"journey to the south!"
In the year when they fought for the college entrance examination, Shen Ke and Mo Xiaoqi made an agreement, which read as above.
Shen Ke said, "I set my goal at Beiyou, just for your gentleness in this life".
Can you imagine the expression of a tough guy who was 182 years tall and sweated on the court or fought fiercely in the game two years before high school? Moreover, no one knows where he got the courage to make such an agreement. After all, his textbooks always seem to be new.
Mo Xiaoqi is different. She was the kind of "other people's child" since she was a child. She studied well and was good, and was deeply loved by her uncles, aunts and teachers.
Mo Xiaoqi entered this high school with the first grade, and with the lovely appearance of a girl from a water village in the south of the Yangtze River, she naturally stands out from the crowd and has many admirers. What is rare is that under the aura, she is not vain or aloof, like a calm water, excellent and convincing, even girls like it.
There are so many popular versions about how this boy Shen Ke won the goddess Mo Xiaoqi and became the public enemy of most boys in the school. Even Shen Ke himself didn't know what the answer was, until one day, the goddess drew a satisfactory conclusion to this question with a slightly unpredictable sentence, "I don't know what it is, but it goes on and on."
how much power can love someone inspire? I've always been confused about this problem. I've seen my mother catch a falling child at an amazing speed before, and my father moved a truck with his bare hands to rescue his trapped son, but it's too far away, and it's unrealistic. Therefore, when Shen Ke received the notice of Beiyou after a year of hard work, I had a more real understanding of this issue, and this power was really amazing.
journey to the south, Shen Ke did it.
After learning this news, Mo Xiaoqi was uncharacteristically ecstatic. At ordinary times, a girl who was gentle actually sang loudly with a bottle at the graduation party. It was useless for anyone to stop her, and she didn't listen to anything, which made Shen Ke, who was also very happy, feel a little overwhelmed and even more confused.
The fate of Beiyou won her a lifetime of tenderness, and this pair of affectionate mandarin ducks finally made a positive result, and they envied many single dog.
that night, when Mo Xiaoqi was escorted home safely, Shen Ke hummed a brisk tone, and couldn't help dancing street dance for two long periods in the moonlight. It was obviously a little rusty, but it didn't affect his indescribable mood at the moment. People who walk at night look at him a little more warily when they pass by. He doesn't care. At the moment, he just wants to enjoy the joy of victory quietly.
This is the story of Shen Ke. When he told this story in a bar, I almost broke up with him with fucking envy. As his college roommate, as a solitary single Wang, this kind of story is really unbearable. But I never expected that the wind would turn so thoroughly in the following words.
Shen Ke drank two glasses of wine, but it didn't make any noise.
"Later, I couldn't find her." I clearly saw him crying. A man in his twenties, with a height of more than 18, was as fragile as a child at that moment.
I didn't dare to ask the following story, and he didn't tell it that night. I accompanied him and drank from the bar to the street until dawn.
When the sun rose again, he rubbed his sleepy eyes and asked shamelessly, "Shit, why are you on the road?"
Looking at his mean smile, I really regret that I didn't take the opportunity to slap him last night. I don't remember anything when I woke up.
I'd rather he really doesn't remember anything.
During her long college years, Shen Ke mainly did two things, playing ball and writing.
Playing ball has always been his hobby, but he can write. He said that he had hardly tried it before in college, except writing. Later, why did you cultivate this hobby? "There are always some words that you can't find anyone to say, so you can only write them down," he said.
I once accidentally read this sentence in his open notebook, "Without your Beiyou, it is not gentle at all."
The care between men is never so delicate. I can't open his knot. The only thing I can do is to play two more balls with him.
that weekend, I slept until the middle of the morning and got up for a simple lunch. I sent him a message, "The weather is fine, come and abuse me. See you in the east."
five minutes later, he appeared in front of me on a bicycle, fully equipped and full of energy. That's what I like about him. He has mountains and rivers in his heart, but the surface is as calm as the sea.
"Holy shit, it's not bad. I haven't seen you for a few days. This hit rate is good, and the dunk posture is becoming more and more fascinating. This trend should harm many elementary school girls."
it's another fierce battle, and it's hearty. Shen Ke wiped the sweat from his forehead and gave me a contemptuous look. We just sat slumped on the sunny playground, drinking beer, blowing the wind, and looking at the passing girls. Except for the wind and the occasional bird calls, it was surprisingly quiet.
"haven't you found her yet?"
