When a girl hasn't been home in a long time she should be happy and, by all rights, should be looking forward to going back. But her behavior tells me that she doesn't want to go back.

Statement in advance ah, this is not what I wrote, is that I give you down from the other (such as similarity, purely inevitable) the first New Year's Eve The year is over, in the New Year's Eve is the reunion night, families are decorated to celebrate the end of a year of peace, the beginning of a new year of good. On New Year's Eve, every family is busy putting up spring couplets, our family is no exception, and every year the family's couplets are still put up by me. In fact, this posting couplets of learning is also quite big, you last year as long as a look at the couplet you will know that the family in the new year's hopes and intentions, but also know that in the past year the family what happened in the family, you see this couplet God is not God ah. On this day, the happiest people are the children, who call for the adults to receive the New Year's Eve as early as possible, because after receiving the New Year's Eve, they can set off the fireworks. During the fireworks, several children were shouting and jumping, so happy that even the adults were infected by them and shouted along with them. After the fireworks, the family gathered around the table to eat a reunion dinner, the most interesting is to eat dumplings, and this eating dumplings can also eat money, who ate the money that who in the new year's luck will be the best, so we all scramble to eat, to see who also grabbed the dumplings that have money, but no matter whether you get to eat, no matter what, the atmosphere of this grabbing dumplings is the most unforgettable.... ... The second, finally yesterday morning after the test, as usual, all the things will be left behind, a good rest. But then I thought of the plans I had made before the winter vacation and started to get busy again in a hurry. I planned to do an internship this winter vacation, so I had to find a place to do it first. In this competitive era, it might be good for us to get an internship early. And since I'm a stupid bird, I should fly first. But I didn't expect it to be so bad, and the threshold for newspapers in Chongqing is so high. We went to four yesterday afternoon and none of them wanted us. The Daily News said it was full; the Evening News said they didn't want us sophomores, they didn't even want juniors or seniors; and the Morning News didn't want us either. No matter how hard we tried, no matter how hard we tried, they just didn't want us. Forget it, we went back to the Times. We asked around, we asked around, our feet got sore, but we didn't even get in the door of the Times. Naturally, that added to our frustration. It's dark. Come back. The school is almost empty, and the most obvious feeling is that it's not as busy as it used to be. I slept until noon today and went to two more newspapers in the afternoon, one didn't want interns because of a major personnel change, and the other was very straightforward, just pay a dollar and you can go. I think I'd rather not, I'm already very poor. I'm already poor. I'm a little lost. I don't know how I'm going to live the rest of my life. So I came back again, and today it was even more deserted than yesterday. There were not many lights on the buildings next to me, and it was very dark. I think some of my classmates had already gone home. I think some of my classmates have already gone home. Forget it, let's go to bed early. I'm too tired. The third winter vacation to today has passed half, except for the first few days, almost every day, sleep unusually late, get up unusually early, only eat two meals a day, breakfast is not necessary, still in bed. In addition to sleeping and eating, I read books, watched movies, and chatted. It's just a matter of time or order. At first it was quiet and I liked it, but then I got bored. But what can I do. It was good enough to read and write something every day, and I felt that the time was not wasted, but most of the time was wasted. I don't know how to describe this kind of life. But when I write something at night, I can't write any wonderful sentences, even though I have a lot of feelings, but what flows out of the pen is so ordinary, so bland, not the slightest flavor, not much momentum. And think of the previous achievements of others in this area, the heart naturally some loss, I feel that I have done nothing. In addition to this, that is again by the gods play a round, others in the effort, I also in the effort, but why others achieve more than me, I do not feel that I am worse than him, but more than they work hard, perhaps this is what is called the fate of God. I used to believe in hard work, but now it's all about talent. It's not just about whether you're the right person for the job, it's also about whether you're lucky enough to be there, whether God helps you or not. I've been a pessimist and I've come to my senses. But no matter what, man can't fight God. I don't believe that man can win the battle with God, but I still hope God can help me. Hehehehehehehe the fourth these days the sky is clear very good, ambiguous sunshine in the people, so that people feel that the heart is also