1. Translate all the shadows into the sun, all the nights into the day, all the moonlight into the sun, and all the wet moss at night into the bright leaves of the day. Then, I may stutter and confess all this.
2. Rivers blocked by rocks will eventually come together even if they have to branch off for a while. Chun Xue
3. But they occasionally have the feeling of having everything in their fantasies. The Burnout of Youth
4. At that time, I didn't have the talent of a critic. I spoke by feeling and judged by feeling, so I was puzzled and vague about everything.
5. In a short time, the four people became harmonious around this hypocrisy. What this occasion needs most is such a tangible hypocrisy that has been understood now. Chun Xue
6. For me, beauty must be something like this. It shields me from life and protects me from life.
7. The sea is the place where fishermen live. It is a constantly swaying field. On the sensitive blue soft soil, it presents white amorphous waves instead of rice ears and wheat. "Chao Sao"
8. Curiosity has no morality. Perhaps this is the most immoral desire that human beings can have.
9. Then, I was attacked by a certain feeling, as if I had been abandoned by everything, but I didn't burst into tears. "Golden Pavilion Temple"
1. It is all dangerous to let yourself get caught up in it. What's more dangerous is that there seems to be an innate suitability for this kind of story in your fascinating eyes. "running a horse"
11. people's thoughts must be more important than one party in the past, this life or the afterlife, and they cannot be detached from the field of their own thoughts at the historical point.
12. People, once drilled in Miri, Malaysia, will inevitably bump into the darkest thoughts in the world.
13. It would be a lie to say that I don't feel dizzy at the moment. I saw it. I saw it carefully. "Golden Pavilion Temple"
14. If there is a little misunderstanding, misunderstanding will produce fantasy, and fantasy will produce beauty. The Five Decades of Heaven and Man
15. Yes, I don't study, but I dream a lot. I dream countless dreams every night, even surpassing thousands of books, and my own reality is
16. With the growth of age, the reality has become diverse, and the past has been distorted into countless deformations. "running a horse"
17. he thinks that only this kind of happiness, this kind of happiness that puts those faint sorrows of unknown reasons in his mouth like mint, is the real and eternal happiness. "running the horse"
18. He has clearly belonged to the logical world. What is more reliable than dreams and reality is this logical world. "running the horse"
19. she has the ability to treat others like dirt. This is the fundamental reason why Keiko is always cheerful. "Five Decades of Heaven and Man"
2. Decadent purity is also the worst decadence among all decadence in the world. "Masked Confessions"
21. My consciousness is just a tool of confusion. My operation is just an uncertain guess. "Masked Confessions"
22. I feel that the formation of personal political positions sometimes comes not only from exact thoughts and profound life experiences, but also from accidental factors or other unexpected situations.
23. I will never speak as people say and expect, and I will never live as people expect.
24. I fantasize about my wings, but I have a strong premonition that I will never achieve anything in my life.
25. As long as I have some feelings, I can't help but expect to get the feelings of the other person, whether I love or hate the Golden Pavilion Temple.
26. No matter what I answer, I must lick it in my mouth. If it's too sweet, swallow it.
27. The green mountainside reflected by the sunset is like a golden screen erected in the center of Yuan Ye. "Golden Pavilion Temple"
28. Perhaps it is a natural weakness, and all my joy is mixed with ominous premonitions.
29. If a person wants to keep his purity in this, he must resort to other forms of sin, and even have to absorb nutrients from the most original sin.
