Fan Shengmei, don't cry, don't cry ..."
While Fan Shengmei is crying, she will always be gentle. ."
Fan Shengmei buried her head in Andy's shoulder, whimpering, "Why come to Nantong? Why did you come to my house."
After saying that, a gust of river wind blew, Fan Shengmei sneezed, Andy let go of Fan Shengmei, took off his suit jacket and draped it over her body. Even though it is a June day, the coolness of the river at night is still there, and the short-sleeved long dress that Fan Shengmei wears is too thin.
"You're in trouble, I can't just sit back and watch." Andy's words firm, calm, the June breeze gently brushed Andy's bangs, she used the pair of sincere, affectionate eyes to look straight at Fan Shengmei, the love and affection in her eyes is not the slightest bit hidden. All of this fell in the eyes of Fan Shengmei, as if to see again more than ten years ago naive and simple Andy, the heart can not help but draw pain.
Andy has a thousand good and thoughtful, but it is always difficult to smooth out the inferiority complex in the heart of Fanshengmei.
Fanshengmei off Andy's embrace, rely on a side of the fence, while wiping tears, while calming the mind, trying to use the most natural tone to face Andy, "My family's situation you have seen, that is a ten thousand feet deep abyss general bottomless pit, you can not be involved in, and there is no reason for you to be involved in it."
"Why is there no reason, I am ......" Seeing Fan Shengmei just keep pushing himself away and rejecting himself, Andy is a bit anxious, more than that, he is puzzled, puzzled by Fan Shengmei's attitude of rejecting people like that.
Without warning, Fanshengmei's words turned, straight toward the roadside Andy's Porsche, "I'll take you to a restaurant I like very much, there is a very good environment, I used to go there often in junior high school, and I guess you should like it too."
"Okay, I'll accompany you." Andy's heart is reluctant, although every time he confesses, he is interrupted by Fan Shengmei, but to make her happy is Andy's top priority.
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At eleven thirty in the evening, the lights of Vanguard have long been mostly extinguished. Andy will often come to Nantong to deal with work matters, but today is Andy's first time to see the late-night Nantong, can not be compared with the lights of the night Shanghai, such a quiet small town, but Andy rarely see the scene, not to mention that this is the hometown of Fan Shengmei.
The silver Porsche sped on the road, Andy sat in the driver's seat in the heart of the anxiety, every few minutes to steal a glance at the co-pilot on the Fanshengmei. Fan Shengmei's head was resting against the glass, her eyes kept looking out the window, her face had a few tiredness.
"Andy, I can't take your money." Fan Shengmei suddenly spoke, breaking the embarrassing silence between the two.
With Andy's education, it was hard to understand Fan Shengmei's low self-esteem, and Andy's brows furrowed in mild surprise as he asked, "WHY? You need this money."
"I told you, I don't have the financial ability to pay you back." Fan turned back a bit and sat upright in the passenger seat.
Fan Shengmei seemed to have changed back to her usual self, her over the top maturity often leaving Andy helpless, "But I also said that I'm good to you, I don't need you to pay it back."
Andy bit his lower lip, slammed down on the gas, and pulled over to the side of the road. Although this road is Fan Shengmei middle school often go shortcut path, daytime are not many people come and go, let alone now is late at night, Andy unusual behavior caused Fan Shengmei panic, "Andy!"
Andy's face sank as he unbuckled the seatbelt on himself and nimbly stepped over the obstruction to sit on Fan Shengmei's lap.
Not waiting for Fan Shengmei to react, Andy's face has gradually come closer, arms will be confined Fan Shengmei to live, all the overbearing behavior, so that her question at this time actually became like a kind of pout, "What are you doing?!"
"kiss you." Andy was y inculcated by the Western education, open bones, advanced thinking, but never like today, no scruples to make the heart of the matter. A word after, Andy covered Fan Shengmei trembling lips.
Andy's second kiss, and the first first kiss, as impulsive, crazy. Even if you have said a thousand words, Fan Shengmei is still closed in the heart, it is better to direct the actual action, in order to warm her frozen heart for a long time. At this moment, Andy drummed up unprecedented courage.
Fanshengmei's lips are sweet, Andy is willing to tirelessly savor a thousand times, tens of thousands of times. From the beginning of not pushing back and not catering, to later catering, Fan Shengmei's heart is a thousand times changed, mixed flavors. Even if he pretends to be so cold and heartless, she is still going to love and care for himself as in the beginning?
The lavender flavored car aromatherapy in the car overflows in the air, the fragrance of the nose, the four lips of the obsessive entanglement, Fan Shengmei a drop of tears suddenly fell.
Lavender is Fan Shengmei's favorite flowers and plants, is Fan Shengmei's most desired romantic complex, Andy also used more than ten years of such a flavor.
The warmth of the tears caused Andy to panic, stopping the passionate kiss, letting go of Fan Shengmei's lips, gently resting against her forehead, choking, "You also like me, right?"