ambiguous. Today is the New Year's Eve, the heart should be more or less excited, after all, is in the traditional Chinese culture of growing up. Before the New Year's things have not remembered how, just two years have not gone home, more or less still some feelings. It was already two o'clock, but there were still a lot of people on it, and I said "Happy New Year!" to every one of them, and they all said "Happy New Year! and each of them replied. There were still some firecrackers in the school, although it was forbidden to set off firecrackers, but no one was in charge of them, but they were not as loud as at home. I watched the Spring Festival Gala elsewhere in the evening, and now I'm writing something. I think New Year's Eve is all about the feeling of having the whole family together for a New Year's Eve dinner. Parents grow old every year, children grow up every year. It's been a long time since I've seen my parents, and my children have long since left the house and gone to other countries. I can not experience any New Year's atmosphere, in addition to the party and blessings, everything is so ordinary, so plain, so calm. Talking with a sister, she said I was unfilial, I also think so, not been home for a long time. It's time to go back and take a look, and the next Spring Festival should be at home. The fifth stay at home to do homework, can not help but feel a little boring, in addition to watching books or TV, with grandparents to play a few decks of cards, looking for fun. Mom is very harsh on me, often in my ear nagging, must let me review the language, mathematics and English, saying that "immediately after graduation, the promotion of junior high school is still so relaxed!" I had to resign myself to the fact that I finished half of my homework in just 5 days! Amazing! My summer vacation although breath, but still "closed door self-study", alas, bad luck! Swimming is my essential summer sports, in the blue wave hard a fierce leap, will let the blue ZhanZhan, cool pool water, cool to the whole body, soak the heart. Although in the pool occasionally drink a few mouthfuls of water, but in the pool is still a great feeling, very cool! In the hot summer, to a few doggy style, a few breaststroke, there is a sense of leisure and fashion. The summer vacation is also a time to be comfortable and happy in a dull way. Boring but happy life At night, I lie on the balcony to see the night scene, the one little star is on my eyebrows. At that moment, I remembered a saying of my neighbor, Granny Wang: "There are as many stars in the sky as there are people on the earth. If a person on earth dies, a star in the sky will fall from the sky and turn into a stone." I thought, "Isn't what Grandma Wang said the same as the story "The Little Girl with the Matches" in Hans Christian Andersen's fairy tale? No matter what Granny Wang said is true or not, when I grow up, I want to be an astronaut, set up a spaceship, fly to the universe, explore the mystery, but also for the cause of a contribution of love. I look forward to growing up quickly! Sixth washing vegetables Sunday, I have nothing to do, found the kitchen there are some green vegetables have not washed. I had an idea, I thought if I wash these vegetables, mom will not have to wash the vegetables? I took the basket and put the vegetables in the sink. I rolled up my sleeves, turned on the faucet, and began to wash the vegetables carefully, just like my mother. I first rubbed the greens with both hands, then washed the leaves one by one, not sparing even the slightest bit of dirt. As I was washing, I touched something soft and furry. My hand shrank back like an electric shock. Oh! I was shocked to see a big green worm enjoying the pleasure of bathing on the leaves. I was so scared that I threw the leaf far away. Looking at the thrown away leaves, I thought: mom washed vegetables for years and years, I do not know how many big green bugs, but mom always pick up the big green bugs in a hurry to throw it away, continue to wash vegetables. I was like a coward. I picked up the leaves, threw them away, and stomped on them to kill them. At that moment, I had goosebumps, but I was as happy as if I had won a battle. I hummed a little song and continued to wash the vegetables. Looked at the watery green vegetables lying in the basket, I was happy and jumping, and finally I can help my parents to do a little bit of work the seventh Sunday morning, I got up early and strolled through the streets of Lai Thanh City, to enjoy the pleasant scenery of the city in the morning. Walking in the street, I look to the east, see a ray of sunshine through the thin clouds, sprinkled to the earth, sprinkled in people's faces, to each person's hair gilded with a layer of gold, as if the sunshine to give each person a crown of laurel. At the same time, I feel the freshness of the morning, there is no hustle and bustle in my ears, no car horns beeping, only the morning wind whispering in my ears, blowing my hair a little messy. The morning joggers were enjoying the natural beauty of nature, and they were running leisurely. Seeing such a scene, I also heartfelt desire, can not help but join the morning running team. Running, in front of a "bright landscape", in a square by the roadside, there are dozens