3. Because curiosity is immoral. This is perhaps the most immoral desire that human beings may have. "confessions in disguise"
31. because of betrayal, she finally accepted me. She belongs to me at the moment. "Golden Pavilion Temple"
32. The past once again resembles the future in that dreams quickly swallow up reality. "running the horse"
33. a normal person can't just act by will. even a normal person, I don't have the conditions to spend a happy married life with the garden at all. Yukio Mishima's famous saying
1. Because of betrayal, she finally accepted me. She belongs to me at the moment. -"Golden Pavilion Temple"
2. We are alive and rich in death. Burial, cemetery, the withered flowers in front of the tomb, the memory of the deceased, the death of relatives witnessed with one's own eyes, and the prediction of his own death. -Chun Xue
3. Like the bright moon in the night sky, the Golden Pavilion was built as a symbol of the dark ages. Therefore, my dream golden pavilion is set in the background of the darkness that emerges around it. In the dark, the beautiful and slender pillar structure, from the inside out of the light, firmly and quietly sitting there. No matter what people say about this building, the beautiful golden pavilion silently exposes its slender structure and must endure the darkness around it. -"Golden Pavilion Temple"
4. You must be insatiable. People who are insatiable often show sadness. What else do you want? ""something decisive. But I don't know what it is. " -"Chun Xue"
5. Thus, Bendo was gradually introduced into the gloomy mood. He began to understand what he had been thinking. He has tried his best to speculate on the existence, life and everything left by Qingxian for a long time. He can easily regard Qingxian's life as a wisp of smoke that curled up in the last era and then disappeared immediately. But such a conclusion can neither dispel the obvious sin and annoyance, nor make oneself permanently satisfied. -The Sea of Abundance
6. Although it is neither a desire nor anything else, as mentioned earlier, I want to believe it is a desire at random. That is to say, I mistake the unreasonable desire to believe that it is a desire anyway for the original desire; I mistake my strong and impossible desire for the sexual desire of the world, whether it comes from others or itself. -"Masked Confessions"
7. People can talk excitedly about the memory of * * * for an hour. But it was not a conversation, but an isolated nostalgia. I found someone to vent my feelings, and then I started the monologue that had been depressed for a long time. In the process of their monologues, people will suddenly find that there is nothing in common with each other, such as being blocked on both sides of a cliff without a bridge. So, when they can't stand the long silence, they let the topic go back to the past again. -"The Sea of Abundance"
8. When my grandmother moans in a low voice, the convulsions are like invisible fluctuations, which pervade the smoke trays, medicine cabinets and incense burners in the ward. So, in a short moment, the whole ward was filled with numbness-like tension, and then it quickly subsided like a mountain fog. As a result, the incense burner, small box and medicine bottle in the ward are also full of painful monotonous groans. Others may not be able to imagine the groaning in this ward, but when the convulsion attacks all day, even for several nights in a row, it will show obvious signs, that is, "disease" runs rampant at home without restraint. -
9. The so-called purity is to directly transform the concept of flowers, the concept of mouthwash with mint flavor and the concept of coquetry in the arms of a loving mother into the concept of blood, the concept of cutting down an evil broadsword, the concept of blood splashing when chopping off the shoulder obliquely, and the concept of abdominal incision. At the time of "cherry blossoms falling in profusion", the bloody corpse immediately turned into a fragrant cherry blossom. The so-called purity is to convert two completely opposite ideas at will. Therefore, it is pure poetry. -galloping horse
1, a and c should not be as pure as they seem at first sight. After observing this, I suddenly felt a sense of disappointment. I don't think they have any evil intentions, but they are in the mood for love at the age of seventeen or eight, and those eyes with eyeliner show a touch of burnout. Sometimes they are full of energy, strutting their chests, and sometimes they show fatigue. Everything is so uncoordinated. -"lecture on immoral education"
11. In a short timetable, the four people became harmonious around this hypocrisy. What this occasion needs most is such a tangible hypocrisy that has been understood now. -"Chun Xue"
12. The general ledger of my life is like a paper menu, which was given to me before I could understand it. All I have to do is put on my napkin and sit down facing the table.
