Once Missed
Brother you are that age, high school even if you don't need to see. Junior high school and below
Once missed The central idea is: through this article to write out your regret, most of the time is missed, but also because at that time young did not think about the future, so regret ever done ridiculous things, once the sea is difficult to water in addition to the Wushan is not a cloud
Once I was very dashing, although and now get the same salary, and also in Hangzhou, but always felt that Life is very colorful, every day with a smile on his face, carefree, it seems that even the biggest problems, I can laugh it off. I live in two rooms and a hall hardcover house, every day riding a car or take the bus to go to work, off work alone to buy food, go home to cook their own cooking, a person, no boyfriends like the same over the happy and happy. But nowadays, after experiencing too much, I feel physically and mentally exhausted, and I like to stay at home. What's wrong? Is it negative? Or really can't play, once cozy, once romantic, once impulsive and passionate, now have been released, diluted, the pursuit of just a weekend sleep, get up lazy lying in bed, turn on the TV to see the news. If I can make me not dizzy, I can always home.
Once upon a time, I would be in the empty time, go to pluck some snacks, afternoon tea time, go to the cafe, or a tea sit, or leisure bar sit, a person to sit for a while, eat for a while, play with the phone, although other people don't know who I'm waiting for, or only myself, I can be a little bit of a smile flooded.
I will be in the magazine or TV, searching for some Hangzhou snacks, or looking for some discount information, and strive to enjoy the most upscale restaurant services in the most economical situation, although I do not know why I have that impulse, but I know, let yourself try different, eyes wide open. If you are lucky to find a good environment, affordable price, that happy even busy phone and colleagues to share together. I don't know what I was pursuing at the time, but I always felt that there was a force, probably a kind of vigor.
I would try to save up for the shoes I wanted to buy, the bag, or a big meal, or cosmetics, or to go to Vientiane, and I would try to save up, and then finally dash off. All that satisfaction seems to be gone now.
Once upon a time, the nightlife in Hangzhou was a place I would occasionally go to participate in.
While there is no hot body, although there is no enchanting dance, although there is no moving face, but I have a smile that no one has! I have a smile that no one else has! A smile that is uniquely my own! Now let me dress up a little out of the door, even if their own once smile remains, but also a few more points of sadness. The moment the corners of the mouth are slightly raised, the smile of the world's happiness, anger and sadness. Lost once that kind of bold, clear flavor, more sadness, inexplicable sadness, will not let people notice, only their own know 。。。。。。。。
In that musical cacophony, let yourself drill into the hole of the world, posing as how much repression, where the wild twist, no matter how you are in the eyes of others, there is still plenty of self-confidence, because you are still young!
And now, carefully dressed to go out, but also can not hide, the inner maturity of the stable, even if the occasional innocent smile, bring each other's eyes are also clamped with a line of fine lines. I do not want to say those two words, continue to maintain a healthy heart, but why once the passion has disappeared. See the young handsome, the kind of Van Daze's silly intention, now become is a glance swept away, ignoring your existence. Anyhow, how handsome you are, I can't be moved by it. In fact, sometimes it is not their own pretend to be high, but also not feel that they have more excellent, but really feel that see not only a handsome face, more is the face of how the life underneath!
But it is that philandering strength that can't be found today! What happened?
Once upon a time, I liked to drink foreign wine, I liked to drink with people, drink a lot of drunkenness, wrestling in the toilet, and then get up, go back to the position, continue to drink, there are no tears, there is no worry, only cheek to cheek. The best part is that every time, I get out in one piece! Is it because I'm not drunk? Oh still too kooky! Oh 。。。。。
And nowadays, I have become to make myself low-key low-profile and then low-key, do not drink foreign wine, taste, although pro mouth, but the after-effects of only their own clear, and would rather suffer from the rising belly of the beer also do not bear the boredom and suffering of foreign wine. Then how, now even wine are able to drink less on less, even quit drinking, pretend not to drink, huh, in fact, I can drink a little Oh. Oh and not a little oh haha. Now I like to sit alone in the corner, looking around the people from sober to one by one down, from the beginning of the gentle and elegant to the back of the drunken disrespect, from the beginning of the sweet lady, to the back of the wild indulgence. At this moment I really sigh, I had a premonition.
