Re-understanding of self
It is normal. In a few years, you may have a new understanding of yourself. People always think they are good, but when they encounter setbacks, they become dejected and despondent. Don't be afraid of setbacks. Life is not very satisfactory. Find the way you think is right, get twice the result with half the effort. I'm human too. When I was young, I had no money and no power, and I felt very inferior. But what's the use of inferiority? It's better to work hard at present.