August 17, 2019 about 2:50 pm, I am responsible for the ward of a diagnosis of dilated cardiomyopathy accompanied by heart failure of high-risk patients suddenly changed condition, heard the call bell I immediately jogged into the ward to ask the patient's condition, blurred vision, panic and shortness of breath, is it acute left heart failure? As soon as I thought of this possibility, I immediately jogged all the way to inform the doctor on duty, but before I walked into the ward again, I heard the doctor shouting "Prepare cardiac monitoring and oxygen", and I immediately turned around and ran into the instrument room to get the first aid items, connected to the cardiac monitor, and helped the patient to put on a good oxygen tube, but this continuity of action! But this continuous action is not yet finished, only to see the original weak lying in the bed of the patient began to violent convulsions, spitting foam, "Immediately call the neurologist consultation" "Okay" "hurry to the emergency vehicle, defibrillator and electrocardiograph machine Push over "" good "" ...... As the doctor continued to give medical advice, the influx of medical personnel to participate in the ward resuscitation is also more and more. "Is the patient's family there?" "The patient's family just went out." "The patient's family has just gone out" "Immediately call the family" "Okay". Finally, in the rescue work near the end, the patient's mother finally took the phone with a panicked face rushed to the ward, see the patient slowly began to regain consciousness, cardiac monitor on the vital signs are also slowly turning good, all of us to participate in the rescue work of the medical staff are relieved, thinking, people can be considered to be saved back. However, no one ever thought, because the patient's mother could not help but brain impulse to say a sentence, all from this moment onwards like a butterfly effect of malignant changes.
"Today at noon is that nurse to my son's injection? She is the one who gave the wrong medicine." Sharp and ear-piercing shouts, full of resentment of the groundless accusations, just to the patient pushed the rescue medicine I hand is a tremor, today at noon to her son's injection of the nurse is not who I am, but I played the wrong medicine? I know that at noon I was obviously in accordance with the doctor's instructions, XXX patients, static push 0.9% sodium chloride 20ml + cediran 0.4mg and 60mg of fast urine. these two are routinely used by the cardiac diuretic, these two patients basically every day will be playing the drug, just because the doctor today the use of the time to adjust the afternoon, will bring him so much harm? I believe that everyone who has studied medicine understands that it does not. However, when I noticed the patient's mother's eyes, listening to the surrounding more and more accusations and abuse, my heart is more and more sinking, this is not "want to add to the crime" is what?
However, the development of things here does not end, with the passage of time, with the patient's family a large number of influx, with the false rumors are infinitely exaggerated, the original thought of the patient's family to calm down, can be put to rest, I am more and more nervous. Because at this moment I heard in the noisy crowd of the most piercing my nerves a few words "is that the nurse took the wrong medicine to kill the person, call her out, I want to kill her today" "She did not dare to come out, is not because of the heart of the weak, I tell you, none of you can not protect him! ""You doctors and nurses are all black-hearted liver"...... all kinds of vicious speculation as well as abuse, all kinds of table smashing things, all kinds of personal attacks and threats, I really do not know what I did wrong? To know that I just fulfill the duty to complete the doctor issued by the doctor's orders, to know that I just in the patient's life-threatening first moment rushed up to cooperate with the doctor to rescue, I obviously desperately to save people, how to become that everyone shouted at the executioner of the grass and human life?
In order to avoid unnecessary harm, in the side of the colleague's signal, physically and mentally exhausted, I finally mixed in the crowd quietly avoided the female duty room. However, hiding up seems to protect the personal safety of my inner fear is not reduced at all. Because, outside the duty room of the ranting and smashing sound more and more intense, trying to calm my mind, on the one hand, I worry about still outside the post colleagues were hurt, on the one hand, I also worry that this incident will be like the rumors of the general evolution of the general to the point of unmanageable. However, everything that happened later confirmed that I had really overthought it. The head nurse, the director of the department and the hospital senior leadership of the successive coordination to control the development of the situation, and from the colleagues of the concern and guidance also let once trapped in the shadows can not come out of the I learned how to smile at life.
Outside the window, the Danxia is like a brocade, a thousand colors. I can't help but think of a quote I once read in a book, "Against the wind and turn the plate to the sun, not forgetting the beginning of the heart, and move forward". Yes, even if the rumors are flying, even if the hearts of people can be afraid, as long as they adhere to the white dream, adhere to the white spirit, do not forget the original intention, to the sun, there will be a day to turn the plate against the wind! Because, on this road, the hard peer too many people, they are never alone, and never the last one! I just hope that the hearts of the good, you and I can work together **** create that better tomorrow!