Please allow me to shout a big brother: I am sorry, dark glasses, leave without saying goodbye!
Because, I can not really come out of the shadow. And I'm not that broad-minded to accept your scandals, my frail nerves can't take all that negative news yet.
We still do not meet again for the time being, and leave each other time and space to think about whether we are suitable, am I really the angel in my heart? Can we really be together in the end?
Today, I don't have any hope for love or marriage. I grew up in a sensible family, the inculcation is also very traditional, but I face things, are subverted the limit of the inner bear, I do not know where my road?
The stories of love and marriage of people around me make me feel confused about the future, blue Xiaotong's stubbornness, paranoia, so that she lost her precious life, Wu Manli's unfortunate marriage, so that I have no good feelings about the rich, more confidence, and the rich **** life.
A few days ago, I met Zhang Minlan, his failed emotional story, more heartbreaking to me, Zhang Minlan promised me to take care of me like a brother, I did not veto, and no confidence. Will he be a gentleman?
Mei Lin by his side, more will be an unfortunate girl, a girl who is infatuated with love, but can not get love, even if they are married, will she be happy?
Now the whole world already knows that the president of Baxin is finally out of the misery, facing a new choice, the candidate beside you, there are already as many as five or six, and even the one I suspect, Qiao Lian, is also in it, huh, how can I be their rivals?
The photos in the newspaper, I have seen, I am in front of them, ashamed of themselves, thinking over three, or retreat to the second line!
The main reason is that it is impossible for me to face the public, and I don't want to be the spice of people's meals. I am a child of a poor family, I like to live a free and easy life, I don't pray for much money, as long as I live a happy life, that's my lifelong dream.
My parents can't give me a warm embrace anymore, I don't have a home anymore, I don't have a place to heal, so I don't want to be hurt again, I want to live a peaceful life, even if there is no love, even if there is no marriage, I don't care anymore.
Alas, I really don't want to meet you people who have status and money, but one by one you successful people appeared around me, you, Zhang Minlan and Liu Hengjun.
Liu Hengjun, I did not meet with him in the meeting, but he greeted me every day, persistent text messages, let me be very afraid, I show you in front of you, not the real me, I am very stubborn, no taste, and will not dress up, more do not understand the etiquette of the scene, more can not mention the world of man, I am not in your circle of people, and can not be melted into your circle. The first time I've seen this, I've seen it in my own life.
The things you talk about, I do not understand, I do not want to understand, how can I become your woman? I can't do anything for you. The women behind successful people are all very talented and can assist their loved ones. Oh, think about it, I've been giving you trouble and making you angry since I met you, I'm really not the angel in your heart.
I, not beautiful, and willful, and depression, and still not cured, how can I be your angel?
The Spring Festival is here, the hometown people do have this saying, the person with a big filial piety, is not allowed to walk around, so you do not come to me. I want to spend the New Year alone, the money you lent me, I first used, and so after the year, I earn wages, as soon as possible to return to you.
If we have fate, half a year later, we will still meet, by then, if we are still single, maybe I will still come together.
I have no ** in front of you, my everything, you know it all, and you have too many secrets for me, I do not want to wait for me to fall into it when I am deep, in the face of your nasty things, I can not withstand, escape can not escape when, then I completely become depressed, is not it downright become mentally ill?
Brother, you do not want me to become that! I don't want you to cheat a small child, buy a new mp3 for Xiao Hao and a silk scarf for my sister. Bless your family and have a happy Chinese New Year!
You are busy, leave me alone. I've learned to be strong and to walk the streets alone. After the Spring Festival, I will go back to Hongpu.
Thank you for your love, thank you for your tolerance!
Lin Zi rush grass in the small year
Zhou Wenjian took the letter, sat back in the Mercedes-Benz, full of loneliness, long did not leave, looking at the white paper and black characters, beautiful penmanship, in a trance, he saw Lin Zi mischievous image of the ten days together, he was very attached to her, her skinny body, shrinking in his arms, he felt never too much happiness.
Alas, Linzi simply do not believe in themselves, she does not believe that she can bring her happiness, she does not believe in anyone anymore. She retreated, she was hurt, she is still a typical depressive, she has not completely recovered, she still can not accept a new round of love.
He found a woman, a woman who needs his care, a woman who doesn't look him in the face, a woman who is real, and that's what he likes, a woman who doesn't wear a mask.
Over the years, he circled these flowers and butterflies, he saw more of a modified appearance, false smile, according to his emotions to speak, these women, he really tired of.
Linzi's truthfulness, her willfulness, her straightforwardness, her weakness, her kindness, all make Zhou Wenjian obsessed. Zhou Wenjian wants to protect her, own her, love her with all his heart, love this orphan girl. Let this girl no longer be surrounded by nightmares, let this girl no longer fear emotions, no longer fear love. He wants to give this girl a warm harbor, give her a happy home.
He thought about it and drove away, straight to the psychiatrist in Linzi.
In the hospital, psychotherapy room, Zhou Wenjian can not see that this is a hospital clinic, but like a cozy home. A large suite, warm wallpaper, landscape paintings, decorative paintings, staggered on the wall, in the outer room, there is a small aquarium, red carp freely play.
Dr. Jiang smiled and talked softly with Zhou Wenjian. Dr. Jiang hands over Linzi's case to Zhou Wenjian, who quickly skims through it and then listens quietly to Dr. Jiang, who gives Zhou a few suggestions.
