Dancing gymnastics always stand in the back row

Recently, because of my knee problem I can't go to square dance at night, so I went to the gym to join a team of health exercises.

I'm a new team member, so I just stood in the last row and watched what the people in front of me did. I'm not very coordinated, I don't know if I had a sensory disorder when I was a kid, but it took me a few days to learn how to do a backward arm twist.

Because this does not develop any team discipline, the action is in place all rely on self-consciousness, so there are people like a dragonfly point of water like a gourd than the gourd can not draw out the scoop.

This is the first time I've ever seen a teacher who was so good at what they do, that I'm not sure if I've ever seen one, but I'm sure I've never seen one.

Maybe it's the gold that shines everywhere (allow me to be narcissistic), the leader noticed me. After the day before yesterday, she took the initiative to find me and asked: Why don't you stand in the first row ah?

I: I'm new here, I'm not skilled in jumping.

She: just because not skilled to stand in the first row.

Me: I stand in the first row for fear of misleading the people in the back row.

She: You do not see that some of the people in the first row are not as good as you.

I: I can't control others, but I really don't want to affect others because of my mistakes.

She: your movements are more standardized, only a very few do not do well, stand in the first row, in order to clearly see how the teacher did, learn fast, can demonstrate to the back of the people.

I: You're right! Instead of being misled by others in the back row, it is better to stand in the front row to learn every action and drive the people in the back row.

Yesterday I frankly stood in the first row, and I felt it. When I was in the last row I was serious, but the movements of the people in front of me were not uniform and had a negative effect on me. Now standing in the first row, in front of me are a few teachers, the movement is not to say, give me a positive drive, there are so many people in the back of the attention, if I do not dance well, I feel sorry for the audience. The whole process I am very focused, but also very engaged, the original action is not very good, directly follow the teacher to do very quickly jumped right, I feel super great!

The same person learning environment different results are really different; the more people pay attention to you, the more you want to do the best; whether your temporary ability is big or small, do not easily deny yourself; we need to meet a Bole in different circles, of course, we need to have the will to become a thousand miles away; we are on the side of the people around the positive leadership of the stronger, the environment will naturally weaken the negative impact on us, we are far from becoming the best of ourselves, the more we will be the best of ourselves, the more we will be the best of ourselves. The stronger our positive leadership of those around us, the weaker the negative influence of our environment will naturally be, and the closer we are to becoming the best version of ourselves.