And the more I see the clearer, the more time, I see some people I will not feel the first glance is so true! Oh, because I saw you last night when you were drunk oh! Oh I will snicker inside. Oh 。。。。。。 Laughing at all of you drunken strange look! Or maybe you think about yourself drunk as well, in fact sometimes too much sobriety makes you more tired.
Once upon a time, roommates or good sisters, will also go to get together, sometimes to see handsome, sometimes to fish for men, but really to that moment, everyone who is well-protected, full body. But such a game is just to bring a little excitement to youth, huh? Absolutely, women sometimes just want to know their own charm! That lovely but ignorant vanity, for me, is all gone now too.
However, now, hiding in Lin'an, I do not know too cozy, or the people here can not pan a trace of passion, or I really play enough, there is no such mood, are colleagues' birthdays, friends of the men's get-together, to go a little bit, but also obediently go home, a little bit of constraints, not because of their own can not be put, but the loss of the kind of flavor that had been present! The young man to see me is an old woman, I see the young man is a little brother, haha. There is more of a caring and loving sister-brother friendship. And those uncle level, in fact, it did not take long to know are home to slip out to play the wife and children. Still there to pretend lad ah, alas, I cold eyes to see the world, others laugh at me too serious, I laugh at others to see not not wear!
However, a period of time a mentality.
Then back to imagine, why once, the same money I will spend very happy, now I want to save, but always feel that the money is too little! What's wrong with me? Spending in the wrong way? Early in the morning and coworkers discussed why once I live so dashing, now embarrassed every day shouting poor!
Fainted: she said: I think you are because the food is too good!!!! In the future, eat more wontons, pasta!
I that cold sweat ah! Is that right?
Then I used to buy food and cook every day, three dishes and one soup for one person, all done eh! It's a lot less expensive than now!
Ugh, I just can't figure it out! I'm not sure what the problem is, but I'm not sure what the problem is.
Colleagues said: I think you, now always home room? Every time I call every day I am in the room.
I said: Yes, that can go where?
Oh, indeed, ah, maybe Lin'an is too small, I'm not even willing to go out more. If I were in Hangzhou, I think I'd prefer to take a walk around West Lake, or see the musical fountain, and that's how the time would pass!
Or maybe in the rain, little by little, walking in the jungle, vaguely dripping down so a few drops, walking along and encountering a person with their own road. Walked to the fork in the road, we do not know who! Oh. And in Lin'an, I walked and did not know where to go, feet tired, no public **** chair ah, gosh, high heels are very tired, tired, how to do, into the KFC chant! Alas, in addition to KFC, in addition to Wanhua, in addition to Pizza Hut, that is 85 degrees, huh. The plaza went shopping, are not green, too wide.
I don't know what's wrong with me, I probably don't really like Lin'an, or I'm really old. Now the pursuit of is, go to work there is a person to send send me, buy me breakfast, or two people eat together, off work to pick up pick me up, go to dinner together, or occasionally go to the grocery store to buy food, together with cooking, you wash me cut, you wash the dishes, I burn vegetables. Eat well, two people lying on the sofa to watch TV, chatting, and then go out to buy some fruit, watch movies, shopping. No matter what the world is like? Live a good life. But in fact, the simpler you think, but often the more difficult to realize. Oh!
So I have even less of that kind of motivation, and I don't even want to fall in love.
Every day, I pestered my colleagues, chatting, eating, shopping, watching movies. My friend said: I think you don't need a man anymore.
However, I don't seem to have the energy to do it at the moment. I'm not sure if I've ever had a good time, but I'm sure I've had a good time. Oh 。。。。。 I wonder where my him is?
And at the moment the phrase that makes me say the most about love is let nature take its course! Oh go with the flow 。。。。。。。
Once upon a time, once upon a time, huh, really miss it. I can't go back, no matter how hard I try, I don't have the energy and drive I used to have!
This first to everyone's once, I hope my nostalgia for the once also evoke your once good memories! In fact, it's more of a reminiscence of our fading youth--