Zixuan is very selfish. In fact, it was Zixuan who designed the elders in Shushan to think that Xu Changqing had seen her body, so Xu Changqing had to take responsibility for her. See the opening animation of Sanwai for the specific plot. Before going to Penglai, Xu Changqing could not see his feelings for Zixuan, but his unrequited love for Zixuan. After Zixuan disappeared in Sanwai, Xu Changqing's emotions were described in profile. Women are inherently selfish in love
The love in the previous life ended tragically, but if I still love that person, can I really resist not looking for him in this life? Although everyone knows how to let go, be free, and not get entangled... but when it comes to yourself, I don't think everyone can do it. If Qing'er doesn't grow up, it will only be delayed for a few lifetimes. In the future, he will still be able to inherit the power. However, because of their own mission, Nuwa's descendants have to give up their lives for their daughters and go to aging and death. How unfair is it? .
If I were Zixuan, I might make the same choice. Before giving my daughter a complete life, I would realize the love I have pursued throughout my life and grow old with him at the best time. I can't let go or anything. People who have loved so hard, people who have loved each other through life and death, people who have waited for life after life. I can't say that it's for his good, for the sake of justice...
I just give up my own happiness, if this life has to be for him. Ordinary people like ourselves cannot let go of a lover easily, and extraordinary people like Nuwa’s descendants may not be able to do it either. The misunderstanding between Zixuan and Lin Yeping has never been resolved
She probably wanted to ask the next life to resolve the misunderstanding. I think there is a character in this, the holy aunt. Was she guarding from the beginning? Nuwa's descendant is Zixuan, but she may want Zixuan to complete her mission of guarding Nanzhao, so she wants to persuade Zixuan to wait for the next life and continue Nuwa's bloodline with Lin Yeping.
The Holy Aunt later disagreed with Zixuan sealing Qing'er, but she probably took out the Water Spirit Bead out of respect for this persistence and Zixuan's feelings, so Qing'er was sealed. Therefore, in the third life, Saint Aunt did not want Zixuan to find Xu Changqing, probably because of her guilt for Qing'er.
So the Holy Aunt we watched asked Zixuan to wait for Gu Liufang’s second life, but in the third life she asked Zixuan to stop being persistent. This also revealed the complexity of the Holy Aunt, and the emergence of her identity. As a holy aunt, she is only loyal to the descendants of Nuwa. She has been with Zixuan for two hundred years, taking on the duties of a holy aunt, and has a relationship with Zixuan as a friend and sister. These are not Zixuan's fault
Selfish, paranoid, and greedy. But this is not her fault, but because the fate of Nuwa's family is so tragic. Her mission is to protect the common people in the world. She gives birth to a daughter, but is drained of spiritual power by her daughter. She dies of exhaustion within ten years after giving birth to the daughter. She returns to the Holy Spirit Pearl and cannot be reincarnated forever. Pure battery tool guy.
If she were a robot without self or humanity, she would complete this process without hesitation. But she needs to fight her own humanity with the imposed divinity, and this process is too painful. Life is characterized by the eight sufferings: birth, old age, illness and death, resentment and hatred, separation from love, failure to seek what you want, and the five negative emotions. If it can be changed, who wouldn’t want to try it? Everyone is human, isn't she?