of old aunts wearing red clothes, holding a flower fan, smiling, waving their hands and twisting their waists, dancing in the morning breeze, it looks like they are very happy. Some of the people who stopped to watch, some of them also moved "martial arts", it seems that they also want to be in the "realm". Morning, how many people want to go to the time, fresh air, beautiful scenery, leisurely state of mind, I was y moved by it, and suddenly remembered the teacher taught a sentence: a day's plan is in the morning. I think, in the future, every Sunday morning should get up early, go out to stroll, into the environment, into the community, from the morning to a better tomorrow. Eighth class reunion Since the vacation, every day is raining a little, today finally cleared up, look at this good weather heart especially happy, but also today is our high school classmates get together. In the morning, after breakfast I left home early, toward the destination of our alma mater to go. Along the way, I had a lot of thoughts, imagining how my classmates had changed and what would happen when we met. Time passed without us realizing it, and we finally arrived at our alma mater. As soon as we walked into the campus, we could see the old scenes, and we felt a sense of closeness and realized that our alma mater had changed a lot. First of all, the school building is wearing a new suit, painted, as well as changes in the cafeteria, the library was built, and so on, all of which appeared only after we left. Walking on the boulevard of the campus, carefully recalling the old school life, but also a different flavor. At this time, I saw a few students sparsely walking on the path, they were in a hurry, now time is too precious for them. Along the boulevard, I came to the location of our party - the classroom where we used to study, there were already several students, I accelerated my pace, shouted their names, then naturally there were some greetings, and the surprise on everyone's face is undoubtedly revealed. Next in the sound of laughter in the students one after another have come, in a sound of greetings we walked toward the next destination - the teacher's home. Our homeroom teacher was still the same as in the past, with a great sense of humor and fun. In the next time is the time to get together, entertainment ...... The day ended in a round of laughter, class reunion is really good! Ninth in the winter vacation life I saw such a story would like to share with you: "Boone's smile" one day, Boone to visit a customer, but unfortunately, they did not reach an agreement. Boone was so upset that he came back and told his manager what had happened. The manager patiently listened to Boone's story, silent for a while and said: "You may want to go again, but to adjust their state, always remember to smile, with your smile to impress the other side, so he can see your sincerity." Boone tried to do it, he showed himself very optimistic, very sincere, a smile on his face all the time. As a result, the other party was infected by Boone, and they happily signed the agreement. Boone has been married for 18 years and gets up every morning to go to work. His busy life kept him from caring for his beloved wife, and he rarely smiled at her. Boone decided to give it a try and see what a difference a smile could make in their marriage. The next morning, when Boone combed his hair and looked in the mirror, he smiled at ytterbium, and the sadness on his face cleared. As he sat down to breakfast, he greeted his wife with a smile. She was shocked and excited. In those two weeks, Boone had felt more happiness than he had in the last two years. Boone now praises others with sincerity and stops talking about his own needs and worries. He tries to see things from other people's point of view. This has really changed his life, and he has gained more happiness and friendships. What this story tells me is that you have to adjust your mindset in everything you do, always remember to smile, and impress the other person with your smile so that they can see your sincerity. Smile can bring warmth, friendship, can bring happiness. So in the work, life should smile to face, with a good attitude to treat the people and things around. The tenth busy semester, just started to stop and a little less adaptable. In the usual work, every day with the students together, although they will also be naughty, will also make me angry, but leave them too long, the heart is still thinking about them still thinking about them in the coming semester to come is not more obedient, is not more than the previous progress and so on. Home has been a few days, in these days, I also think about how I will spend this winter vacation, is to stay at home as in previous years to watch TV, or to the classmates home strangers or do something else. But when I think of these, I think of the just released when the principal to give us the winter vacation homework, may be in the eyes of others is very strange, how the principal will also be assigned winter vacation homework, the teacher will still be like students have winter vacation homework, in fact, the principal is to let us in the winter vacation to read more, more study, for the next period of good preparation. In fact, this is also very