and clip it to the page of a book to retain its color
and then pick up a pen
and write a paragraph in the veins of her leaf
I am occasionally nostalgic for the past
I am occasionally saddened by the loss of my youth
Some people say that I am getting old
In fact, I know
I just don't want to make some people forget about me, and I don't want to make some people forget about me. p> I'm not old
I just don't want to let some people
just like this from my life to leave in a hurry
June 27, 2020, people are still immersed in the holiday joy of the Dragon Boat Festival, and you, my friend, but chose this day to go away quietly, bringing infinite sadness to your loved ones, friends ......
27th morning, we rushed to the funeral home, see, just your coffin, and Penjing before your handsome statue. Incense smoke, shrouded in the wife's heartbreaking cries and son's face of bewilderment. That warm you, away from us.
28th 7 o'clock, we lined up and you say goodbye, you lie quietly in the flowers, such as a piece of fallen leaves drifting. How much I want to be closer, a little closer, see your thin face, remember your sincere look ......
Until a wisp of clear smoke slowly rose, the son held out your ashes, the hearse slowly forward, to the west and went ...... I just believe that this young life, my side-by-side comrades, honorable friends, really left us ......
? A few days passed, I thought I would slowly fade you into oblivion, but no, your face and face, every moment in my mind. Read your "last goodbye" with us, that line of blood, voice tears, a huge grief burst came. So warm people, so kind people, how will be away from us.
Busy, idle, I quietly looked at the phone, traveling in the time album, that person, that thing, that love, that scene, a scene surged to the heart ......
This is June 2011, you come to the second year of the Office of Education and Research, we send pay the Secretary of the party, then your drinking is quite good, as the saying goes, the character of the wine such as character, every time you are happy, you are always drinking, never hide treacherous and slippery, every time you drink, I always help you to count the number of your "fruits".
This is the August 2011 group photo of our collective trip to Zhangjiajie. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get a good look at this, but I'm sure you're going to be able to get a good look at this. Your pink half-sleeves were eye catching and mirrored the green scenery. At that time you were so healthy, I teased you that your forehead made the sun and moon lose their glory.
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This is you at the 2013 New Year's Day party. Remember? This is our teaching and researching people only, unforgettable gala, the party has six hosts, Li Hai only one line, but also by others, the scene is old and embarrassing, but so happy! Started to send prizes, because what awards, what awards, have forgotten, but does not matter, the important thing is that the sense of ceremony, that warm atmosphere. I still remember the recitation of you three pig people, "There is such a group of people", the manuscript is still written by me, you practiced so seriously, read so y ...... We had so many programs that were cut and still couldn't finish them ......
This is a photo from our summer vacation in 2013 when we visited Qingquan Valley. In August, the Qingquan Valley is actually a lot less flowers and beautiful scenery, that spring is not like a spring, pattering, but still does not reduce our pleasant mood, we will be singing, shouting, singing what, shouting what are not important.
This is the only image of you in the valley, should be "spring" next to what you are saying and doing, already do not remember.
I remember when I went up the mountain on the way to the Shu Rui daughter-in-law cooked a single cake to eat, the egg sauce is very good. After going down the mountain, we went to a picnic by the creek in Sanguanyingzi, this is a picture of the picnic, food and drink, everything. Remember the creek we traveled together? The water is very clear, not very hot, but we still pull up the pants, trips over trips over, and suddenly found that only the old Yan a person did not get into the water, a few young people a plan, whoosh, she lifted and threw the water, the old Yan is not annoyed, the sound of happy laughter echoed in the air. Who is a hard to change the undershirt of Yao Junguang into a bra? Yao Junguang touched the chest heatedly smiled, at that time you also did a long poem for us:
The famous scenic spot Qingquan Valley,
Distance from Aohan sixty-five.
The road is bumpy, the song is all the way,
The road is rugged and the rocks are blocking.
The farmer's wife is in chains,
and she stops the road to take the money.
The anger of the tourists rises in their hearts,
and they break their bones in the streets.
The first thing you need to do is to find your way into the valley on foot,
and you will have to sing with me.
This is the original state,
and the wildflowers are dancing freely.
This is not a ghostly work,
the boulders are fierce, not a sword or an axe.
The writing of the present generation,
is a painstaking attempt to draw a clear picture of the dragon.
