Xiaoya was a student in the fourth class of foreign language education, and I was in the second class. She came from Yiyang Peach Blossom River, and there is a proverb in Hunan: "There are many beauties by the Peach Blossom River." Although Xiaoya is not absolutely beautiful, but she white, in the pile, white dazzling, a pair of hanging peach blossom eyes, smile up the corners of the mouth and two dimples, a look, people like. In the words of his roommate "Chrysanthemum", it's "flamboyant, very flamboyant, must be very flamboyant in bed." The only criterion for him to appreciate female Saeki is her flirtatiousness. Flirtatiousness is flirtatious, good-looking, and powerful. If it's not, it's not sensual, not sexual, not flirtatious, not interesting. The "chrysanthemum", real name Lu Bo, Xiangxi Yongshun people, he is like a stallion, everywhere looking for a big waisted female Saeki breeding.
His words are not to be listened to.
The Department of Foreign Languages has a lot of good-looking women, and there are various types, such as the foreign model, tall; there is also pure, like a fairy sister, and white-collar, small secretary. Xiaoya's "white" has also become a feature, with a nickname, called "Ya Da Bai".
The Department of Foreign Languages has always had more women than men, and there are many people who covet Xiaoya, but I'm still the closest one. At that time, many roommates and classmates do not look at me, think, I'm ugly, black, skinny, walking eight feet, only play soccer, not literary youth, doing bodyguard is still too shameful, and white, full of vitality and happiness like a deer Xiaoya how will be a pair? I don't hold out hope, but fortunately I am thick-skinned, chatting with Xiaoya to talk nonsense.
Once on the big class, just and Xiaoya sitting in a pile, that day, Xiaoya mood is very good, I did not say a few words, she made her flora and fauna, make me also what excited, I have forgotten that he is an ugly man's problem.
After class, I ran to my good friend Jiao pig, excited to show off his story of picking up girls, Jiao pig but the expression is cold, "You are giving her a psychedelic soup?" He exhaled a smoke ring, "I think she's the one who's giving you a hard time."
"My God." I just wanted to open my mouth to retort, suddenly remembered, to say that love, Jiao pig is much more experienced than me.
Jiao pig went on to say, love is poison, you egg to be careful.
I looked at him and thought he was like a monk in a temple telling people's fortunes.
But his words still woke me up: is Xiaoya really giving me a psychedelic soup? It seems that it is Xiao Ya, not me, who holds the initiative in the relationship. Think about it, if Xiaoya does not take care of me, directly back to me, I must turn around and go, hook up with the foreign language department or other girls to go. And Sayaka does need a male sae who makes her laugh, or a local sae who knows Little River City well enough to take care of her? The silent crushes of timid males who coveted and drooled in the dark would serve no purpose.
Sure enough, the thick-skinned me, soon asked her on a date: over the wall to see a movie twice, as a bodyguard to accompany her to the ballroom for two dances, but also and as a guide to take her to the city, to help the class get the bus and driver for the field trip. Soon, I tasted the sweetness, back from the movie theater, pulled her little hand; in the ballroom, wrapped her arms around her thin waist, turned two paper circles; in the bus back to school, the other people crowded us in a piece, I hugged Xiaoya, Xiaoya tried to struggle, I hugged tighter, her breasts are pressed against me, and later, did not struggle again.
The next night, I kissed her.
At that time, the small river city students of men and women to talk about love, there is a very earthy behavior, called "weekend dance", that is, dancing. It was usually held in the Student Activity Center, a spacious venue, on Friday and Saturday nights from 7 to 9 p.m.
At the time, there was a very old-fashioned way for students in Little River City to get together and dance.
At the time, I thought this was a very old-fashioned way for college students to play in the 80's, and I was surprised to find out that there was a way to do it when I entered the college. But openly and not obscenely hooking up with a female sae, that's one way to do it.
Xiaoya actually likes to dance, I was shocked, I thought of the roommate "chrysanthemum" said that "the flow, very flow" terrain.
Once, I asked her, "Why do you like to dance?"
"Dancing is fun." Xiaoya smiled heartlessly.
The second time I accompanied her to the ballroom, I met Xiaoya's classmate, Xiao Xu, who was a tall, small-faced, flat-chested female child, and the most horrifying of all, wore glasses.
"Hey, little bald." She took the initiative to talk to me.
I ignored her. My eyes were still following Ya in the ballroom, a handsome white shirt guy holding her.