good, so that our future work to set goals, in order to do a better job next year. Now every day at home to read books, practice writing, but also feel that their winter vacation life is quite full of the eleventh I went to play with Grandpa Huang, see Grandpa Huang's garden is very large, I recalled the childhood Grandpa often took me to play with Grandpa Huang, Grandpa Huang are so old, but also climbed the tree to pick loquats for me to eat. Then, I showed my skateboard to Grandpa Huang and he praised me for my skateboarding. His vegetable garden has planted: bok choy, cilantro, spinach, green onion, garlic, cabbage, radish, lettuce, there are often birds to catch the leaves to eat, in order to solve this problem, Grandpa Huang thought of a good way to use the plastic to make a scarecrow, he also planted a big pepper tree, a big pine tree, there is a well, is used for watering, Grandpa Huang is very familiar with the picking of water, I do not know how to pick, Grandpa Huang will teach me to pick! I didn't know how to do it, so he taught me how to do it. Grandpa Huang is a real cow! Is it because he likes to eat beef that he is so bullish. January 29th, Lunar Friday, Lunar New Year's Day 15, clear this afternoon, I and my mother sister-in-law, Jialing sister-in-law, Lu sister-in-law together to go to the K, because it is almost New Year's Day out of a lot of people, cabs are really hard to find, we can not easily sit on the car, we went to a karaoke, which is my first time to this kind of occasions, between the lighting is not bright, but the effect of the singing is good, between there is also a projector, is the TV screen to be placed on the wall, the original karaoke, this is my first time to come to this kind of occasion, between the lights are not bright, but sing the effect is good, between there is a projector, is a TV screen to put On the wall, the original karaoke can sing and a lot of good food, really fun! Started singing, I and my mother chorus a moon above, Lulu sister-in-law and Jialing sister-in-law sang well, I want to exceed them later, to the point, it's dark, we went home! The twelfth winter vacation this year came especially early, so I felt a leap of faith, because in this period of vacation, I can have and usually completely different life, casual arrangement of their own life and work. I love to play the piano because I'm usually very busy, and I don't have time to play my favorite pieces except for the ones assigned by my teacher. Therefore, on the first morning of the winter vacation, I couldn't wait to open the lid of the piano, and let the melodies I played run around the house, eventually filling every corner of the house. The winter was so cold that I didn't want to leave the warmth of the house, so whenever I had a moment to spare, I sat down at the piano and explored the wonderful world of Bach and Mozart's notes, immersing myself in dream-like music. In addition, I also organized some things that I would have liked to do but didn't have the time to practice. We spent three days driving to the Da Xueshan Forest Recreation Area in Dongshi, Taiwan, to enjoy the natural forest bath and absorb the beneficial phenylphenol. Standing in the more than eight hundred and ninety years of age in front of the giant god tree, not only let me feel the nature has the toughness of the side, but also let me appreciate the smallness of mankind, look at the old god tree is still full of dense branches and leaves, the wind whispering, really let me feel some people do not know how to cherish life, even a big tree understand to bend the trunk to resist the strong winds, what is there is what we can not overcome it? The thirteenth eye, winter vacation from us farther and farther away, always can not help but think of that a scene of happy things. The most unforgettable thing is that I flew a kite with my friends that day. It was a sunny day with no clouds, and my friends and I went to the field with kites. As soon as we arrived at the field, we were amazed at the number of people who were flying kites, and we were happy to join them. But my kite couldn't fly high, I was so sad that I imitated others and my kite flew up. At this moment, I felt everything was so beautiful Looking at my kite flying higher and higher, I was very happy and thought: the kite is like my ideal, my kite is flying, it means my ideal is also flying, I hope the kite will never stop, let it float slowly. I hope the kite will never stop, and let it float slowly. The kite holds my ideal, and I hope that it can always spread its wings and fly. The fourteenth part of the adults took me to Dinghu Mountain near the town to play. Dinghu Mountain is divided into two main scenic spots: one is from the main road on the main peak to the big tripod and Qingyun Temple; the second is from the town into the rainforest valley near the Jiulong Lake. The most difficult part is to climb those mountain roads. The so-called mountain road is actually some short cliffs, only on both sides of a row of ropes and chains, and because of the rainforest, surrounded by streams flowing down, coupled with some of the stones have moss, so often too slippery and almost fell, but also some places are too steep and too high, you must hold on to the ropes, with your