Pick flowers and fruits without any time to spare,
Climbing the rocks and leaning on the branches to take pictures.
A sigh of relief in the valley of the green spring,
the stream murmurs and accompanies the left and right.
In the spring, you can hear the rain and the cicadas in the summer,
and in the mountains, you can hear the insects in the forest.
And then sigh in the valley more wonders,
walnut hazelnut bushes.
Pounding medicine mortar side of the medicine,
Flying Dragon Waterfall endless fun.
The old song is a new song,
and the hot sun is sending people away.
The weather is beautiful, the clouds cover the sun,
and the scenery by the Sanguan River is different.
The weather is so beautiful that the clouds cover the sky
The view from the river is different.
Each of us has a job to do,
and each of us has a set of skills to practice.
The men, women, and children are not concerned,
and the smoke is so thick that it burns the meat and the intestines.
The first thing you need to do is to get your hands dirty, and then you'll be able to get your hands dirty with your own hands.
We are sobering up by the river,
and we are pushing and shoving our way through the water.
The first thing you need to do is to get out of the car and get out of the house.
The first thing you need to do is to look back and see what happened on the way,
and then you have to go to the mountains.
It is a good idea to enjoy good food and drink.
It is a good idea to eat well.
It is a good idea to eat well.
Thank you for leaving us such unforgettable memories!
This is a group photo from the summer of 2013 when we went to play in Ringshui. The running on the grass, the laughter in the Laoha River, the singing in the yurt, the handsome posture on the Junma ...... This is all vivid in my mind.
Here also left your lines of poetry:
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This is the 2013 National Day barbecue left in the photo. The first time I saw this, it was a very good time for me to go back to my old neighborhood. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands dirty. The first thing you need to do is to get the best out of your home and get the best out of your life. The "group of demons" dance, put the sound of the car are discharged without electricity, when Wang Xuebing students said we played chicken blood, played on the fight, we are happy, how it. Eat, song, dance, our line and visited the Shengda Mountain Resort, drilling the kiln, picking the wild eggs......
This is the 2014 ops stayed in the Yulong Sand Lake tour. Remember a couple of cars were penalized for speeding in the morning? Remember the breakfast various cover noodles? Your red half-sleeves, as if a fire, and the sunrise in the east want to reflect. We indulge in sandboarding, riding sand motorcycles ...... Li Yilun lost his cell phone, I picked it up is not to give him.
This is the summer of 2014 in the new land grove of barbecue your stay. Remember that time? What an event! The families all out, no task division, no requirements, but we eat and play everything, some people brought poker, children and adults in two gangs to play; Weifeng brought a stereo, you can show off your singing voice; some people brought white wine, some people brought beer, some people skewered lamb, some people skewered pork, some people skewered beef, some people skewered corn, ham, and also boiled instant noodles, there is also a watermelon ...... Eat well, drink well, five people and began to open the heart of the hand back to drink, five people drink the remaining four, four people drink the remaining three, three people drink the remaining two, two people began to paddle. Chen Lilong drank too much, drove his own car and ran away, that time drinking can drive. Qi Zhenjun drank too much, scolded me all the way, I did not rush with him, went home and kicked him twice.
Can you remember the trip to Dawsugou on July 28, 2015? This time the trip is farther, visited more attractions, there are the Merrill Valley, Doushougou, Heili River, Fengshui Bay, Maanshan. I remember the Dashugou River Valley, it is a beautiful place, better than the Golden Whip Creek in Zhangjiajie. There are not only clear streams, waterfalls, and there are countless colorful huge rocks, and meandering streams with each other. All kinds of trees along the river valley, willows, rowan shadows, and poplar birches. We did not do a good job of planning, walking up all the way to the scenery is very nourishing, but down when there is no strength, and can not find the sightseeing car, is a tired ah, but still happy, in front of the attractions also took a picture. Shu Rui also on the grassland in the clouds, we walked halfway up the mountainside, eventually gave up, a good envy. How was it?
The Doshu holy land scenery is quiet,
Boulder pile under the spring water flow.
The mountains are surrounded by trees,
The water surrounds a thousand villages, all oasis.
The stone steps make a road to heaven,
and the grassland in the clouds is at the end.
The waterwheel is running out of steam,
and the suspension bridge is hanging from the piles.
The waterfall is a thirst quencher,
and the salty fruits and vegetables will quench your thirst.