The clouds on the horizon are grotesque. If you don't look carefully, some are like a monkey overlooking, some are like a full pumpkin, and more are like fluffy marshmallows. I stare at these clouds and watch them move slowly, but I have no heart to ask this unsolved question.
"She went to Hong Kong, a direction opposite to North."
Shen Ke said that since that party, she has disappeared from his world, suddenly, completely and without any news. He looked for her for a whole week, and friends, neighbors, the owner of the shop next door, and almost everyone who could ask, their family disappeared mysteriously like an alien evacuated from the earth, leaving no trace.
When he came to Beijing University of Posts and Telecommunications from his hometown of journey to the south, Guangzhou, and stood at the gate of Beiyou, he suddenly didn't know what he was insisting on. This hellhole looked so strange.
In those days, when discussing the future, the goddess Mo Xiaoqi said "journey to the south" without thinking. Shen Ke didn't even ask her why she went so far to Beijing to study, nor did she think about where she wanted to go, so she decided to set that goal for herself. He said that at that time, she didn't think so much, just thought that it would be good to have her place.
I heard from Mo Xiaoqi again, half a year later. When I received the letter, Shen Ke was still wondering, how could something so old appear these days, but just halfway through it, he was there, and he never got over it for a long time.
It's a letter from the goddess Mo Xiaoqi. I don't know exactly how much was said in the letter. I just learned from Shen Ke that she talked about the reason for leaving in the letter.
Mo Xiaoqi's mother is from Hong Kong and her father is from Guangzhou. When she was in Grade Two, her family moved to Guangzhou and lived not far from Shen Ke. Although she lived there for several years, it seemed that Shen Ke had never met Mo Xiaoqi's parents or heard about them. After reading the letter, Shen Ke remembered that there was such a reason behind the details that he had neglected before.
Mo Xiaoqi's parents have always had a bad relationship. In her impression, mom and dad seem to have been arguing all the time. It is rare that they sleep in the same bed one day in a week, so although they live under the same roof, they basically live a separated life. For such a state of life, Mo Xiaoqi was afraid at first. She was afraid that one day, she suddenly lost one of them and became a single-parent child. But after a long time, and she grew up slowly, she got used to it. Let them go. She just wanted to get away from this chaotic family and go to a place where there was no quarrel. Therefore, for the requirement of choosing a school, she only had four words-journey to the south, leaving.
Seeing this, Shen Ke suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and the injury of leaving without saying goodbye had long been forgotten by him. It never occurred to him that Mo Xiaoqi, who had been so sunny, had suffered so much alone. At that moment, he just wanted to hold her in his arms and give him a strong shoulder without saying anything.
Later, on the second day after Mo Xiaoqi finished the college entrance examination, her parents divorced, and the war that lasted for nearly ten years was coming to an end. From her heart, she was a little lucky. Just, she didn't expect, after a sleep, everything changed. When I got up the next day, my father was not there, and my mother was still in bed. She walked to my mother's bed in slippers. Sleeping pills all over the floor made her wake up suddenly. She was scared silly. She shouted and shook for a long time, but her mother didn't move. She ran back to her room like crazy and picked up her cell phone, but her hands were shaking and she didn't know who to call.
Mo Xiaoqi, who was 18 years old that day, got into an ambulance for the first time in her life and took her mother to the hospital alone. Fortunately, the woman she hated and loved was not taken away by death. Mo Xiaoqi said in the letter that at that moment, she felt that she couldn't leave so selfishly, leaving this desperate woman to die. She couldn't and couldn't.
Mo Xiaoqi's father cheated on him. When he was in middle age, it seemed particularly normal to cheat on such a family without temperature, so Mo Xiaoqi didn't resent him at all, but when his mother wandered around on the edge of death alone, but the man never showed up after receiving the notice, Mo Xiaoqi silently told herself in her heart that there was no father anymore.
After leaving the hospital, Mo Xiaoqi's mother said that she wanted to go back to Hong Kong. She had died once, and she was not in the mood to ask her daughter's thoughts. So, in the next few days, Mo Xiaoqi quietly packed her things and got everything ready, and filled in "Chinese University of Hong Kong" on the college entrance examination volunteer list.
Mo Xiaoqi said at the end of the letter, "If it's going to hurt after all, let it come more thoroughly. Since I can't journey to the south with you, let me quietly disappear from your world."
but after all, she couldn't let go, and sent this letter from afar for I don't know how many nights.
