The first time I watched my child's dance performance, I cried

Saturday, 9:00 a.m., the reality is that the first grade with the little sister to the People's Square this, the little sister recognized at once that this is where I live, to call me, as a result, I had to crawl out of the nest, buy some food, hurried to the People's Hall Studio.

Well, the scene is really quite big, a lot of small children, just to the door when a teacher with a bunch of little girls in the photo, and then watched the program to know, called "paper cut girl", quite beautiful. After going in, almost went wrong to a rehearsal room around not come out, but finally found the reality, in the front of the second row of seats. At this time, the children were rehearsing, and the teachers were nervously directing their positions, movements, etc. The photographer, the host, and the coordinator were all working together to make the show a success. The photographer, the host, and the coordinator, or whatever he's called, were all going about their business as well. I watched a group of kids in blue costumes, probably only 8 or 9 years old, rehearsing a dance about Mongolia, and cried, I don't know which one of them had a cramp. I think maybe it is because I think these kids are so young and have to work so hard; maybe it is because I used to love all kinds of art when I was a kid, but I didn't have the chance to do it on the stage; maybe I am thinking that when I have a kid in the future, I will definitely let me learn the things I love, so I won't be as useless as I am. All kinds of feelings mixed together, naturally left hot tears, but in order to avoid shame, or hurry to wipe dry.

Really, I envy my little sister, so young to have such a good opportunity to stand on such a big stage, so that the Hebei TV station and the Hebei network TV live performance, which is a child growing up in the process of self-confidence a chip ah. I had nothing but a good mom and dad. I grew up with a bit of low self-esteem, not because of my family's finances, but due to the fact that I wasn't good at anything other than school. I have a little bit of that now, but I think about it more now than I did before, and my confidence has grown because I've studied a lot of other things. But I guess I should try harder to learn something like sketching for example, which I love and have a bit of talent for, and stick with it to find my own piece of the world and guard it well.