This feeling is love, and it is a very uncomfortable situation, because I have also experienced:
I met a boy in senior three. Although he looks ordinary, he is very talented. He is not only eloquent and well organized, but also has never failed a course. He is also a very good boy. We talked about everything as soon as we met. Later, with the change of time, feelings gradually developed.
This feeling can be understood as really sweet, because he is considerate and takes care of me. Later, I told my parents about it. The final result is parents' opposition, on the grounds that once you graduate, you will have a long-distance relationship. Actually, I've thought about it, but I'm afraid to face it.
It is because of my parents' words that I am more worried about his feelings. And he, without any change, still loves me. Later, he said, "Yaya, no matter what happens in the future, I will support your practice." If we can't be together in this life and there is an afterlife, I will definitely come to you. "
Although it has been a long time, I still can't help but shed tears at this time. Yes, love is beautiful, but there are inevitably regrets. But face it bravely anyway.