13. While fantasizing about my wings, I have a strong premonition that I will accomplish nothing in my life.
14. When you see a rose, you say it's beautiful; when you see a snake, you say it's disgusting. You don't know that in this world, roses and snakes are close friends. At night, they transform into each other, and the snake's cheeks are bright red and the scales of roses are shining. When you see a rabbit, you say it's cute, and when you see a lion, it's scary. You don't know how they bleed and love each other on a stormy night. -Marquise Sadr
15. A self-willed mind also has an incredible tendency to increase itself and corrode its own uneasiness. If this is a love affair, so tough and lasting, then it looks like a young man. Qingxian, however, is not like this. He prefers dim flowers with thorns rather than beautiful flowers. Becco knew this well, and maybe he just planted this seed. Now Qingxian is indifferent to anything except watering this seed, waiting for it to germinate and eventually grow in her heart. He cultivated anxiety wholeheartedly. -"The Sea of Abundance"
16. If a person wants to maintain his purity in this, he must resort to other forms of sin and even have to absorb nutrients from the most original sin. -"Running Horse"
17. Compared with Kato, I am a slick and naive person. However, impure people have their own doors, so I must put on armor for my heart. -
18. A normal person can't just act by will. Even a normal person, I don't have the conditions to spend a happy married life in the same garden.
19. She has a lonely and unyielding soul and a crazy poetic soul. -"Masked Confessions"
2. Evil things cannot appear in their original ferocious appearance unless we put on "glasses that can see the good and the beautiful". -"lecture on immoral education"
21. So, his personal heart finally captured a celestial body. His soul's insect net catches glittering butterflies. However, will it be because the mesh of this soul is too big that the captured butterfly will fly away again soon? At the age of fifteen, he was already afraid of losing. So be swayed by considerations of gain and loss became his character. Once you get the moon, how frightened you will be if you live in a world without it in the future. No matter how much he hates the moon ...-"Chun Xue"
22. This is an incredible and serious acting skill demonstrated by time in people's hearts. This is also an attempt: don't peel off the rust spots on some subtle lies in the silver-plated memory of the past, re-demonstrate the overall image including dreams and hopes, and try to discover the deeper and more essential image of the past self through the acting of time. Just like looking at the village where you once lived from the top of a distant mountain, even if you sacrifice the part you knew very well when you lived there, the meaning of living there has become more clear. The pit on the stone pavement of the square, which was once distressing during the period of living, now looks from a distance, but the water in the puddle shines brightly and is so beautiful. -"The Sea of Abundance"
23. "You are now in a state of yearning and moving. Your pure and clean heart is always eager to be touched. This is a simple disease. You are just like a grown-up teenager who loves for love, but you are just moved for being moved. When the fixed concept is cured, your feelings will naturally disappear. As you know very well, there is nothing moving in this world except sensuality. Any thoughts and concepts can't move people without sensuality. People are obviously moved by the shame of thought, but they are determined to be like a gentleman who puts on airs, just saying that they are moved by the hat of thought. " -"Forbidden Color"
24. The moment I saw the frame painting, my whole existence was shocked by a pagan joy. My blood is rushing, and my organs are showing anger. This part of me, which is huge and about to burst, is waiting for my use like never before, blaming my ignorance and breathing angrily. My hand unconsciously began to move without telling anyone. I feel something dark and brilliant, attacking me rapidly from within. At this moment, this kind of thing came out with a dizzy drunken generate. -"confessions in disguise"
25. at that moment, there was indeed a jewel-like happiness. It was only that moment, undoubtedly embedded in the depths of memory. In the middle of the vague gray snow around, it is impossible to determine where it began and where it ended. There was indeed a bright ruby. -"Chun Xue"
26. I often see the golden pavilion in reality from photos and textbooks, but in my heart, the phantom of the golden pavilion told by my father is better. Father never said anything like the splendor of the golden pavilion in reality. In his view, there is nothing more beautiful on the ground than the golden pavilion. -"Golden Pavilion Temple"
27. I did achieve pleasure, but I can't believe I am savoring it. -"Golden Pavilion Temple"
28. "What you lose is what you gain", which is the secret that young people don't know. -"The Sea of Abundance"
29. Exquisite silence is above everything else-"Notes on a Masked Confession"
3. "However, from a long-term perspective,