Her family is of average means, but she has been well-protected and disciplined since she was a child, and is a good child in the eyes of others.
Before she was eighteen, she often kept to herself and liked to stay home. Perhaps her classmates know her nature, even if three or five friends about to go out to play, but never called her.
The year of the high school exam, around the students from time to time will discuss what school, what to study, but she never thought of these. In her opinion, these do not seem to be very important, the rules of study, everything will go with the flow. Perhaps it was this Buddhist mentality that led her to follow the path laid out by her elders during her student days. In the end, she chose an ordinary second-class economics major, and as expected, successfully spent four years of college life.
After graduating from the university, she found a job in A city, where she was treated well by her leaders and colleagues. She didn't go for all kinds of economic certificates like other students, but just did a simple job, day after day, year after year.
Sometimes she feels like a two-faced person.
One side is a well-behaved and obedient bunny. Used to the twenty years of rules and regulations of the study life, suddenly no schedule constraints, even if the muddled indulgence for a period of time, time will be born in the body of guilt, and then began to short-term hypnosis, the stage of the struggle. Looking at the figure of her friends around her serious efforts, she will also be inspired, countless times to ask herself, and then born out of the feeling of "hate the decadence of their own life", and then again determined to change. She still seems to be the same obedient little bunny she was when she was a child.
The other side of the coin is the rebellious wild horse. As an adult, a change in learning and living environment, although unfamiliar but comfortable. She said she was looking forward to life in A-town and she wanted to try something different. She began to behave positively in the crowd, completely unlike the way she was before she was eighteen years old, as if she had given vent to the spirit of the past and the spirit of repression for twenty years, and even began to "rebel". She does not love to read books, and does not want to be immersed in a variety of certification life. She began to indulge herself, cook drama, read novels, play until two or three o'clock in the morning, like a wild horse out of control. She felt free and immersed in an environment where no one was restrained.
Xiaoxing, a small town girl who was originally simple and disciplined, has become an adult and is off the track of the life arranged by her elders, and is living with one side good and one side a little bit bad ......