Shen Ke said that his heart, which had been sealed for half a year and thought it would never open again in this life, was suddenly revived at the moment when he learned where Mo Xiaoqi was located. He suddenly felt that the north in winter was so gentle.
a week after receiving the letter, Shen Ke skipped class and went to Hong Kong alone, went straight to the University of Hong Kong, went to her campus, breathed the air she was breathing, stepped on every inch of land she might have stepped on, imagined her figure recited in the early morning light, walked in the bright moonlight, and seemed to be by the lake, in the playground, in on the boulevard, on the way to class, during all her absence.
However, he still hasn't seen her.
the mobile phone number left in the letter was hung up a few seconds after dialing, and then it was turned off.
At that moment, many images of why she didn't answer the phone came to his mind. For example, she was in class, she was dealing with important things, and her cell phone was dead, but she ... didn't even think about whether her heart had changed.
that night, Shen ke stayed in a nearby hotel. At night, in the playground of Hong Kong University, there were couples walking their dogs, classmates running, and others playing basketball. He found a seat in the audience and sent a short message to the mobile phone number that was not connected. "I came to your school, walked through the road you walked, and imagined how lonely you were without me. Take the photo you gave me, the familiar street, but without your picture, when can we go back to that day? Will you suddenly appear? On the playground of the campus, I will smile, wave and greet, sit with you and chat. "
From sunset to the stars, when everyone around you left, Shen Ke got up and went back to the hotel. Finally, he waited for a reply. "Long time no see, I hope we can chat with a smile when we meet again. Go home, when the time comes, I will appear in front of you. "
Shen Ke stayed in Hong Kong for three days, and finally flew back to Beijing with a thin backpack. Together, he carried back more than 2 days and nights of missing.
He knows Mo Xiaoqi's character. If he doesn't see her, he will never show up.
Although I haven't even seen Mo Xiaoqi's face, Shen Ke is not angry at all, not even depressed. He said that compared with the despair of suddenly missing a few notes at that time, the situation is now a hundred times better, at least, missing has a direction.
On the second day after returning to Beiyou, Shen Ke and Mo Xiaoqi had a phone call. This time, it was Mo Xiaoqi who called and talked for two hours.
What we talked about, Shen Ke didn't mention it like me, but since then, Shen Ke hasn't been to Hong Kong, and the search for Mo Xiaoqi seems to have been temporarily put down. From that day on, he was a different person.
Shen Ke and I have been roommates since we entered the school, and we often hang out together. In this age of full affection, it is estimated that we have already become a chat point for many students after dinner. Haha, just kidding. I just want to say that I have been with Shen Ke for more than half a year. Although I can't describe him with words such as depravity and decadence, I always feel that his life is always floating with what he lacks. Therefore, his later changes made me feel a little incredible.
Going out early and returning late, in addition to seriously absorbing the contents of the class, we also regard the library as a base, plunge into all kinds of books and charge strongly. Exercise five days a week, in an orderly way, and the thunder can't move. Actively participate in various cultural and sports competitions, the essays in my spare time have been slowly distributed to the school magazine, and I have also learned seal cutting and guitar unnoticed. In short, in a word, Shen Ke, who has been loose for a long time, suddenly seems to be wound up.
I watched him take off his old skin and glow with fresh vitality in front of me day by day. I always wondered what kind of power can make a person sometimes firm in journey to the south, sometimes empty and aimless, and sometimes raise his whip to push forward!
I finally couldn't help it. I looked at Shen Ke, who was running on the treadmill in front of me and I was becoming more and more unfamiliar. I joked, "What the hell are you doing?"
He took off an earphone and gave me a smile, gentle but full of strength.
"I'm waiting in the same place, waiting for her to look back, and I'll die with her in this life, north and south, east and west." Beads of sweat fell from his smiling face, which was so mean.
Shen Ke, who rose up, won the position of president of the College Student Union in one fell swoop in his junior year. A few hundred words' competitive speech made the outgoing cadres stunned, especially the last sentence, "The whole world will make way for a person who works hard towards his goal". The passionate tone, determined eyes and excellent strength easily touched the audience.
I don't know if there was a god who was famous all over the school when you were at school. Everyone mentioned him from the substitute teacher to the elementary school girl in the lower grades, and you always heard different versions of legends about them from time to time. After the metamorphosis, Shen Ke is such a kind of existence.
Shen Ke majored in communication engineering. Since his sophomore year, he has been ranked first in his class. I'm not sure about the ranking of departments, but I'm sure it's not bad, because the second place is often a little far from him. Learning has advanced by leaps and bounds, and campus work has also flourished. Under his leadership, the students' union of ICT College has gradually grown stronger and won the title of excellent group at the school level. Besides, I accidentally found two of his essays in a magazine outside the school.