I don't know how I bathed in sunshine and went to work with full fragrance that morning, but at night, I faced the western sunset and listened to the warm details of Bandari's Sunshine Coast, but I never forgot it: the sunset stretched the back of Lingshan, but the sunset burned my face; Outside the window is a river of traffic flowing in the sun. A stiff body in the car is baked loosely by the afterglow, as if the cold heart has been heated and the moisture in the soul has been dried, which makes the whole body full of vitality. I finally believe that I, perhaps more people, really want to live in the sun, because I firmly believe that the sun is the most eternal traction, the most reliable reliance and the most precious gift. It may be the cheapest and easiest to get, the simplest and most unpretentious, or it may be the least valued, just like the nagging of parents and wives, the cunning of colleagues and friends, and the triviality of ordinary life. Once lost, it may make you fall into cold, darkness, pain and even despair, so that you don't cherish it before you regret it, and hold it tightly in your hand.
I have a student who is 30 years old and now works as an editor in a newspaper, in charge of tourism and cultural pages. She is diligent, Minhui, tenacious and persistent. From the theme planning of the layout to the arrangement and execution of the manuscript, she is fiddling with the layout. Every day, she spares no effort to pursue perfection. However, in one year, I won the appreciation of my boss and the recognition of my colleagues. But I know the truth behind her scenery and the process of growing up. When I was frustrated at work, I often complained to me: this is a hopeless job, except for self-subversion and physical overdraft day after day, I really don't know what the paper media will look like tomorrow; This is also a hopeless unit. Not only is the effort not proportional to the return, but it is also unpopular to take the initiative to interview and help others publicize. The reporter's social status can be seen ... I remember once she confided to me that the warm sunset filled her still young face, but I saw her melancholy eyes, gloomy face and slightly thin body. My heart is also cooling and sinking bit by bit: this is obviously a sunny day, a sunny era, and it should also be a sunny life. However, if there is no sunshine in your heart, even if the sun dances outside the window, you will still feel cold, gloomy, hesitant, lost and even desperate. I also know that in reality, she is not the only one who is dissatisfied with work, disgusted with society and confused about life. At that time, I really felt that one should have at least two suns. Moreover, the' sunshine' mentality is more important and powerful than the scorching sun in the sky. It will give you hope, strength and happiness, even the working state and lifestyle you recognize or want. These are the most important and true things in personal life.
Then I told her my work status: I insist on arriving at the office half an hour early every day; It has been 1 1 year since I kept writing the daily work log; Learn more than 30,000 words of notes every year, write more than 500,000 words of manuscripts, and publish more than 654.38+10,000 words in mainstream media at or above the provincial level; On average, the manuscripts written every year have been instructed by provincial and municipal leaders for more than 30 times ... She stared at me and asked me if I was tired? Is it worth it? I told her: if you get used to it, you won't be tired, just as Liu Liangcheng's writing has become an instinct of life; I have regarded these things as the meaning and value of my life, but I want to be worthy of this already expensive salary and these hurried hours. I also told her that in fact, more often than not, a person can't really decide and dominate his own destiny. The only thing we can do wisely is to enrich our current work and enjoy every day with gratitude. First, we should try our best to do the work at hand, even to the extreme, so that we won't be criticized by others and won't regret it. Then do a good job of accumulation in all aspects to prepare for future work changes. If the opportunity comes, you can seize it and adapt quickly. I asked her again: Do you hate writing? Do you run at full load and efficiently for eight hours every day? Did you pour all your wisdom and emotion into the layout? She blushed and hung her head. I suggest that she develop good work, study and living habits every day, pay attention to establishing and expanding her own information circle and resource circle, establish and cherish every page as her resume, and resolutely leave her job after work to enjoy her pure private life. She will find that her original job is not so hard and can be done more perfectly, while her original life is not so bad and can be more wonderful-I clearly see that the afterglow of the sunset is fading, but her eyes are shining. I know what she will do next-it turns out that a young sunny heart has so much energy!
I remember a time when I liked to pay attention to the drama The Legend of Mi Yue in a very vulgar way. Mi Yue, a smart, beautiful and tough woman, is really enviable. But I appreciate Fang Zhongxin's interpretation of Ying Si, the king of Qin, and Chi Yue's brief and gorgeous love. The king of Qin is destined to be a sunny man, a man and a big man. His sunshine shone and attracted him, which not only won the followers of the scholars of Qin, but also won the hearts of Mi Yue. Even his farewell to Mi Yue's life and death was so poetic and relaxed. He saw everything so thoroughly: he cut a strand of Mi Yue's hair, glanced at his favorite woman, listened to a sad flute, and made Mi Yue cry, but didn't touch a drop of sad and fragrant tears. I don't know whether I can be as free and easy as Ying Si played by Fang Zhongxin in the play when I am dying. All I know is that when Ying Si died, his love with Mi Yue naturally vanished, leaving Mi Yue and her son wandering in the world. I am also convinced that sometimes love and life are equally important and difficult to surpass. Even if you are a sunny person, you can only shine on the people around you when you are alive, and everything will naturally disappear after death.
I suddenly decided to be a person who lives in the sunshine, a person with sunshine energy: first, live a healthy life, don't worry about your family, take care of your family, stay with your family as much as possible during holidays and cherish every minute you spend with them; Have an ideal and work hard for it, but not demanding, enjoy the work at hand and be grateful for the present state; You can be interested in life, but you must form good habits and don't make a mess of life; Be kind to everyone around you, try not to lose your temper, not argue with others, and present your smiling face to yourself and others; Eat simple food at every meal, wear simple close-fitting cotton-padded clothes, and resolutely do not waste; Even a person is not unkempt and unkempt. You have to tidy yourself up and stick to it, and you are not alone. Make time to exercise and study, and have spare money to do good deeds or help one or two poor children; Don't give up or despair at any time, and don't deviate from your initial heart or shake your faith; I am always ready to meet the happiness and misfortune in my work and life calmly, and I am not surprised by honor or disgrace, and I have no intention to stay ... I know it is really difficult to do these things, but I will make up my mind to do my best!
Let's be a sunny person, a sunny person, a sunny person, ok? !