"No ......" Fan Shengmei wept. If more than ten years ago wine can be like today so frankly relative, all the words want to say clearly, perhaps, both will be better.
Andy trembled, raised his cold fingertips, stroked Fan Shengmei's equally cold face, "Then when I kissed you, why not push me away."
Fanshengmei stubbornly inclined her head, not to look directly into Andy's blazing eyes, silent.
"Don't cheat yourself.From now on,let me protect you. From now on, let me protect you.)" Andy took a deep breath before voicing a wish he hadn't uttered in years.
Andy's pure American English confession pulled Fan Shengmei's thoughts back from her long memories. A goodbye has been more than ten years, the two have been clouds and mud, but Fan Shengmei can not continue to ruthlessly push her away, "Andy, I really, it's not worth it for you to do ...... it's not worth it."
"These ten years, during the daytime when I am awake, I have been repeatedly telling myself, forget about you, perhaps forget about you, my life will be better. But it's just that whenever I wake up late at night, I'd rather suffer from nightmares than follow my psychiatrist's medical advice to have the slightest forgetfulness about you." Andy tilted himself slightly over Fan Shengmei's body, leaning his head against her shoulder.
Fan Shengmei finally let go of all the mustiness in her heart, her hands slowly climbed onto Andy's neck, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't ......"
"Fool, it's okay. " Andy broke into a smile, stroked Fan Shengmei's hair.
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At zero o'clock in the morning, the restaurant on XX Road is the time when customers are full of customers. Here to traditional authentic Jiangzhe cuisine is the most famous, the night will also do some barbecue late-night snack business, from eleven o'clock at noon has been open to the next day at three o'clock in the morning, the owner of the middle-aged until the old man, decades of rain and shine to run the restaurant, is also regarded as looking at the Fan Shengmei grew up.
Although the restaurant is old, the decoration is still very new. Fanshengmei holding Andy's hand, ten fingers interlocked, into the restaurant inside, find the most leaning side of the box to sit down, "I remember when I first met you, your contact phobia is very serious."
"That was with other people, with you, I have no reservations." Andy couldn't hide his smile and would have laughed.
I don't know if it's because of the yellowish light or Fan Shengmei's sincere shyness, her delicate face flushed with a blush, "Where did you learn so many love words? We only know to delve into the financial nibbling math science student Andy, now even become this kind of oily tongue."
"I don't know how to better describe it in Chinese, but in English it would be 'Self-taught'." Andy bowed his head shyly, pretending to be contemplative.
After at least a decade of not having set foot in the restaurant, Fan Shengmei lamented the changes, "I used to come here when I was in junior high school, and it's open for a long time, so every time my mom didn't have time to cook, I'd pack up a couple of hot dishes and go home, and the owner's really nice, and he's watched me grow up. By the way, the dishes here are all traditional authentic Jiangsu and Zhejiang dishes, I do not know if they fit your taste."
Andy looked around, the Chinese style of decoration solemn but not lose the warmth, can give a person a home away from home feeling, the wall is covered with photos of signature dishes, so that rarely eat Chinese food Andy appetite, "University in Shanghai for three years, Zhejiang food is quite accustomed to eat. You order it, I'll eat anything."
"Boss-" Fan Shengmei walked out the door and shouted.
An elderly man with a full head of white hair, about sixty years old, with a gentlemanly and elegant appearance, dressed in a white chef's uniform, but with little smell of grease on his clothes. The boss walked into the private room, saw Fan Shengmei, could not help but be surprised, "Little Fan! It's been a long time since I've been here, is everything okay at home?"
"Quite well, Uncle Zhang, help me to randomly serve a few dishes that are not greasy is good." Fan Shengmei smiled sweetly and warmly, just like the young girl who used to come and buy fast food for the family back then.
Fan Shengmei paused and then continued, "Wait, add another bottle of sake and a steamed anchovy."
"Okay." Uncle Zhang answered smilingly.
The room is not spacious, can accommodate a and glass round table, there is still some space to walk around, one side of the wooden cabinet placed a complete set of ceramic tea set, next to the set of several boxes of tea, the ancient style of ancient charm, it is Fan Shengmei's favorite style. Exquisite large round table can sit ten people, but Andy still have to sit next to Fan Shengmei.
"You still remember that I like to eat fish." Andy's heart was touched, after years of not seeing each other and a long goodbye, but Fan Shengmei still remembers her favorite.
Fan Shengmei got up and brought the tea set to his front, skillfully brewed tea, quite interested in recalling the past, "You have a bad stomach, do not like spicy and heavy oil, I still remember the sophomore year of college, you were in the restaurant on the street across from the school, you ate a whole spicy grilled fish alone, and finally ate out of acute gastroenteritis, and was in the hospital for several days with an IV drip. "
"A lot of things you still remember." Andy was extremely moved. I thought that Fan Shengmei had long forgotten the past with herself and started a new life, but she still remembers all that, even more y than she remembers.
"I always remember." Fan Shengmei's eyes overflowed with starlight, a softness she never showed.