When I was browsing Kuaishou videos recently, I accidentally came across a wedding speech by Lin Yihan, the author of "Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise".
It was learned that she had committed suicide within a year of her marriage.
"This is just a novel and you don't dare to read it, but this is my life and you let me live."
Because I saw this sentence in the review, I was very curious about this novel and felt sorry for the author, so I listened to this book.
I finished listening to "Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise" in two days.
I had known about this book before, that is, I roughly knew that it was a novel about a teacher seducing a female student, but I never thought about reading it.
In the past two days, the whole process of listening to this novel has been very depressing.
Because my eyes have been a little tired recently, I chose to listen to books. If I have the opportunity later, I still want to buy a paper book and read it again.
This story is very sad. It is difficult to imagine that this world has such a dark side.
This novel is adapted from the author's personal experience. It was not until later that the author used his own death to warn the world that more people paid attention to it.
I checked a lot of articles and videos about Lin Yifan, and watched her interviews during her lifetime.
I have read the interview with the author Lin Yifan many times.
The following gray parts are all recorded after I watched Lin Yihan’s interview video, kept pausing, and recorded it bit by bit. Some parts have been deleted.
This is an exclusive interview she received eight days before her death.
When Fang Siqi was 13 years old, she was seduced, raped, and sexually abused by her cram school teacher Li Guohua, who took advantage of her power for a long time.
Fang Siqi’s life was distorted by the appearance of Li Guohua.
She went further and further down the wrong path, but was unable to change.
I think Liu Yiting is also another Fang Siqi, the Fang Siqi who should have a good life and a normal love.
Since then, her life has been a nightmare of half-asleep and half-awake.
She actually hates and loathes Li Guohua, but her pain can be alleviated only when she convinces herself that she loves him.
Because she always said in the book, "You can do whatever the person you love asks you to do, right?"
Li Guohua used the power of literature to brainwash Fang Siqi in the name of love, making her mistakenly think that the teacher loved her and did all this to her, and even made her think that this was the so-called love. .
In fact, this was just Li Guohua's clever words to have a relationship with her.
In real life, this teacher is also a good friend of Lin Yihan’s father. Lin Yihan and her daughter have also been good playmates since childhood.
Once people feel guilty for a long time, it will lead to mental illness, autism, and fear of doing things. So Fang Siqi was depressed.
This novel is worth reading by everyone.
Especially parents with daughters, girls in their prime.
I really hope that there will be no more "Fang Siqi" in the world, and I also hope that there will be no more "Li Guohua" in the world.
Most of us are very lucky, because we can learn about the other side of the world from books, the Internet, and TV.
People always say that a person can only grow if he goes through pain and suffering.
Not all painful experiences will make people stronger.
Experiences like Fang Siqi's, this kind of pain, are devastating and cannot be cured no matter how much love or how long life is.
What a beautiful and pure girl. She could have had a normal life like ordinary people.
This abnormal love between her and Li Guohua tortured and destroyed her life.
She cannot feel a beautiful emotion that we ordinary people think is very common.
Even if Lin Yihan later met someone who truly loved and appreciated her, he still could not lead her out of the shadow of her past.
She can no longer love and be loved normally.
When his husband confessed to Lin Yihan, he said: "I can meet Lin Yihan because I have done good things for several lifetimes to get it. It is you who made me fall in love with the ocean and the beach. , you have brought me endless happiness in this life, I want to thank you."
She has the age of a flower and the appearance of a flower.
She loves literature so much, her words are so beautiful and contagious, and her works have been recognized by many people.
If she had not encountered such a thing, she might have created more excellent works for everyone.
She will be a bright and special star in the world of writers, bringing warmth and hope to more people with her starlight.
However, literature failed her.
As she said, perhaps in some corner of the world, incidents like Fang Siqi's are still happening at this moment.
I don’t know why there is such a dark side and such dirty human nature in the world.
Women are always in a weak position in this world and are easily hurt.
The author Lin Yihan also wants to live hard, but her cold heart can never become enthusiastic.
In her heart, there is pain that can never be erased, and there is no way to treat it like nothing happened.
She wrote in words her sad and depressed life, but she still could not change this world and this society.
She also wants to love the world, and she also wants to live hard and strong.
But she herself could not let go.
She ultimately chose suicide, perhaps as an option to end her pain.
For her, this is a relief.
I hope that in heaven, she can forget all the bad things she had in this world, as if she had never been hurt.
We will remember this beautiful girl with a sweet smile and the novels she created throughout her life.
Remember her kindness, her beauty, and the questions she sent to the world with her life.
In real life, how many people deceive ignorant girls in the name of love.
Using literature, using thousands of years of context, sweet words, the ultimate goal is actually to have sex with a girl.
In fact, this is a disguised form of seduction.
When girls first fall in love, they are very innocent.
They don’t know that love in fairy tales only exists in fairy tales.
They will be moved to tears by romantic novels and idol dramas.
They yearn for beautiful love and trust people easily. They can risk everything and sacrifice a lot for love.
And when they fell in love at that age, they didn’t know how to love themselves.
When every girl has not yet established a good worldview, outlook on life, and values, her understanding of many things is still relatively vague.
They cannot have a correct understanding of love and easily fall into the trap of those pretenders.
Especially a good-looking person will attack underage girls. Their minds are even more immature.
For girls who do not have sex education, whether they are thirteen, sixteen, or twenty years old, early exposure to sex will cause great harm to their bodies and minds.
Adults, when their daughters reach a certain age, they should have sex education to teach them how to protect themselves.
Help them establish a correct view of love.
If there is a boy in the family, he should be taught to be a responsible and caring person from an early age.
Tell him not to treat feelings as a game, let alone hurt girls.
You cannot completely trust relatives, neighbors, or highly respected teachers, even if they are very different in age, because you cannot see clearly into their hearts.
For a person who may seem upright, talented, and of high status, there may be a beast living in his heart.
As parents, we should always instill a sense of danger in our children and nip it in the bud.
In order to avoid being hurt, every girl should have a sense of self-prevention and avoid being alone with the opposite sex or going to remote places with the opposite sex.
People like Li Guohua have no heart.
Some of the incidents reported in the entertainment industry in the past two years are enough to subvert people's views and subvert our imagination.
I don’t know what’s wrong with the world.
Sometimes, the sky is gloomy and tears are shed, and the pouring rain still cannot wash away those dirty souls.
Sometimes, large tracts of snowflakes fall, but they still cannot cleanse the grievances and pain in the hearts of those who have been injured.
I hope that the cleanliness in this world can be greater than the uncleanness.
I hope that one day, the world in everyone’s heart will be beautiful.
When everyone thinks of this world, the corners of their mouths will slightly raise, and they are greedy for every inch of soil in this world.
No matter how long it takes, I still can’t see enough of the scenery of this world.
I hope the rain in the future can gently caress the world.
Every rainy day, the air is filled with soft thoughts, mixed with a bit of romance.
May the snowflakes in the future no longer carry heavy hearts.
Whenever it starts to snow, I can dance easily and dress up this white and beautiful world.