? As a married man in his thirties, he often dreams of the past in his late-night dreams. Once, he didn't know whether he was old or not, and he often recalled the past. He is introverted, his work is not smooth enough and his emotional intelligence is low. He was originally only suitable for simple technical work, but because of the heavy burden at home, he dared not change, and he was poor for three years. What I dare to do now is to make some changes on the basis of the present, enrich my knowledge reserve as soon as possible, improve my ability to cope with changes in social environment and minimize the impact on the quality of family life. When I was a teenager, as the boss of my family, I didn't have any pressure in life, as long as I studied hard. I gradually understand that many middle-aged men find men difficult. Society has entrusted men with the important task of supporting their families, and they can no longer live casually. They learned to submit to humiliation, remain passive to Nuo Nuo, and learn to confess and pass the buck. After all, they have become what they once hated. Teenagers who once pursued their dreams have disappeared in the long river of years, leaving only greasy middle age.