feet stepping on the wall of the indentation and protruding place to climb up, from the foot of the mountain to the From the foot of the mountain to the mountain and then come out at least 1 hour to walk the whole way. The most valuable thing about this adventure is that it can fully demonstrate the team spirit of solidarity: the back of the team members can report the situation above to the front of the team members to listen to (such as branches, rock, a); and the pioneer of the front of the situation reported to the back of the team members to listen to (such as slippery ground, a steel cable, a). I'm really happy about this trip, because I not only increased my knowledge, but also know how to cooperate with each other. Our family went to Hualien. On the way there, I discussed with my mom and dad about where to go. I came up with the idea of going to Ocean Park! Everyone agreed! Let's go! Oh, wow! So many people! We're finally inside. First stop, Adventure Island! We saw a crocodile eating a small fish, it was so cruel. We also saw an octopus, its mouth was in the order of one-oh-one-oh. .... It was so cool! Then we went to see the sea lion show. I didn't realize that sea lions can do a lot of tricks! There was a funny part where a male sea lion kissed a female audience member a lot. The sea lions could balance on one hand and hold a ball or a broomstick at the same time, amazing! Next, they were going to shoot hoops. We were the red team, but the blue team won. But in volleyball, our team won! One of the sea lions on our team threw it so far that the other team couldn't catch it! Second stop, the Dolphin Theater. Here we go! The coach is riding on the back of a dolphin, and he's fast! Wow! The dolphins jumped so high and neatly that they could jump up and down at the same time. But the splash is huge! They can also walk on the water and roll in the air. What's even better is that dolphins can do math by themselves! For example: 10-7=3 it will use its tail fin to hit the water to show. One hit is one. It's simple, but not bad for a dolphin. It's late at night, past 3:00, and I'm still sitting at the computer typing away. Outside has long been dark, I can not help but lament: "What night nothing? What night is without articles? But there are only a few spiritual people like me." I feel so energized now! I don't want to go to bed, and I've just done my homework, so I'm just going to come over here and type up some articles. But how many people are like me? Looking out the window, I feel empty, the world is so quiet, so quiet that I feel uncomfortable. I thought I heard the sound of barking insects again, but that's impossible, but I did hear them. Thinking about it I can use the book that sentence to explain: "There is an elusive sound in the ear, and far and near ......" night, sitting in a chair, only beside the lamp in the company of me, seems to be quite lonely, but the living room "But the sound of the clock ticking in the living room sounded like a beautiful melody to me. It was so quiet, and my father's occasional rolling over broke the silence. ...... I wish I had a cup of coffee, but I don't have one. But the peace and quiet of the night was precious. "I can play in the snow again!" I think this kind of feeling and thought must be in every child's heart. But then I thought about it and had another feeling ...... Rain and snow are both made of water, but why do most people always prefer snow? I think snow and water symbolize two things, although they are of the same type, but their positions and perspectives are different, which leads to different feelings and emotions. For example, rain and snow are both words of hope for others to improve, but rain is a word of criticism and snow is a word of praise. Both of these words can make people better, but people are more likely to accept praise and less likely to like criticism. That's the difference. Let's use rain and snow to illustrate this. Rain is hated by most people because it can make you wet, but snow can do the same, but it does it in a different way: it becomes solid. That's how snow is so clever, and of course, that's why there are differences between them. About the rain and snow problems and many, many, I can only say this, can not say, because it is too much, you want to know, then use your brain to think about oh. The 18th article is not easy to get a big drop of snow, not to play snow drop experience write out, how can afford to folks father and mother it? Then I will write it ...... 