After he came out of the hospital, he breathed a long sigh of relief, annoyed, temporarily relieved, as he had just predicted, Lin Zi's avoidance, is a very normal psychology, she needs time to adjust her mind.
"Ugh, but I don't have too much time! I need to see her immediately. How to come to a compromise?"
Zhou Wenjian returned to the company and did not come up with a good solution. It was only a phone call from his sister, Zhou Wenqing, that enlightened Zhou Wenjian.
"Jian, do you think Linzi will go back to Hangzhou?" Zhou Wenqing's whispering voice spoke, making Zhou Wenjian's cooling heart, feel a trace of warmth.
"Why?" Zhou Wenjian asked sharply.
"I heard her say that since her parents suddenly passed away, she believes in Buddhism, she has a college friend in Hangzhou, can she go to Lingyin Temple to worship Buddha?"
"Oh, thanks sis." Zhou Wenjian put the phone down before Zhou Wenqing could finish her sentence.
He lost his temper when his intelligence network fed back information that there was no news of Lin Zi. If she really went to Hangzhou, she would have chosen to take the bus, so where to go to confirm it?
A moment later, Zhou Wenjian received information, in the long-distance bus station surveillance video, looking for Lin Zi's figure, but do not know what place she bought a ticket, before the year home for the New Year's Eve, it is difficult to query now.
Zhou Wenjian's heart just had a glimmer of hope, and was replaced by frustration. It is already four o'clock in the afternoon, his irritable mood, so that he can not put his energy into the work, in the face of several folders piled up in front of the desk, helplessly lit a cigarette, can only choose to give up.
In the past few days, there are too many things in the company, the twenty-ninth Wang held a conference, the target points to the hundred letters, he has to do a good job to deal with the measures, can not let the hundred letters become a laughing stock.
Tomorrow, Liu ** will have to go to Hong Kong, her travel period is how long, she did not give a definite answer, she left, her work, can only be temporarily handed over to the high-definition Zhuo, but at this time, Wu Manli want to take a vacation.
Alas, how to mess into a pot of porridge! It seems that the chaos of this world is caused by women. Without women in the world, the world has lost its color; with women, the world, it has become complicated! Women are too troublesome, always can not speak their hearts, always let the man to guess.
Business, as long as there is a woman involved, that is a trouble, and finally by the iron fist of the man to recover, otherwise they will not withdraw from the competitive market.
The emotional world, women seem to take the initiative, in fact, there is no man's recognition, no man's pity, no man's love, they can only taste the loneliness and isolation alone.
The world is dominated by men in the world, but the lack of women's accompaniment, the stage has lost the colorful, but also lost the charm of the stage.
The woman is a man's life can not read the book. She wants love, no money pile, love lost romance. She wants marriage, no money hoarding, marriage lost the light.
An honest man, she disdained this, that do not know the romance, life is dull and tasteless; a man who can talk, her evaluation of this, flashy, life is not secure.
Money, is a woman on the love and marriage requirements is very important a dividing line.
What is a successful man? Zhou Wenjian smiled to himself, there is no successful man in the world, is not it? Career success, destined to live a lonely, lonely, which several women can willingly enjoy the loneliness and loneliness? Even for the sake of love, they are difficult to bear the pain of being alone in the boudoir.
Career success of the man, around the temptation of women, a little inattentive, will fall into a just like the tenderness of the trap, and soon the marriage disintegrated. He will be another emotional shackles set, that is another round of mental torture, into a more terrible emotional hell.
The shopping mall, so that a successful man physically and mentally exhausted, there is no warm harbor, so that they stay, a woman is from the birdie began to evolve into a spiteful woman, and finally lost with the marriage, so that the child becomes the most painful people in the marriage.
The root cause of the failure of one love marriage is that the two people do not trust each other, and the final result is that the two people who were in love with each other painfully broke up, and have no chance to be with each other for the rest of their lives.
Zhou Wenjian friends around, such a lot of things, but in recent years, they seem to think away, no longer easily divorced, divorce is not a matter of two people, marriage involves too many people and things. Marriage, there are many things that can not be cut off, so that those couples who have reached middle age, no longer easy to talk about divorce.
This is the reason why Zhou Wenjian from the beginning eager to divorce, to slowly reluctant to divorce. The dissolution of a marriage, the beginning of another marriage, this transformation process, there are many helpless, get it wrong, gain or loss.
In recent years, Zhou Wenjian in the bushes, traveling, he saw clearly what women want the most, on the side of the woman, not really moved, until the simple Linzi appeared, so Zhou Wenjian feel the rebirth of life. He identified Lin Zi with the women of the past is not the same.
A root of cigarettes, smoke filled, let Zhou Wenjian's mood down to the trough, so that he felt once again failed, no love when, indulgence of their own emotions, with ** to make up for their lack of love. When love is once again light, the image of the little angel is y imprinted into the depths of the heart, but instead indifferent to the ** thing.
At this moment, Zhou Wenjian, only want to have the beloved woman ......
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I'm sorry, elm yesterday is too busy, go home has been more than ten o'clock in the evening, did not complete the text, change is not ideal, there is no thought, there is no I'm sorry, but I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do it.
Today, Elmwood is going to the cemetery with his brother and sister to pay tribute to Elmwood's mother and grandparents who have passed away!
At this time, Elmwood's mood and Zhou Wenjian's mood is the same, disheartened.
Hopefully, with the arrival of April, elm and relatives can have a good mood, the footsteps of spring is getting closer and closer.