The ghostly craftsmanship was created by heaven,
and nature has brought it to life a few times.
The most unforgettable thing should be the rafting, which can be described as a warrior losing his armor. Shu Rui locked the car keys in the car, people dozens of miles to ask for help. Shu Rui said, I do not know how that 300 dollars came, only know how that 300 dollars did not. Wang Ying said, I do not know how I fell into the river, but I know how I stood up. Old Liu not only lost his shoes, but also his glasses. Qi Zhenjun almost fought with others.
The river's headwaters are fast-flowing,
and the water is dangerous and strange to float in.
The waves are pouring in and the boat has no place to dry out,
shoes lost and clothes torn.
The boat capsized for no apparent reason,
and the water went overboard.
The first thing you need to do is to look for help.
The first thing you need to do is to look for help.
The first thing you need to do is to look for help.
The first thing you need to do is to get out of the water and go to the beach.
If I had known that rafting is like this,
helmet water shoes plus raincoat.
Time is fixed in September 2015, after you were sick, we never went out together again. Remember that it was 9.15 open week before the meeting on this day, you did not participate, smelled to the hospital to check, went directly to Chifeng for surgery. That day we went to the hospital to see you, you just wake up after surgery, that haggard face, that breathless look, we are so heartbroken, but you are still optimistic. The first thing you need to do is to get rid of the problem, and you can do it by yourself.
Soon after you were discharged from the hospital, you went to work and returned to your favorite job, still working hard. You're a vibrant person again. You love your work, as you signed in QQ:
Three years have passed, you still have an occasional glass of red wine with us, you are glowing again, we all thought you were getting better, but then we found out the bad news about the metastasis of the lesion.
On New Year's Day 2018, Mann organized a New Year's Day party and we had a great time singing and dancing together. I didn't realize it was our last activity together . What about the promised time does not grow old we do not break up?
You clearly know that old age, illness and death is never a proposition that can not be chosen independently. Since the disease has been optimistic face, positive treatment, never give up. You are aware of the cruelty of the disease and the development of the condition, so always hold the most optimistic mindset, do the most pessimistic intentions. How many times the target treatment you have survived with tenacious perseverance, two years, we watched you dragging the sometimes good and sometimes bad body has been adhering to the workplace, winter and summer, we remember your serious distribution of test papers the figure of the hard work of the appearance. Last year, your body has been very bad, but still in the hottest day at noon to distribute test papers, fainted in the office, but still did not shout a bitter and tired, no complaints.
You are loyal, open-minded, modest and prudent, the old-fashioned way. You always appear when we need you most, we are used to a thank you are not. Nowadays, we can still see you everywhere with eyes open and closed to help repair the computer figure, that kind of enthusiasm, that kind of focus. The same frequency interaction, because of you, we never remember the URL, you are serious about helping every time, never a word of reproach.
You love to read, you said, although reading can not extend the length of life, but can expand the width of life; you love calligraphy, you said, calligraphy can cultivate a calm state of mind. You have never been difficult for others, but forced themselves; you with open-minded, grateful feelings, standing in the quiet and peaceful on this shore to look at the other side of the bustle of the other side, do not scramble.
You finally said: "I have been serious about my work all my life, treating my friends sincerely and getting along with people kindly. I have no regrets, against the disease I have worked hard, struggled, fought, and never gave up. Life has a parting, don't let the sadness cover up the joy we once had; don't let the parting pull apart the hearts we once met. The end of life is painful, but the only way to get rid of the disease, I believe that life will exist in another form."
Loves the red dust, you have too much attachment and reluctance. A sea of people, come and go in a hurry, you are who passes by, who is your passer-by. All the brushes, side by side, *** with the possession, finally in that day lost and separated, and ultimately become left behind.
Life and who meet, everything, are the will of God, to treat well cherish! Leave or not, accompanied also, the process is the most important. Regardless of how the future, with a grateful heart, thanks to meet, not negative not owe! Because of destiny, will cross the sea to meet. Because of the owed, it will cross thousands of mountains and waters to meet.
In the future life, I still believe in friendship. It is outside of the intimacy of transcendence, can extend the space of life. Let us lightly hold a know how, with a dustless heart, with the fragrance of flowers embrace, and time to drink, will be plain days, combed into a poetic landscape, with a calm and relaxed posture, light dance and dancing in the smoke and rain on the road of red dust ......