11:30 a.m. ...... I am still in dreamland eating good food, saliva flow to the bed even do not know =. ="Ding-ling-ling", I'm finally up. "Wow!" It's snowing! I screamed. It's really snowing! I don't know if I've ever seen snow before, it just doesn't snow here very often, maybe once a year. Quickly quickly, I quickly put on the clothes to eat lunch, finished, I put on the leather gloves on the road ...... I first went to call a few "little brother", down two. I didn't expect them to say, let's have a snowball fight! Right away, we warmed up. Three of us had a snowball fight. Of course, they couldn't beat me - I had leather gloves, so I wasn't afraid of the cold, heh heh. After warming up, we started to build a snowman. I made the body of the snowman, while the other two made the head and swept the snow with brooms. （Then I used a broom to make the snowman's hands, but unfortunately there was only one broom, so our snowman could only be a one-armed man. The eyes, the nose and the mouth were the most important parts of the snowman. I went to Auntie Chiu's house to look for a treasure. And I found a good thing: a carrot! Oh, I can make a snowman's nose, that's great! But what about the mouth? Suddenly, we saw a tree branch, and we thought of a good idea. We broke it off and used it as a snowman's mouth! Oh, yeah! Another problem solved. But what about the eyes? I thought and thought and thought, and finally I saw the firecracker in my little brother's hand, so I laughed and used my tactics to snatch 8 firecrackers out of his hand, and 4 of them were used to form an eye. Haha, I was born to be useful! The snowman is finally finished! Alas, but unfortunately, this time, no camera, so it did not shoot out - good luck oh. Nineteenth in the winter holidays when the principal asked us to enrich themselves during the holidays, read more books, so a time I like to look around, but it is in their own inadvertently found a lot of valuable things, look at this story: "The cup is full" one day, Mr. Nanyin's home to come to a guest to Nanyin to ask for advice on learning. Mr. Nanyin took the time to receive him. When the guests were seated, Mr. Nain did not listen to him, but talked at great length. He talked about his life, his work, his family, his career and his research for half a day, and Mr. Nanyin tried to interrupt him several times without success. Mr. Nanyin listened quietly, after a while, he stood up, into the kitchen, brought tea. He poured tea into the guest's cup and continued to pour as if he didn't even see it, even though it was full. The guest, who was talking loudly, felt very strange at first, but when he saw that Mr. Nanyin didn't stop and that the water was already spilling out, he finally stopped. "Can't you see the glass is full?" he said. He said, "There's no more to pour!" "It's true," said Nain, finally stopping, "that, like this cup, you have filled it with your own thoughts. If you don't give me an empty cup, how can I tell you?" I learned from this story that in order for one's mind to be receptive to new ideas, one must empty it in time, just as one must empty a cup full of water in order to contain more. This reminds me of my own work, in the work of the same, in time to empty the brain, well prepared to meet the new things. Only in this way, you can continue to work in the progressive, innovative, but also to make good results. The twentieth month of winter vacation life is coming to an end. Review of this month since the feeling of their own harvest or a lot. During the winter vacation, I make good use of every day to enrich their own time, through reading books, watching, surfing the Internet and other ways to spend their winter vacation life. Of course, the most meaningful thing is to learn about Chinese New Year culture. China is a civilized country with a long history, so I never thought of learning more about it during the New Year. On our side, we used to spend it just visiting friends and relatives, but this year the format has changed a lot, people don't just stay at home, but invite a few friends to go out and have fun. Speaking of which I am particularly impressed, because this year I also went out with a few good friends to play some, that feeling is really very comfortable, compared to the previous New Year's Eve on the visit to friends and relatives much better, and this is also very simple, convenient. The end of the winter vacation life, they must also quickly adjust the mind to prepare for their next year's work One day of summer vacation, my cousin came to my house, he dragged me to the side, mysteriously said: "We go skating how"? "Really? Great!" I excitedly agreed, but in my heart I was worried that I would fall flat on my face and make a joke. I went to the skating rink, got my ticket, and put on my skates. My brother told me the essentials of ice skating: "body slightly tilted forward, legs bent down a little ......" said my brother while demonstrating, but how I did not dare to move half a step. So my brother and hold my hand, slowly backward, and I clutched my brother's hand, mouth also muttered: "You can not let go ah!" My brother said angrily, "You can't learn by relying on me all the time." I hurriedly said, "No, don't." My brother let go. I took a few steps back, and held on to the handrail and refused to let go, while moving my steps like a grandmother. When my brother saw me, he glared at me and said, "How can you learn if you are so timid?" I blushed and thought, "I'm not a stupid kid, I have to be brave. Thinking of this, I once again gathered enough courage, and skated like my brother. Who knows not slip a few steps "pop" a fall in the right, I rubbed the raw pain, a bone up, continue to slip up. My brother was cheering for me. Gradually, gradually, I seem to find the feeling, the more skating the more bold, the more skating the more smooth, happy brother straight to praise me: "sister, you're great! I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to get out of this one, but I'm sure I'll be able to get out of it.