"Don't pretend, I know you, bald Aki from class 2."
Now, I raised my eyes to look at her. She asked, "How are you doing with Dabai?"
"Fine, with miles."
"To that point?" The first thing I want to do is to get a good look at my favorite people.
I gave her a blank look.
"Look at you, you must have kissed." Xiao Xu then taunted me, "Little bald, go for it, Oh, Big White is impressed with you."
When I heard this, my mean streak came back, "I don't have any hope, but your class, Yuan, is not quite fond of her, and Yuan is so nice, his face is white, he is tall, and he plays basketball well. You'll be able to get the best out of her, and you'll be able to get the best out of her.
Speaking of Yuan, he was my imaginary love rival at the time. A yuan is their class class grass, but also an honest and reliable class president, a yuan face white, I face black; a yuan polite, I mess with cats and dogs; a yuan dry clean white shirt, I wrinkled broken ball shirt. Half of the girls in A Yuan's class like him, and all the girls in my class think I'm a weird egg. Ah Yuan, however, kind of liked Xiaoya, and, supposedly, the two even dated, and taught Xiaoya how to play basketball on empty afternoons, and at one point everyone thought they were going to fall in love.
"Hell no, she's good for you." Xiao Xu sighed, "When the lights go out at night, all she talks about, is you. Says you're fun to be bald."
I looked at Xiaoya, who was twirling on the dance floor, and froze, I didn't realize that I was still so charming.
Looked at me frozen, Xiao Xu then said, "You demented, look long, but also quite cute, you do not talk to Dabai, said I just gave you those."
Walking out of the ballroom, Xiaoya pinched my arm: "You and Xiao Xu, say what?"
I bristled, "Guess!"
"Guess your ass! If you don't tell me, I'll rip your mouth off."
"I said, I'm an ugly man, you're an ugly woman, do you want us to make a pair, forget it."
"Think beautiful." Xiaoya slapped me.
"Aiya, you also quite heartache me, know to protect food." I teased her, my hand went around and took her thin waist.
She avoided me, "What do you think, I am a pity Xiao Xu."
"It is indeed a pity for Koh." I smiled wistfully.
During that time, in November, I was going crazy, love for me, is addicted, full of how to play with Xiaoya, can not eat, can not sleep, during the day to listen to Xiaoya's instructions, if she gave me a bowl of poisonous wine, I am as Coca-Cola to drink; only to ask for the night, looking forward to a step closer. Xiaoya, on the contrary, is very calm, the class in class, the self-study self-study, just usually smile, like a happy event, her roommates know, she fell in love, looking at the second class of the bald, black and thin "two goods".
My roommate "King Kong", a few of them also fell glasses, almost can not believe, I kissed Xiaoya! I protect my girlfriend, did not tell them further details, we are still French-style kiss, very enjoyable. They all envied me for my good fortune, and accelerated their own actions. The "chrysanthemums" no longer dare to say to me, "the wind is not the wind," the comment.
Xiaoya once asked me a question, "When you first see a girl, where do you see first?"
I was eighteen years old at the time, and I didn't know what that meant.
Xiaoya looked at me with disdain, "Oops, it means that when you look at a girl, a stranger, the first thing you see is her face? Eyes? Boobs, legs, or ass."
I realized this, and I said languidly, "Hair."
"Uh-huh." She froze. At that time, she was also very naive, she heard experienced roommates say: sophisticated men look at women's asses, virgins look at the girl's face, perverts look at the breasts, timid and obscene men look at the feet or calves. But I've never heard of looking at "hair".
Xiaoya touched her hair, which is short, black, and straight, and said, "Well, I should grow it long."
In fact, at the time, I should have said her most flattering skin color, "At my first glance, to see if the skin color is white, is it as white as Ya Da Bai." This will be pleasing to the heart, the result, I said the hair, well, crookedly, in the heart of Xiaoya, like to see the hair, but also pure love little boy.
At that time, I was indeed a virgin, high school, like class president Ru Juan, almost to the time of the senior, like the national teacher's library of a young lady, called "Xiao Xiao". She was twenty-two years old, with long curly hair like a pony, and I was seventeen. I almost subconsciously blurted out my high school crush to my first girlfriend, Xiaoya. I had my chance with Xiao Xiao, to say goodbye to virginity, but hairy me, messed up.
