me? A set of house moving a few million, even if I do not eat or drink, but also a few hundred years to earn a house. So some time ago, I heard the boss say, let the migrant workers to eliminate inventory, I was huh, perhaps I am a fake migrant workers. I've always known that the term "migrant worker" is discriminatory, but it's okay. I've been a migrant worker for generations, and I've called myself a migrant worker, and it's very flattering.

Recently, I've been eating a lot of food, and I can't sleep at night. I don't want to think about what I'm going to be like in ten years. I'm really afraid that I'm not going to be able to accomplish anything. Life is only once, also want to live a wonderful life, but unfortunately there is no way.

Like most people, I often think I'm not stupid, and even very smart. Of course life always keeps doing stupid things. Ideal me, just appear in the imagination, the reality of me, I can only lol.

Ten years, ten years. How many decades are there in life? Unfortunately, I am sitting on this wonderful ten years, but do not know where the road? Sometimes think about it, when there is no good way, do not make decisions, everything goes with the flow.