Foreign couples dance around the world in square dance.
It's normal that your wife died almost a year ago and you still can't get out. Some couples have a good relationship. Of course, you will be sad to lose them suddenly after being married for more than 40 years, but I believe you will come out gradually as time goes by. You can live with your children for a while. After all, the more lonely a person is at home, the more he will get out of the shadows. You can also chat with children or other relatives and friends, or go out to dance square dance to help them take care of them.