That night, I kissed Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao buried me in her chest, let me kiss her breasts, I was shocked, that moment, I suddenly felt that Xiaoxiao has long been not a virgin, but a woman a few years older than me, she touched my lower body, I ejaculated in a moment, Xiaoxiao shook his head and said, "Ha egg, take it off, I'm going to help you to wash it. " That night, I was empty inside, wearing outer pants, underwear hanging out the window, I never got an erection again, Xiao Xiao fell asleep, and I fell asleep exhausted.
After that, not long, I never saw her again, I have been in the heart to comfort myself, Xiao Xiao is my first woman. And I believe that Xiao Xiao would not think so.
"Hey, think what? Thinking about your first girlfriend is not it?" Xiaoya likes to pinch me, using her thumb and forefinger for a gentle torture.
"Nope, I was checking to see if the defense office was coming." I said with a smirk.
"Ha egg, come on. Whatever." With that, we kissed again.
In fact, I asked why I was chosen and it wasn't even Bancho Gen.
"Ha egg, not handsome is suitable for me, I'm not a person who looks at the surface." In my ears, the tone of voice is obviously some heart.
I also do not rely on, "Ah Yuan is also very good ah, or class president, know how to do, decent, polite, which is like me, weird egg a, not a word of good words, but also particularly easy to offend people."
At this point, Xiaoya finally got up loud, "Ha egg, you are a Pisces, I am a Scorpio, perfect match."
When it comes to horoscopes, I shut up, I'm not dumb enough to ask Yuan what sign he is.
Jiao pig think differently, "You are really ha egg, you think of a female child hundreds of kilometers to a strange small place to study, usually okay, there are classes, to the weekend, holidays, long nights no one accompanied, do not find a boyfriend, how to get by."
I nodded and said, also. Then I asked, "What about your girlfriend? She is studying in Changsha, how to do?
Jiao pig speechless, like a constipated philosopher, "Hey, this day can not be long."
He said, "I don't know if I'm going to be able to do this, but I'm going to have to go back to my old school," he said.
I don't care about Jiao pig's feelings, I am in love with myself, to the end of November, I often accompany her to the evening study, go to the library or classroom. Xiaoya is a good girl who loves to learn, excellent English writing and speaking, one of the best in the class, studying, like no one else. I am much worse, read for 3 minutes, then lost concentration, then, harass her, first holding her hand, in her hand drawing peach hearts, then legs, and then, received Xiaoya slap, and so on and so forth. Until an hour or two later, the library lights out, the teaching building power cut.
I'm not always such a hooligan, I also read books, but they are all Chinese books, first read Yu Hua, then read Su Tong Ge Fei, Mo Yan Ma Yuan, almost moved to change the idea of the department, and later, or was Xiaoya lessons collected.
Under the self-study, from the dormitory closes in an hour, this time, we often go to the wind and rain lake walk, or drilled into the playground of the bamboo forest make out, we are like two cats in the spring, but also often by the dark couples scared jump.
The couple in the dark we need to worry about is the patrol of the Ministry of Defense, this bunch of guys are also boring, all night with a broken flashlight shine around, making us jump, was caught, light is to train a meal, heavy is to pull to the Ministry of Defense to shout to the counselor to lead the people.
For this, Xiaoya and I have always been very careful, and even we will hide in the classroom of the teaching building after lights out, from the inside unlocked the door, and then, unscrupulous make out, the rise of the end, only quietly from the side door of the teaching building to sneak out, the janitors of the uncle or the aunt did not even know, they are often in the duty room at this time to watch boring TV series.
To put it mildly, it's also ridiculous that soon Xiaoya and I had our first time, which surprisingly happened in the classroom. Of course, the classroom at night after class.
After the first time, Xiaoya and I soon became bold, and we often made out in the classroom on the 6th floor of the Chemistry Building across from the Department of Foreign Languages, which is against the fire escape. Because that neighborhood is the chemistry department's equipment room, a lot of outdated or worn-out chemistry lab teaching equipment is stored on the sixth floor, many of the classrooms are. Only two or three empty classrooms were used for study rooms. Few people usually came here, and all the chemistry students were unwilling to climb up to the sixth floor out of breath to study. So this became our secret place.
And when we did, we moved more carefully. In fact, many times, we felt guilty and knew it was not right, but we were like two children who found a piece of delicious candy, hid in the dark, and secretly ate it.
We both like rainy evenings the most, there are few people, there are raindrops on the concrete "rustle" sound, the air is sweet, but also mixed with the strange smell of chemicals, the atmosphere is very romantic, but also rest assured that the courage.
We were not satisfied soon, we thought of the same place. Xiaoya embarrassed to say, but I began to will save money, find a small hotel room near the school every week, go fooling around. I usually go to pick four or five stops away from the school, because it is too close, you will meet know students or teachers. We are not afraid of others know that we are in love, but know that we sleep in a room, it will inevitably be embarrassed. The school also cleaned up the surrounding small hotels, caught is remembered.
In the room, closed the door, is our world. Once, the weather was very cold, the south came down with a cold front, cold rain, we closed the window, fooling around on the bed, Xiaoya suddenly screamed, naked, ran to the window, drilled out, look outside, I was shocked, just wanted to ask what happened, only to hear her say: "snow."
I looked at her dumbfounded, she was naked, the curtains outside projected over the snowy light, the Xiaoya irradiated concave and convex, lovely. I stood up and hugged her from behind, my head wrapping around her snow-white neck, "Yeah?" I said.
She turned her head over and kissed me, "Kei, I love it when you kiss me." After saying that, she kissed me.
After fooling around so much, we felt like we were both degenerate children with an excited sense of crime. Each time, Xiaoya would double up on her studies and I would double up on saving or borrowing money. Every time, of course, I paid for it, I would buy snacks and beer, and after a long time, I would be hungry, and we would eat snacks, watch TV, and listen to the sound of the rain, and Xiaoya would roll over and come up again, "Kei, one more time."
Every time, I am careful to wear a condom, long time, I will also have a very bold time, I heard there is a what safe period, I dare not wear a condom to do, the process is always very careful. Xiaoya was always afraid of getting pregnant, but I always made fun of her, and that's when she would get serious, "You don't bring it or you don't play." I couldn't help it, so I'd just put it on and say, "How did you know it would?"
"Stupid Aki, I have feelings, I'm very vital."
I laughed, Xiaoya is indeed a "life force" is very strong girl, she is not tall, breasts are not big, looks are not very beautiful kind of. The first thing I'd like to say is that I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to get out of this. Her skin is very white, is I know girls in the whitest girl, in the pile of girls, like diamonds as dazzling, but also looks spiritual. Xiaoya's waist is also very thin, the skin is very smooth, and she is very good at endurance, every time you can do a long time, like a "water pump". And I'm reminded of the classic "Chrysanthemum" comment.
"Aki, what are you thinking about? Are you thinking about other women?" Xiaoya used her head to rub against me. I stopped talking and continued to work hard.
Many times I wondered, we are so good, next, what will be next? Getting married, or having kids? Xiaoya will always stay by my side...
The more I think about it, the more confused, and Xiaoya fell in love, I think it is a poisoned person, gradually also found himself to be a repulsive and petty, eccentric temper will also say inexplicable love words of the guy, "Xiaoya, you are mine." I put my arms around her and said.
"Ha egg, I am not you, I am my own." Xiaoya always seemed more mature than me.
She said, she has an older sister, older her two or three years only, high school, hope on one of their teachers, books also do not read, focus on being a mistress, causing the teacher's family chickens flying, but also caused his parents to go crazy. Xiaoya was in her first year of high school, she herself is not in love, but also very incomprehensible, she said, "sister will like a married man, I will like a bald ugly man, are our family eccentric genes against."
I hemmed and hawed for a while, "Now what?"
Xiaoya sighed, "Nothing, the teacher did not divorce, she went to Zhuhai to work by herself, and her parents did not recognize. Sometimes, occasionally give me a call, never leave their own phone."
I do not make a sound.
Xiaoya then said seriously, "Aki, no matter what, I will not let love go to my head and lose myself."
I think she's right, but for some reason, it's weird. It's like a couple going to register to get married and the registrar keeps emphasizing that it's okay to get married, but it's possible that you won't grow old together...
That's all I could think about, and 1996, my first year of college, just went by.
In 1996, of course, it wasn't like we didn't do anything serious at all. Freshman year, all schools will have a club recruitment war, I despise this activity, did not join any club, and Xiaoya into the drama club. I accompanied her to participate in several activities of the drama club, either rehearsals or performances. At that time, they often rehearsed several famous plays, such as Thunderstorm, such as Hamlet, and so on. Xiaoya always wanted to pull me into the drama club, but I insisted not to go, I went to be sure to play the role of a clown, sure to sit in the identity of the "ugly man", and then there is no opportunity to turn around. Later, I joined the Department of Foreign Languages soccer team, Xiaoya did not persuade me again.